Miss Lonely

2011-01-25T16:35:00.000+08:00

Is it real?
Am I thinking too much?
Is it the truth?
Do I need to do anything about my doubts or just ignore it?
No answers...

2011-01-21T13:26:00.001+08:00

Have I done anything wrong?
Is the person me?
Am I in the wrong?
Is this right?
Should I just disappear?
Am I wrong?
Did made a deadly mistake?
Am I right?
*Sigh*

2010-08-26T13:24:00.000+08:00

I think I recently start creasing my eyebrows again=.= Currently,the bridge between my eyebrows hurts=.= And my eyes feels abit sore too=.= This sux=.=

Hoping dearly that I'm wrong. But I guess, sometimes, one will not get what they want but what they need. Anyway, I need to focus more on what I need than what I want I guess=X

Went out with Josephine and HuiMei yesterday. Had so much fun. I also bought a giant ribbon hairband and 3 adorable notebooks. The shop, alt, at heeren sells really cool stuff! We stayed there for like 2hours LOLs! And we shopped from like 1+ to 8+ LOLs! So by the time we go home, our legs were like super pain LOLs! Jose said that hers was like jelly and HuiMei said hers was like Chinchow LOLs! Then HuiMei deduced mine is like tauhuay LOLs! Jose was like we can have a desert buffet LOLs! We also ate Wendy's at Orchard. It is nice. I think better than Popeyes=X Would love to go and eat again, IF I have the money LOLs. Yesterday was so much fun=D

Need to start mugging the theory part of BPA already=.= Exams sux=.=
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2010-08-24T18:30:00.000+08:00

晴天，枫，传说和再见王子一直在我的心中，脑里打转。难道我疯了吗？我猜我还蛮不开心吧。

When a glue is no longer sticky, no matter how many time you try to stick it to something, it'll not stick. I guess I'm suppose to let go now? But I want to persevere on! I don't want things to change in the way I don't want it to change. But I don't know whether I should carry on. It seems all so confusing now.

Wish I can return to those days. Maybe I would be able to find out what went wrong.
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2010-08-19T03:19:00.001+08:00

This blogpost is a dedication to the dumbass Enoch Choong Wei Guang for not getting drunk after drinking 275mL of 11% Alcohol content Long Island Tea LOLs! Applause for him since he didn't get drunk for drinking quite a high Alcohol content alcohol at the first try LOLs.

Actually I felt that he was drunk but since he felt that he isn't, I guess he isn't LOLs! I'm going to get more pokes for this extra sentence=P But honestly, I felt that we were both half drunk=X LOLs
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2010-08-16T15:19:00.001+08:00

REACTOR SYSTEMS SUX TO THE CORE!!! EFF LARHHS=.=

2010-05-20T22:30:00.000+08:00

Got the sudden urge to blog LOLs!

Had quite a hellish starting to Year2 Semester1. Currently, I think I'm still surviving but I don't know how much longer I can maintain this. Hopefully I can maintain this energy, attitude and positive thinking till the end of my Polytechnic Education.

Have been having flu for about 2days already. Hope that I am alittle bit slimmer due to the sickness. Usually I will be after being sick. But honestly, I'm not really very sick. At least I can just take panadol and the sickness will clear up after a few days. Hope that the few days will hurry up and past though=((( It's like today, I entered a MALE PUBLIC TOILET at AMK Hub=.= It was damn freaking embarrassing=.= It was like I didn't even noticed that the people around were guys when I entered the toilet=.= Luckily, I didn't see anything I shouldn't see LOLs!

