Ice lemon tea rox.xD N Jonas brothers too xD N e dino in Meet The Robinsons is so qte XD

Woots~English paper over! Finally lolx...nw blogging wif phone again hahax..."watching"tang xin feng bao...kinda sweet...nice song oso

tmr nid go hospital 4 checkup...scary...but still hav 2 go...haix...tang xin feng bao e chang zaixin crying...sadist...anywaex~Tang xin feng bao is cold...

Tdy eng is okok lorhx...but Im still scared...kinda...2nite shuld b cant slp again...haix...sry...anywaex~Tdy aft I finish paper1...I drew smileys arnd e back of my hand...lolx! Den paper2 finish I doodled on a piece of used paper lolx...Im evil nehx...so I wrote alot of bad things,..esp abt dar xD

Last nitex nearly din slp...start slping at arnd 1.30am...sadist...but din slp well...had weirdo dreamx=.=So kip waking up...sobx

Ok bahx...I go mug lerhx...gd day all^^

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so lonely...blogging using hp...haix...no1 2 tok 2...tio ppl leng luo is so sad...hahax...i guess...i will b ok...alone...

Sia larhx...feel so emo...so tired...so zombish...so STRESS...practically dying here...jux nw left my phone on my pillow wich is on a table...den when i pull my pillow of my table...i 4gt abt my phone n so it crashed down on e floor...but instead of feeling unhappy or xin tong...i felt beta den b4...i guess cox i nid e fa xie...mayb i go tear up some papers ltr or sth...i NID 2b beta by tmr...or else my emotions will affect me...

Mum watching e korean drama wo nan ren de nv ren aka my husband's woman...Mum kip saying how wicked guys can b...how wicked women can b...how wicked frens can b...how wicked e world can b...haix...shes making me damn emo...make me no appetite eat...den scold me 4 nt eating...anywaex...wei le ying chou ta...took 2spoonfuls of rice lorhx...hav been kinda lyk holding back my tears...while she kip saying how much she trust daddy n how much daddy broke her heart...make me wan cry...remind me of wad happened 2yrs back...remind me of how i felt then...remind me how many tyms i wanted 2 jux die...remind me how hard life was, trying 2 smile when i wan cry...trying 2 live on when i wan die...im suppose 2 4gt those...but...my mum jux hav 2 remind me...i wanted 2 tok 2 dar...cox he defo can make me laugh sumhow...make me 4gt everything...make me fa pi qi at him so dat everything will b ok aft dat...but hes jux too bz...i guess he oso gt his bz tyms...aft all...tdy is sunday...tmr is monday...nvm...im ok...i will b ok...im strong...

Ku guo hou jiu suan le...xia yu hou jiu shi qing tian le...jiayoux! zhen zuo dian...ying wei qing tian jiu yao lai le

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Chgned my URL AGAIN...lolx...cox dey found me...if dey can find me tis tym...den I tink...sth is abit obvious hu isit lerhx...aft all...oni gt HuiMei,Yeye,Jose,Me,SillyBoy n BlurrB...LOLx...actually told BlurBoy I wun post but in e end I still post...guess I was too bored...

4 PHS Sec4E5N ppl...Prelims1&2 coming up lo...JiaYoux^^Hope every1 gt gd results n e 2Prelims can beta prepare us 4 e "O" Levels! Jiayoux Everyone!!!^^

Jux nw SillyBoy webcam me LOLx...den he so funny...kip toking abt chair ghost cox his chair kip moving LOLx...but he was hiding bhind e chair...so damn obvious LOLx...I was laughing bhind my comp till I stomachache...OMG Damn freaking funny LOLx...den he was moved e webcam 2 face diff parts of his hse...den aft dat FINALLY at his face...den he use his floorball stick cover LOLx...funny crap...aiyox...if sillyboy reading tis...dunid hide ur face larhx...u n ur bro both cute larhx^^

Last 2days has been toking alot 2 Dar...cox we both oso abit emo...so our conversation oso gt abit emo...LOLx...but nvm...I guess its cox we both kip hurting each otha wif our words...but e words we use...arent wrong...BUT...I duntink dey r too rite either=X Haix...SORRY dar 4 hurting u wif my words...Im Sorry...AND...Pls stop saying sorry 2 me=.=Make me scare 2 tell u things nehx...cox u will say sry n I dowan u say sry...lyk unless u say...gt valid reason...but RMB...MUST b I tink is valid...NOT u tink is valid^^xD Anywaex dar...I wish dat ur happy^^U happy den Im happy liaox^^U rock so dun say silly things^^U say Im silly...U oso silly mahx...nt dat I mind...jux dat some of e silly things u said make me sad lorhx...but at least u tell me everything...n I hope it stays tis way...we can b truthful 2 each otha on EVERYTHING...n nt hide anything frm each otha^^JiaYoux Dar^^<3ya loads^^

