2day nth much happen lor...bio test debate btween me n sandz again...but instead or radiation n CONVECTION...its plant cell or animal cell...lol...den sandz duno is hear wrongly or wad...she said bio test all MCQ leh...its lyk bu ke nen de lar...where gt bio test all MCQ de...idiot oso noe lar...even gt MCQ oso oni a few qns...nt all lor...she say ALL MCQ leh...dunhav de lor...dumb lar[sry]...

assembly din go uni inspection coz l8 le...anyway during pe mr chew[or howeva u wan spell his name]was disappointed at e galz cos we walk instead of run...lolz...hai hao lar...but i did run abit lar...juz after dat dey all ps me so i left alone so i stop running too lor...lolz...den recess is bday celebration pt...cat was splat on omoz every1 in 3h de face...me n sandz nvr kena hahaz...vic kena...lolz...heard frm her is wenyi...lolz...den l8 4 maths class...den after maths stay back c mr tan awhile den was lyk...3faith enter...oni c 2 3h ppl...me n sandz...kj still say nvr c me...stupid

bio test...hai hao lor...chinese class hilarious as usual...it was super lame lar...den after sku go out wif ciacia minmin dada ah mei n kj...had a funny lunch n is go home tym...met my stead at busstop...complain w8 me so long...lolz...stupid...dunid w8 me ma...anyway...2day sneak atks v.stupid...but kena lips n face again...go home tok 2 him awhile n was help sj in maple...but i tink i tis wkend den do lar...coz nw nt e tym...

kk i go le...nid bathe n everything...cya...

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2day...early morning jiu receive my usual morning msg le...lol...den i say dat e msg im typing nw is my laz 2nd msg of e mth..den reply was ok lor...dun bother u...luv ya muackz...lol...sad dat i hav oni e laz msg...but i wun waste it...

assembly...funny...coz early morning super cold so i kip daddying i wan ur jacket n i kip unzipping vic jacket n she kip zipping it back...so funny...den i say how bad daddy was n everything...it was lyk when mr lim come we still laughing lor...n nt oni me sandz clara n vic lor...jos sj dey all oso...

chem...yan cheng kip saying dat me n joey flirt...lol...we juz walk n chat oni mah...wads e prob man...lol...kip sayiung im joey wife...omgosh...i wun lor...we hav no feelings 4 each otha lor...at least nt me lar...4 him...i wun believe sandz say dat he lyk me but i wuld wan 2 hear frm his mouth den i will believe lar...rumours can b bad...dowan a frenship turn sour...we r really gd frenz...hehe...

SS came...mis janice lim nvr come...so its lol lor....i enter e rm n i ask e tcher inside is mis lim anot...den all ppl bhind me say no...lol...den we did a ws n sandz vic n clara super high...shermin wenyi juinli dey all oso...in fact is whole class lol...

math...mr tan microphone no charge...so cant overide our voices...thus kip having 2 kip quiet as a signal 4 us 2 shut up b4 going on coz 2day 3h super high...den its recess...actually wan gi siao papa maths qns de...but din in e end coz i kip gi siaoing papa...l8er he gt angry nt my papa liao...den wuld b so saddening...

recess...some fucking normal guyz throw our bags on e floor...gt mine beatrice sam n sheryl's i tink...anyway...after dat was left wif little tym 2 eat...but ate anyway...den it was lyk...all of us at dey table so high 4 duno wad reason...

physics...omgosh...test...but relatively easy lar...finish it in a few mins...but i cant b too proud coz e laz qns...me sandz n vic debate bout it frm after e test till chinese...lol...still debating whether its a convection qns or radiation...but its lyk a radiation qns lor..coz of e surface qns n i gt vic on my side...but sandz kip saying its convection...lol...i duno lar...c how it come out lor...

chinese...gt back chinese test results...cai lao shi disappointed...she tell us all jia you lor...esp since ct coming up...sadist...i gt e whole class lowest lar...30.5/100...bad rite? den sj was lyk its ok n everything...vic ap oso...so i cheered up abit n after chinese i was telling my marks 2 kj n papa saying how shuang lor...den dey kip saying shuang ur head...guess my sadness was written all over my face...but im ok wif it lar...i expected it...so dunid an wei wo...