Just realised that the relationship that he and I share is quite a close one. Well, I guess, I SHOULD be satisfied with being this close and not really ask for more. It's like I know so near yet so far but at least, I get to see, talk and/or play with him everyday which is better than ALOT of people^.^

Manage to realise something. Actually, sadness are like the Dementors in the Harry Potter movies. They suck away all hopes and happiness and make the world seemingly bleak. But actually, all it takes is just one happy memory to conjure out a Patronus and they can be defeated. It's like if I remember the happy days, I can actually keep my emo-ness at bay and stay happy^.^ Afterall, in life, there are always ups and downs. We should alway appreciate the ups and remember them during the downs to motivate us to sail through them to reach the "up days" again=)))

Did the AAS Lab today. It was really fun^.^ I enjoyed the WHOLE thing=P

Had a EM2B Test today too. It was supposedly easy. However, since I don't really understand, it doesn't apply to me LOLs! The last question is quite hard for me as I've always been weak in Probability. Therefore, I don't have high hopes about passing today's test. However, I shan't dwell on it. Instead, I shall move on and work harder for the remaining parts of the module=D Afterall, in Year1 Semester1, the DeMoivres Formula and etc didn't prevent me from getting an A in my EM=P So I guess, as long as I work hard, I can make it^.^

The medicine is really taking effect-.-Really should sleep early=((( Good Nights^.^
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2010-04-28T19:23:00.000+08:00

Today SUX to the core=.=

Open one locker also take so long=.=

Nazirin introduced an iPhone application then throughout lunch was calculating our past lives. I'm some nun from the 1500s=.=Maybe it's a sign. I should go and take the vow of celibacy and just die as an old virgin since I'm also unwanted.

Then go home that time start raining cats and dogs=.=Want to take cab home because I never bring umbrella then realised I never bring my today's pocket money out. Then I don't want to use my $50 so I end up stopping at somewhere near my house then walk the rest of the way home=.=

Crap like shit=.=Sux like shit=.=*Screams*
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2010-04-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

I know I'm greedy but I really wish we can be closer.*Sigh* But I guess in life, we have ups and downs. Nobody can get whatever they want,whenever they want. How I wish I can take the depth of the feelings that are washing over me, especially when I look at you.*Sigh*

How I wish...
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2010-04-25T18:46:00.000+08:00

*Screams* I'm so freaking freaking contradictory=.=

The days are like so hot nowadays. Even till the point that I wish that it'll rain. However, rain has adverse effects on my mood!=.= It's like when it starts raining, I will start to emo=.=Super duper shity=.=STOP EMO-ING YOU DUMB GIRL!!!=.=

Today went out with my parents to eat breakfast as usual. On the way home, in the lift, met this cleaner from Banglahdesh. Remind me of Thursday when Naz,Farid,Joce,JJ and I were sitting at the void deck near PHS chatting and laughing. Then my Mum striked up a conversation with the guy=.=:
Mum: Very hot right?
Cleaner: Ya...very hot...sometimes I hope it'll rain...
Mum: But your there, India, also hot right? So you should be use to it?
Cleaner: No, I not from India. I from Banglahdesh.
Mum: Ooooo
Cleaner: Ya, Banglahdesh and India very near.
Mum: Then there also hot ma.
Cleaner: Ya, but here also expensive.
Mum: Haha
-Conversation Ended-
Seriously manns=.=In this type of situation, my Mummy still can strike conversation=.=In the lift=.=Weird=.=

Reached home, did the BPA lab report and sent to Evan. Disturbed Noch before taking alittle nap and now doing Maths Tutorial. Stupid Birdie Ang Jian Wei broke my ruler and now I can't draw my Box and Whiskers Plot. Should have asked him to buy me a new one=P But it'll probably be broken before it reach me so...nahhhs LOLs=P Should go for dinner already...manns I'm hungry=X
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2010-04-23T19:22:00.000+08:00

After not blogging for months, I'm back. I guess I really need the medium to release my unhappiness.

Had a really hellish first week of Year2 Sem1, especially today. I didn't expect Y2 to be easy but it's really hellish=((( It's becoming more and more project-based. Alot of modules this semester are projects, projects and more projects. But I guess it's okay if I work really hard. I hope I can make it though. Then today is the first lesson of SP3. We had to draw lots for our group. I got group3, so I'll be working with KahHui and Adelena. Actually, working with KahHui is not exactly a bad thing. But I really don't want Adelena!=((( I guess I'm fated to be with Adelena. This is like the THIRD time already!!!*Sigh* I guess God is punishing me for being bad to Adelena. But I was being truthful to myselfT_T Anyway, I guess having Adelena in the group is not exactly bad? I know I'm trying to be positive but seriously, to me, Adelena is like a bad example. So I guess with Adelena, I'll work hard? Hopefully I can make it.