Pass few days...gt e feelings 2 go 2 e beach LOLx...go kayak,cycle,watch sunset,look at e sea n blahblahblah...I realise dat when Im unhappy...e sea can calm me down^^Mayb cox when I c e sea...I will inhale n xhale wif it...kinda calms me down lorhx...I wish I live by e sea hahax...lyk Holly in P.S. I Love You...LOLx...Im getting obssessed wif dat bk LOLx...read so many tyms still nt bored...jux lyk Harry Potter,Artemis Fowl,RedWall n DaVinci Code...Sad...I nid return e DaVinci Code 2 ShihQian Jie lerhx...Nvm! I can buy my own^^Me tis bookworm NVR seem 2 hav enuf bks LOLx...hahax...I still gt e set of RedWall n Vampire Knight I havnt buy lehxT_T Haix...nid chiong save money lerhx...

I aredy dcide wad 2do wif my hols aft "O"Levels lerhx...I go work part-time...den use e money I gt 2 buy bks...den I giv e rest e Mama...den if I nid go out...ASK $$ XD Lolx...I guess I dowan 2 leave my parents out since I gt work abit...but I noe when I giv my Mama, she will save in my bank acc lolx...but nvm larhx...BUT...I rly hope she will gimme my ATM aft my "O" Levels end...I wun overspend...cox I kip going out 2 play...hahax...

ARGH! Operation Mugging 4 Prelims1 OFFICIALLY started on Friday lehx! So fastT_T But heng tis tym no HCL...so I finish e hmwk Miss Choi giv den I can leave e practice papers she gave 2 Operation Mugging 4 Prelims2...wich if Im nt wrong...is aft Prelims1...QiaoNi say Prelims2 is 2wks aft Prelims1...sadist...but haix...we short of tym mahx...quote Mrs Tan...we doing 100metre-dash LOLx...I tink is more lyk 50Metre-Dash lorhx...so short of tym...NVM! JIAYOUX!!^^I will derhx...cox I promised dar aredy...I will JiaYoux...I hope he will JiaYoux too...his studies doesnt seem 2b well...Im abit worried 4 him oso lolx...I scare he cant do well in his coming CA2...but nvm...JIAYOUX DAR!!^^I support u^^

Ok bahx...nid start 2 study lerhx...although tmr is English Paper...but I tink I will nid 2 study e notes Mr White sent 2 us...JIAYOUX EVERYONE^^

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Chgned me URL n hope dat those flamers dun come=X Tdy 1st day of term3...these days feel disturbed by e flamers lorhx...v.bo sim...its lyk wad HuiMei say...gt stalked liddat=.=Scary...but tdy nth special oso...totally boring day=.=

Went sku wif Crystal as usual...chat abt random stuffs as usual...she was telling me abt e swimming carnival she went 2 help n everything dat happened in her hols...I jux tok abt nth lorhx...my hols nth fun abt 2 tok mahx...den she was lyk telling me how her slping cycle gt totally screwed hahax...den I say I even worse=X Tok on phone till morning...den slp till noon...lolx...till ytd I arnd 2-3am den can slp hahax...

Reach sku...HuiMei n me was telling Jose abt e flamers...hahax...she went indonesia mahx...den aft dat Yeye came n join...den dey start complaining abt dat eeww person hahax...abt her spelling prob hahax...HuiMe was lyk"I is spelt as i n nt ie...she dun even noe how spell properly"Lolx...den Yeye n HuiMei were still guessing hu isit...lolx...I dunhav e energy 2 tink abt hu isit liaox lorhx...if dey rly dare...dey will come find me bahx...I used alot of energy n brain cells tinking abt e flamming things lorhx...haix...it totally kills me=.=But nvm bahx...I tink duntink abt it lerhx...shuld b lyk KS...CHIONGING MODE xD Den Huimei n Jose were toking abt e pager,sms n twit era hahax...dey say...pager era...all e number abbreviation came out...hahax...den gt e sms era when most eng words r shorten as much as possible...den came e twit era[no offence dar=X]when all words bcame longer...n every1 bcome gorgor n jiejie LOLx...n Yeye was lyk duno wads 520=.=He 100% no go thru pager era LOLx...mayb hes too old 4 it xD

Den morn assm n blahblahblah...feel lyk me n Sann lyk nt so close...even though we r sitting rite bside each otha...but I dun feel lyk shes bside me liddat...tis few days abit distracted due 2 e flamers...hahax...I tio bullied 1s again...haix...