bio...joey fan me as usual n we kip toking till yan cheng say us rather listen 2 each otha's sweet tok den listen 2 mrs choy bio lecturel...but we duncare him n we continue wif our toking...but its NOT sweet tok...its maple stuffs...

after bio de english is v.lame...we do e duno wad sai thing n me n xm was singing liang shan bo yu ju li ye n was discussing bout things till mis kumari scold us...lol...den still gt 2 hand up things b4 can leave...but in e end she lenient n let us off in e end...lol...nice tcher...

end of day le...go n c cai lao shi...tok wif her about stuffs lar...cried abit...but was ok after dat...den she say she was surprise i din cry when i gt my results...she say dawn cried...she say she can c my sadness bout it but she oso can c dat im smiling despite of dat...she say im those type dat no matter angry sad or happy...oways smiling...say v.dangerous...when nid confidante...can go find her...nice tcher aint she...hehe...she oso gt tell me alot of things lar...it was nice toking 2 her...luv her sia...lol...after long tok...walk out...at canteen...turn arnd...my eyes met kj...omgosh...lol...lr wif him lar...lol...so was wif lr n kj...charles n his fren l8er join n i kip toking 2 charles den lr was lyk saying how jealous kj is n c his face turn black le...den i immediately say his face aredy black le so i cant c e difference...den he was lyk kip saying bout we 2...wad we stead n everything...lol...we nt lar...den at mrt he sneak shot both of us...duno at 1st...kj found out de...anyway...he kip saying he deleted when he din...he w8...gonna kill him...but lr aredy gt e guan nian dat we 2 stead aredy...cant help it...he was lyk kip saying dat when kj saw me he immediately frm his side disapppear 2 my side...say he zhong se qin you lor...lol...

mrt...bid gdbye 2 kj n gt a surprise...he was at e busstop n he send me home wor...again lol...boss mah...cant defy him...but nw i boss...i shall boss him man...he gt his reward in e end...in fact he gt 2...sadist...but i gt 3...so it 5-2...he winning lar...but cant bear 2 c him lose...lol..[an excuse actually 4 nt retuirning his sneak atks]...he totally sneak atk me lor...twice on e way home n 1s at my hse void deck...lol...sadistic...den after dat is a bb n im off home...

reach home...mum ask me bout letterbox...i was lyk i 4gt bout it sia...so nvr go take...den went down...met esther auntie hu help us check e letterbox liao...nice auntie...lol...so sweet of her 2 do dat^^...anyway...gtg le...i nid check traders n everything...cya

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1wk has gone since dat happen...den ytd big things happen...shaken things alot lar...den 2day he was lyk trying 2 reassure me lar...but its nt lyk i dowan trust him lar...i admit i trust him n hope dat i 4eva will...but its lyk he break my trust quite an amt of tyms lar...causes me 2 scared of putting too much trust on him lar...haizz...i was wondering...is there sth in btween us wad...mayb is my past bothering me...anyway...had fun wif him l8ly...coz he agree b my"boss"awhile...den i was saying...i will oni obey a direct order...so he was lyk ordering me lar...or trying 2...den he kip 4getting he has 2 order me den i will do so it was lyk when he wan hold my hand i kip shaking it off saying dat its nt a direct order...den he has 2 order me hahaz...den he complain i boss bullier...lol...but nvm lar...i still luv my boss lol...k lar...dun b mushy in my blog le lar...lol

stevie is lvl49 le...reaching lvl50...1s shes lvl50 i tink i will train rx solely...lvl30 rx here i come...i promise powermage dat when rx is in deathsoul le i will quit guild n join his darkstory...still nt sure i shuld anot...but i tink i will lar...so i dcide after rx is lvl30 i will straggle over rx n dk till rx lvl50 den its dkpr0f n n00byqq...den solely n00byqq...when all r lvl50 den say lor...but dun worry while im giving omoz all my attention on my goals...i still will divide some 4 my faith coz deoceanwaves rox lol...i will oso divide some of my tym 4 my frenz bf n family lar...n of coz studies too...

ok i nw going 2 check whether my basil traders on9 anot bah...if es...its tym 4 trading...