Really emo today. It's like I was so desperate for sweet things to try to cheer myself up, I drank 2cups of Oreo Chocolate Ice-blended and ate 1box of Apple and Cinnamon Meltz. But I still didn't really cheered up because it started raining after that and rain have adverse effects on my mood. So on the bus home, I was like thinking about him and SP3. I wished so much that he's in my group and not Adelena. I guess I'm not fated with him=(((*Sigh*

Feel so emo that I want to go sleep now. But my stupid hair is NOT dry yetT_T Tomorrow onwards need to start work already. I guess I better be prepared.
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2010-03-05T14:21:00.000+08:00

YAYS!!! My holidays are here!!! It's time to go back to gaming!!!xDDD Cabal and Dragonica here I come!!!xDDD
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2010-02-16T02:59:00.003+08:00

Took out my baby piglet just now...have the urge to lock it up in my closet instead of with my lamb(last year birthday present from grace and joey)...I wonder...

Can't sleep currently...I guess it's because of the tears flowing from my eyes and my difficulty breathing due to the blocked nose I'm having now...

Suppose to be happy that it's CNY but I don't know why, my CNY doesn't seem to be all that happy...I hope the "new year" will bring me more happiness...

Trying to cheer up...Trying my very best...hope it's the same for the opposite party...Even though it's the end in my opinion...I wish I didn't receive that message...I wish I didn't sent it out...I wish...but it's all no use anymore...
The End

2010-02-03T19:52:00.000+08:00

The darkness has fallen...the end is here...what is meant to be, will be meant to be...what is never meant to be, will never be meant
The End

2010-02-02T21:08:00.000+08:00

In an awfully miserable mood. Only cheered up alittle after seeing my first A in PED. Thank God...

Gary took my OC Lecture Notes today so was in a total blank mode during OC. I even vandalised my table. I tried to not lend my notes to Gary but I failed in the "Sha Jiao Contest" between the 2 of us so I had to give up the book... However, today is alot on abstract and Physics stuff=((( I think I understood alittle. Manns...Gary can really pucker=.= He look so funny that I couldn't help laughing at him and lost...

After that, took train home with JJ, Xian, Evan and Moon. Moon was like "flirting" with JJ making us all girls get goosebumps. I was even glad to get off the train LOLs. Moon was like SUPER mushy with JJ. Then JJ was like running away from him LOLs. They can be so funny.

Wanted to nap after I reached home. However, Mum was being so irritating that I got up and threw tantrums. I refused to eat my dinner and was screaming at little stuff. Sometimes, when I got back into a good mood, she has to ruin stuff=(( However, sometimes, she can be so funny. Haish=(((

In short, I have been in a bad mood and still is=((( SOMEONE SAVE ME T_T I WANT TO CRY ALREADY T_T Somemore tomorrow have JL1 Test. Haish=((( Good luck=.=
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P.S. I'm just a stupid dumbo...一个大傻瓜，一个大笨蛋。Listening to songs...

2010-02-01T23:52:00.000+08:00

Today is such a hilarious day LOLs! I laugh till I'm so damn freaking tired LOLs!!

Started today in EM Tutorial. Since it's KuanKo's lesson, did nothing as usual. He was giving tips but I wasn't listening. I know I'm going to fail so it doesn't matter to me anymore LOLs!! But I'll still make the effort during the CNY holidays to study for all the subjects. B average is my goal xD Although I'm not exactly too hopeful about the non-core modules=X First thing that happen was stupid boss asking me to look at his lappy screen LOLs!! It's flickering like crazy. Apparently, the LCD is spoilt and he needs to replace it LOLs!! Then he was like:"Funny how I can own DotA even with this kind of lousy screen." LOLs!!! He's like super cute sometimes LOLs!!! Anyway, I was helping Gaya do her E-Quizes and when Gaya suddenly asked Naz how does her new nails look. Then Joce went into the fun-fact about how nail polish shortens our life and increase the risk of us getting cancer LOLs!! Then Farid join the conversation and soon all of us were talking about death LOLs!! The Fiq came and join us and ask us what are the 5things we want to do most before our death. Then Joce said something about bungee-jumping then Fiq said out of the blue:"Then you'll be a bungee-ghost!" LOLs!!!! The way he said it was like hilarious. Then after he asked everyone else, he asked me. Then I paused in the middle of the E-Quiz and Gaya was like:"Can't you just let QiuHui finish my E-Quizes?" LOLs!!! Thanks Gaya for saving me LOLs!!! After that, Fiq asked us how we want to die. And I was at the last quiz when he asked me and Gaya said the same thing to him LOLs!!! It was like super l-o-l.