Den A.maths...gt 4QNS 4 work...damn weak in partial fractions...till I gt difficulty solving e FIRST qns...but in e end...I found e solutions...but I used up 1period doing it=.=

Den Bio...learnt abt DNA n stuffs...1s again taste e dumb ass feeling of distant frm Sann...I guess me n Sann's frenship din last?T_T Im scare of dat...sumore of e recent flamers...make me even more insecure...even among frens...sadistic me=.=

Recess...HuiMei n Yeye 1s again tok abt e flamers...nth much lorhx...

Chinese...tio scoldings...den did Lun Shuo Wen...SJ say my pimple prob getting beta=.=Lolx...I jux grew lyk 1 or 2 new pimples n she say its beta...LOLx...but heyx...surrounded by pretty ppl nehx...gt SJ,AP,AC,XMs,Sann,Val,Jose n etc...oso gt my chio bu Yeye nehx LOLx...he damn chio cannx?! Will feel zi bei derhx lehx LOLx...but no matter e pimple prob n everything...still gt ppl tink I uglyT_T Haix...I guess I rly cant please every1...but nvm...its beta being me n being happy den being sum1 dat can please every1 but in e end doesnt please myself...shitty hahax...si dar=.=Influence me=.=Shit him lolx...

SS...gt SBQ test...tink Im gonna fail it...I suck at SBQ lorhx...but nvm...I tried my best aredy...dats enuf...

Den EL...did things abt goals n everything...Miss Chionh say tis tym english prelim results she oni wan c A1~B4...I hope I can gt it...Jiayoux!

Den end of sku...left wif BeaBea...

Den reach home...chit chatted wif Dar...had lotsa laughs...lolx him...APW xD Den I fell aslp lolx...den dinner n TV...nw hmwk=.=Siannx...left A.maths n Geog textbk at home...v.bo sim do anything...still tinking abt e flames...lolx...shit myself hahax...although I promised Hara jie nt 2 say Shit myself but SERIOUSLY...shit myself...lolx...

Ok...boring day of a boring gal ended jux liddat...probably nxt step is SLP...lolx...Im a pig xD No wonder so fat lolx...

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Wow 2 all flooders hu flooded my tagboard lolx...I nid 2 go 2 cbox jux 2 read ALL e tags LOLx.xD But nvm...in e end...I duno isit a happy ending but...I hope it is a satisfied ending^^I jux hope dat in wad I said...I can make e majority happy...anywaex...hav been lyk tio flamed alot of tyms...it doesnt really matter 2 me...even though I tio hurt reading but it owaex help me 2 realise dat r alot of frens arnd me dat cares abt me^^take HongYu 4 example...although I jux noe him 4 nt so long n he jux came back frm holiday...he still make e effort 2 come my blog 2 defend me...n HuiMei,Clara n JianWei...dey bz wif their own things n still come my blog n defend me...I really appreciates my frenships wif dem...

THIS IS FOR U GUYS~MY FRENS~I LOVE U GUYS^^Im sorry 4 dat bitch in me but really...thx u guys 4 e defence^^Its lyk having a personal army^^Thanks<33

THIS FOR U GUYS~MY"FLAMERS"~THX 4 UR FLAMES...Im sorry 4 dat person in me dat disgusted u guys but really...its me n I will NVR chgn dat...I dun ask dat u guys b happy wif me...aft all...I cant make EVERYONE happy...so if u guys really cant stand me...jux stay off my path n I will stay off u guys' path^^Its nt dat I dowan 2 folo wad u guys said but its jux dat I choose nt 2^^I choose 2 preserve myself n make myself happy instead of making u guys happy n in e end make myself unhappy...its my life...I live it...nt u guys^^

THIS IS FOR U~ANGJIANWEI~I CANT TREAT NTH HAPPEN LARHX=.=ITS NT POSSIBLE=.=ZzZ...its fun 2 hav flamers u noe...gimme sth 2 blog...or else every1 will complain dat my blog is dead lolx...