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started e day in tears...duno y i cry lar...mayb coz i feel my mum is being unfair or is coz i lost a fren...but i oni noe im super sad...den so i bathe n calm myself down den after dat slp awhile den wake up go sku...tis morning at home my attire v.funny till my mum commented on it...she say duno look lyk wad...so ugly...i wearing my sku uni[abit crumpled coz slept in it during e few mins nap]my sweater n a pair of oversize fluffy slippers[mum's]den walking about in e hse...my mum cum out of rm n say i steal her fluffy slippers n i wear till lyk duno wad lyk dat...zzz

anyway...go sku...as usual e smiley old me...den after uni inspection was chiong arnd e hall bhind xt...tripping on e way...so hueva i pass will hear me screech abit...zzz...den i even trip over sandz...sorry my darling!!!anyway...after assembly go english...went up classrm n valerie tell me...rita kumari class go comp lab 2...so fine lor...of in search of comp lab...den is maths so chiong up 4th floor...den after dat chinese...1st floor...loz my zuo ye so was slacking...den after dat c dem all go recess while i c me sandz yihui n tinting rushing up mats...sobz...but after dat was ok coz we gt e WHOLE canteen 2 ourselves after maths wahahahaz...dunid 2 queue up hahaz!!!so was having quality tym wif e class...den assembly @ homerm...learn about somethings dat made me even more sadder...den is HMT...tcher lameo...jw giv me attitude when i was passing down msg...wadeva lar...i duncare him...he wan go ahead n dun believe me i duncare le...i guess he will nvr tok 2 me again...but i duncare...hu cares...i dcide i will start anew...its me myself n i frm nw on...coz i feel靠山山倒，靠人人跑，靠自己最好。tis will b wad i will abide 2 frm nw on...acept 4 e acceptions...zzz

anyway...2day on way home...dcide 2 walk in e rain...e rain n wind remind me of冷风过境n crying in e rain...anyway...这场雨淋醒我了。i wun continue b e stupid old QQ le...i shall bcum e older me le...its beta...at least i wun b hard up over probs...its a brand new me le...

anyway...nid go bathe n eat dinner le...but btw..faithfuljuly lvl50 le!!! nw gonna help stevie 2 50 n zx n marcus too...mum naging le lar...fk lar...but nvm...i shall go bah...b4 tears overcum me n i cant do wad i do...

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2006 has passed...nw is e tym 2 write a new yr resolution le...zzz...well...it wuld probably b e same as laz yr juz dat there will b modificatio here n there n oso dat i will put my heart in2 making it happen...lets compare...zzz

~2006 new yr resolution~
1.do beta in studies n aim in passing all my subs...
2.survive beta in ncc hahaz...
3.juggle my tym beta...beta tym management...
4.make more frenz
5.hav fun!

~2006 cum n go~
1.i din pass all my subs...but at least my geog i fail by abit...
2.erm...it was ok lor...i din survive at 1st but 2wards e end i survived...n learnt new things along e way=)
3.eh...i failed miserably 4 tis part...my tym management sux man...i played too much n neglected alot on my studies thus i din 100% pass 4 resolution 1...
4.well...i passed...i make alot of new frenz whether in maple or real life =)
5.yapz...tis yr is full of sweet sour bitter n spice...but its a fun yr...a yr wich i feel i grown up alot in...

~2007 resolutions~
1.do ur best in all e subs...study lyk siao n play lyk siao too...zzz but DUN neglect studies when playing...study b4 playing
2.lead my juniors well...i m a cpl nw...
3.pls learn tym management...im getting despo zzz
4.make even more frenz...after all new yr new class...y nt new frenz too...but nt 4getting e old 1s too=)
5.hav fun...b more mature n stay safe!!

hope i willb able 2 attain my goals...till den...JIA YOU EVERY1!!!

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P.S HAPPY NEW YR!!!!