After that, we went for lunch. I ate waffles and then we were discussing about dieting. Then Naz said she's eating some diet pills that control her appetite and stuff and so she's going to just live on fruits in school. Then Farid said that he was very happy that he has finally gain weight LOLs!! Then we were saying how it would be great if we could transfer some of our fats to Farid and then we'll be all even out LOLs!! Then I was like:"I give you all the fats in my boobs!" Then Farid was like:"Why from there?! HAHAHAHA!!!" Then I was like:"I want that dress!!!" LOLs!!! The scene was like hilarious. Then Naz was like"Most girls complain that their boobs are too small. Only Q will complain her's is too big LOLs!!" Then Joce was like:"Ya lorh ya lorh!! Like me." Then I was like:"I think if I give some of mine to you, we'll be the same size LOLs!!" Then Naz was like laughing:"Q say till like so easy LOLs!! Like can just chop of then give to Joce HAHAHAHA!!" Then I replied:"Cannot!!! Later I got no nipples and Joce got 4nipples!! That would be weird hahahahahahahahahahha!!!" LOLs!!! Then Farid was like super gross out so soon we all stop laughing and went for OC Lab and stuff LOLs!! Hilarious manns!!! OMGGM!!

After that was OC Lab. I was holding 2Beakers. Then HK stood in front of me, holding 2Conical Flasks. He was like standing there staring at me with the blur look and when I answered his look, he asked me:"I thought use Beakers?" I replied:"Ya, use beakers." Then he stared and asked me:" Then why are you holding that?" He even gave me the blur look OMGGM!!! HAHAHAHAHA Then Far, who was walking pass, stopped and stared at him. LOLs!!! Then I replied:"Ya? I'm holding beaker. You holding Conical Flasks." LOLs!!! Then HK was like:"O. Ok." Then he turn around and replace the Conical Flasks with Beakers LOOOOOOOLs!!! Omggm!!! Super weird, awkward and hilarious scene LOLs!!! Then Far walked pass me, laughing, and was like "YA!!!"-ed me softly LOLs!!! I managed to walk back to my bench before breaking down into laughter. I told Joce, Naz and Farid and they were all like laughing just as hard LOLs!!! Farid even commented that it's the Joke of the Day LOLs!!! Fiq overheard it too and was like:"Should have taken a video of it and put on failblog!! HAHAHAHAH!!!" LOLs!!! After the whole lab session ended, Deeps and gang used the Nylon we all made to make a some words and even took a picture LOLs!!!

After that, we had somemore laughs LOLs!!! There was this time when we realised that Naz, Joce and I all have VERY irregular periods LOLs!!! Then we were like hi-fiving then Farid wanted to join LOLs!! Please!!! His doesn't even come!!! LOLs!!!! Then after that, Joce and I bought ice cream from the uncle with the cart outside school. There was alot of money passing LOLs!!! I paid the uncle $2. Then Joce pass me her $1coin while the uncle was find the change for me LOLs! Then after I keep my coin pouch, the uncle gave me my change LOLs!! Then after that, I hand it to Joce who hand it back to the uncle when he give her her ice cream LOOOOLs!!! Why need to pass the money around!!!! LOLs!!!! Farid was like laughing and laughing. Then eating the ice cream was also funny LOLs!!!