Peace out ppl^^

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zZz~2 dumb ass flamers on my tagboard...FK OFF PLS...so wad I lyk 2 act cute...ur problem arhx?! Its my life...nt urs...so shuddup n stop commenting=.=N its nt lyk I wan say u...u r oso DAMN DISGUSTING luhx...such a coward=.=U dare flame...u put ur NAME larhx...if dundare...fk of pls~N Im being SOOO POLITE say PLS 2 u mannnx...cox u arent worth e pls...its my blog...nt urs...so u arent in any position 2 comment...no1 ask u 4 ur dumb comments...so stop being lame...if u wan prove urself rite...u shuld put ur name...cowardy bastard/bitch

Ok...I duno wads happening but its lyk my 2beloved Di is damn sad...haix...I oso tio affected hahax...aft all...dey R my 2 n only beloved Di...haix...I duno how comfort dem...but dey r lyk so opposite...1 told me everything while e otha refuse 2 tell me anything...but I respect dem lorhx...I jux wish dat dey cheer up^^Jux rmb if anything happen...Jie will love u as owaex^^N will b here 4 u guys lyk U guys hav been here 4 me^^Dun sad lerhx...nt lyk its over ritex? Jux some setbacks...it can b solved n ridden thru so dun worry too much^^Jie SUPPORT U^^U guys rocks~~Dun b sad lerhxT_T

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My life revolves arnd disappointment,fear n emoness...Pls sum1 end it 4 meT_T Or mayb I shuld go hibernate hahax...away frm all things except my studies...

Rmbed 1s...HY asked me Family,Love n Frens...wad will I rank 1st...I gt my ans nw lerhx...its I will rank none 1st...I rank myself 1st...cox I will nvr fail myself...my studies n myself...e othas will owaex fail me...its lyk I owaex chose 2 blieve n oni 2b disappointed...hahax...heartpain 2 myself LOLx.xD

Started June on a bad note hahax...Yeye came my house for 3 consecutive days...not that I don't want him to come or what. It's just that I was deprived of time on my own for 3 consecutive days...kind of not used to it. I also don't like the way he nags at me...so...I don't know how to say...Sorry yeye for bitching about you=X

Anywaex, refering back to shortcut.

Had fits during Bio SPA hahax...made alot of ppl worry abt me...Sry 4 all dat cause of worry...Haix...wish I died luhx hahax...den dunid make ppl worry lolx...Im freaking useless=.=

Tis wk was kinda emoish but din blog cox I dun feel lyk it...but tdy jux wan blog abt my stupidity...getting more n more stupid l8ly...din slp last nite over dat stupidity...finally fell aslp but din wake up in tym 4 sku hahax...tio mum nagged till wake up anywaex...she's jealous dat I tok alot 2 BC tis pass few days hahax...but I tok 2 him cox he's nice n funny wad...he made me laughed so hard ytd LOLx.xD Super L-O-L...havn't laughed so hard in ages...he's hell a funny guy...but of cox all gd things mux end...he's going off overseas n I'm practically dying of emoness=.=Oso duno y emo dat he's leaving...guess I'm abit sot sot in e mind liaox hahax...LOLx.xD Yarhx I am...I culdn't even slp last nite=X Crazy, Silly, Stupid me...hahax...anywaex...nice 2 noe dat in tis world, there's sum1 as nice as BC^^Seriously duno how 1 can b as frivolous as he is=.=Wish him luck wif e gal he loves hahax...Im seriously jealous=.=

Anywaex...I'm practically dying of my mum's emo nags...I guess wad I hate is still gonna happen no matter wad...but I can ride thru all storms...aft all...lyk wad my beloved 2bros say...I'm superwoman^^hahax...tis post make me tink of 2songs...hellishly emoish type...Superwoman by CaoGe n ShaGua by Wendy hahax...I'm getting siao-er by e day...hahax...

Anywaex...I nid put check on emotions lerhx...getting too emo=.=Has been liddat since last nite...shity=.=

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P.S BON VOYAGE MY DEAR BC^^N stop calling me DaSao...I'm NOT ur DaSao=.=Me n Sean oso no marry=.=And dun tym too much gals...ltr ppl slap u=.=