Helped Mum with the spring cleaning after I reached home. Am seriously tired now LOLs!!! But Naz still isn't online to send me the documents yet=((( Wish she could hurry upT_T Laugh till I'm so freaking tired today. Even at home...while cleaning up! LOLs!! Mum found out that her "Zhao Cai Mao" is made in Taiwan. So she was like asking me to buy one when I go taiwan in March LOLs!!! YAY!!! I'M GOING TO TAIWAN^^ Feel so happy about it. Joce is going too xDDD YAY!!! Hehehe=D I'm so excited that I couldn't wait to go home to check whether I was in the list LOLs!!! I just grabbed Boss's flickering lappy and checked LOLs!!! Then I was also so excited that I have already printed and filled up all the forms already!!!! LOLs!!!! Kind of glad of the chance to go to Taiwan to "san san xin". I'm quite tired about the bad stuff that has been happening around me. Although it may not seem to be bad stuff to other people but I don't feel happy about it so I think it's bad stuff. Hope my heart will be more peaceful, accepting and receptive when I'm back=))) Not that I'm not happy that bad stuff has been happening. They help me too be more appreciative about the good stuff and laugh hard when there's funny stuff, like today=))) But I'm just tired about the way they are coming at me. Nevermind=D The holiday will serve its purpose^^
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P.S. I don't know why. But lately, I seem to have saw the need to hide whenever I see you. I guess...I'm just scared to see you again. I wish I can have more courage than I currently have...

2010-01-31T17:51:00.001+08:00

Feeling really down and tired. Death is becoming THE option already. Hope the new year would be better...for everyone...

2010-01-30T23:45:00.001+08:00

I'm so boredT_T

2010-01-30T17:50:00.000+08:00

Feel so tired for God knows what reason today. Have been like a pig=.= I slept at like 11pm last night and woke up at around 9am this morning. At about 1pm in the afternoon, I went to take a nap again and only wake up at around 4pm just now=.= It's like as if someone put a sleeping spell on me=.=

Still got many homework need to be done=((( There's also the upcoming JL1 Common TestT_T I think I'll put off all the Tutorials to after the QC and PED Common Tests. I think I really really need to study hard for my core modules already=((( I feel I suxT_T I hope I can really get what I want this time...
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2010-01-29T22:51:00.000+08:00

Wow! The week of the first is ending soon LOLs!! Time flies~

Had lessons on Monday as usual. First week of no QC Tutorial xD So had lessons only starting from 10am. KuanKo sux as usual so didn't listen in class as usual. I missed out on the notes though=(( Must remember to ask for it from someone to copy from soon. Then had OC lab session. Had fun producing Aspirin xD I don't know why, I didn't add alot of reagents nor put the solution through the vaccuum pump filtering for long but the crystals I produced through the experiment is quite a large amount and very dry LOLs!! I even gave some to Joce's group because they feel their output wasn't very much LOLs!! Stayed in school to do the SP2 model after classes ended before. Met Xian's friend YiPing for the first time

Then Tuesday morning, first lesson: BCS Lecture. It was cancelled because Mdm Sheila Song, our lecturer, has to go for a conference LOLs! Then, there wasn't any SP2 lesson because Mdm Chua also went for the conference LOLs!! But I still went to school early to prepare the place for the exhibition. Actually, not exactly early LOLs!! I reached at around 2pm+ LOLs!! It's because I went to eat Pizza Hut with Joce and her boyfriend before going to school xP It's like there is only one pathetic lesson today, FOR THE FIRST TIME!!! LOLs!! The one and only lesson not cancelled today: Mr Kevin Robert's OC Lecture. During the lesson, I think some guys from another class got on Mr Robert's nerves so he went up to them and kind of scolded them. This is the first time I've seen Mr Roberts so angry before. This is also the first time I've seen Mr Roberts discipline his students. He looks really scary...

Then come Wednesday. I skipped EM Lecture, as usual, and went straight for BCS Tutorial. Had a presentation but managed to skip it because there was too little slides xD So only Joce and Adelena presented xD Actually, Adelena is more of read from the slides done by Farid, without much elaboration. Then after BCS Tutorial, practised the JL1 Role Play with Xian and Maine. After that, time for JL1 Lesson!! Had the E-AssessmentI(Listening Comprehension) in the first part of the lesson and then the Role Play after that. I think I can pass the E-Assessment but I think I was alittle too nervous for the Role Play=.= It's like we are the second group and I was so freaking nervous that I forget that "a re" is far from both parties and even walk over to the "item" and pointed=.= Argh=(( I sux=(( After that, helped Deep's group because I didn't want to stay in the cold tutorial room. After JL1 Lesson ended, I waited for Joce and Farid and we met up with Naz and went of to LTR2 together to listen to the General Studies introduction thing. After that, had the first JL1 Remedial Lesson xD Actually, I didn't have to go. But I thought I go for fun, maybe I can learn some new stuff and as the lesson goes, my brain can generate questions that might help me in the upcoming JL1 Common Test. I hope I can do well in it and pull up my overall JL1 score to a B at least.

Then yesterday. ALL lessons were cancelled because it's the end of PED LOLs! So I had nothing except for the SP2 Exhibition at 3pm. So Mum dragged me to Malaysia with her, my maternal GrandMum, my Aunt and my Uncle. This is the first time I went to Malaysia and back within half a day LOLs! It was a rush as I had to rush to school by 3pm for the Exhibition. I was slightly late but luckily, the judges were just only starting their rounds when I reached. When the judges came, we then presented our poster and model to them. Our judges are Mr Roberts and Mr Yong xD Hopefully, we can do well=X After our presentation ended, the whole class go around taking photos LOLs! I took so many photos that my mouth and cheeks were numb from all the smiling LOLs!! We also took a class photo. This is the first class photo we took with Mr E, our new and temporary PEM. I hope Miss Lilian can hurry up and get well soon so that she can faster join us in many future photos to come. I really miss her=(((

Then it's FRIDAY!!!! LOLs!! Another day of having the one and only pathetic lesson LOLs!! Somemore only ONE PATHETIC HOUR!!! Tuesday, at least it's like a 2hour lecture but today, it's only ONE hour!!!!!! Nevermind, last BCS Lecture. Today, Mdm Sheila wrap up the BCS Lectures and gave us many exam tips xD After that, I had brunch with Deeps, JJ, Boss, Gid and Gary. Then, we went to Gid's house. It was like 5guys and me the only girl went to Gideon's house=.= But Gary begged Gid to invite me along because the guys want to play soccer and Gary don't play soccer. Was surprised upon seeing Gid's house LOLs!! It's so FREAKING dirty!!! OMGGML!!! It's like so dirty that I feel so lucky that my Mum is cleans up the house every week and is constantly nagging at me to keep my room neat and tidy. OMTL=.= I have NEVER seen such a dirty house before as the Mums that I know are all clean freaks. Even if they have no time to clean up, they would hire a maid to clean the house up. OMTL=X After the guys had enough of playing at Gid's house, we all went to watch the ToothFairy at AMK Hub together. I shared popcorn with Gary and Boss. After the movie ended, we went home. Had loads of fun today LOLs!! From the point I reach school where I found Gid and HK playing with the light from the OHP, to the trip to Gid's house when we constantly discussed about the upcoming Taiwan Trip and what KokYew sees in girls and his fetishs, to the time spent at Gid's house laughing about Boss unlucky day (He fell while playing soccer and hurt his left leg quite badly LOLs! He was like moaning in pain LOLs!!!), to the movie with the 5guys LOLs!! I was a very fun day^.^ I wish Joce was here too. It'll be more fun with her around too. Went home after the movie and told Mum about Gid's house. He asked me to suggest to Gid to hire her as the cleaner and she go his house to clean up every week LOLs!! Then she can earn some money LOLs!! This is so crappy LOLs! But I think my Mum would faint while cleaning up Gid's house LOLs!! It's like she's already complaining about having to clean up my room and Gid's house is worse than my room LOLs!! ALOT worser LOLs!!

Have been sleeping very early for the past few nights. It's like I'm in bed and snoring by 9pm every night. Mum is like saying how miraculous this is LOLs!! And it seems like my body has adjusted to that too because I have been yawning since 8.30pm today LOLs!! I think I have to go sleep now=(( Tomorrow is start of the mugging weeks for the upcoming Final Exams and Common Tests. I hope I can do really well in them=X
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2010-01-24T12:01:00.000+08:00

Happy stuff may come in pairs but so does unhappy stuff. Now, it's like I'm not sure whether I should be feeling that my classes are finally ending or unhappy about the lies=((( *Sigh* How I wish my path can be guided.

Fainted last night again I think. Woke up in the middle of the night with Mum sleeping in my room, a headache, a dizzy feeling and my left arm in pain. After that, I couldn't sleep anymore because of my painful arm=((( *Sigh* My body is so weak=((( So weak that I can't take much stuff anymore=((( *Sigh*

Feeling so tired. How I wish I can sleep...
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2010-01-22T19:20:00.000+08:00

Funny how so many people think that I'm optimistic hahahas!

Changed my MSN personal message last night. Boss came to talk and ask me what suicidal project. I guess he's worried... He's the only one that isn't too optimistic about my personal message LOLs! I applaud him but sadly, I wouldn't tell him the truth so I lied to him=((( Feel so guilty=((( Sorry Enoch Boss=((( He's the best boss! He even tried cheering me up LOLs!! Thanks Boss^^He should be the CEO LOLs!! Sadly, I'm still on my suicidal project.

Today started with rain. Took a cab to school. The uncle is nice^^ He tried to get me to school as fast as possible despite the jam and rain=D I guess nervousness was also written all over my face because he keep cracking jokes with me LOLs! Such a crappy cab driver hahahas!

Miss Sheila started the BCS Lecture as usual with tips. Was quite lonely as Joce and Farid wasn't there. Signed for Joce but didn't dare to sign for Farid because I'm such a failure at it=((( However, they BOTH didn't come in the end=.= Sorry Farid=(((

Went to Koufu with Xian, Evan, Moon and HK. They were all eating Koufu breakfast set. It look so delicious=((( However, I can't eat due to my dieting plan. So I on-ed my lappy and go and see my SP2 slides. Then Punit came online and we chatted. Then he said he have a surprise for me, crapped alittle and then he send me an image. Realised that it is his JAE Application after receiving it. Sadness flooded all over me after I read through it. It's because right at the first choice, it's C73:CPT. I can't believe he chose my course. He told me it's his last choice! I think my lecturers will be happy LOLs! I got a talented person into the course hahahas! But I'm not really happy because it'll be inconvenient for him, as proved by Naz who stays in the same area as him. He is sure to get in here as his L1R4 is half of the current COP! I feel like such a shitty person for praising NYP too much in front of him=((( I hope that he'll be happy when he comes.

Left Koufu after breakfast and went to the library to touch up on our SP2. Then went to P7 to change and rehearse. We were interrupted in the mid-rehearsal and have to move into P711 for the presentation. Was really nervous so I forgot alot of my points but luckily, I was able to calm down enough to explain the mode of operation slide fully. I think it is the only slide that I manage to complete totally or so. But I was kind of sad because I was too short and wasn't able to point at the image properly even though I had a pointer=((( Hope I can get an A for SP2 even though I feel I screwed up the presentation in nervousness. Then it was Moon's group's turn. After that, Mdm Chua suddenly realised she forgot to ask us a question LOLs! So she asked as Fariani's group set up. Found the answer in one of Xian's many research and with the help of Boss and JiaJun and the guidance of Mdm Chua, we managed to answer the question=D Cheers!! Then it was the rest of the groups' turns. The Pump Presentation was quite amusing; The Crystallizer and Chromatography was quite proffessional. I missed out the rest as I accompany Naz and Joce to the South Canteen=(((

Saw Jon at the canteen LOLs! At first only saw his back when he was buying BBTea. Then after that, he walked in my direction while Naz and Joce was buying. Didn't see him at first as I was stoning. Looked up suddenly, saw him and waved=D He was drinking BBTea. Then Joce said she wants to drink Lime and Lemon Sunrise so we went to buy. It's so nice that we are all addicted to it LOLs!! And since it's sour, it fits what the doc ask me to consume xD Then we went back into class and they were having a break. Ahmin and Gary came over LOLs! Gary was like staring at me so I asked what's up. He said:"Wahh! You wear till so formal sia..." LOLs him! Then he commented that my skirt looks so short. But as I was sitting up, I stood up and show him the real length. LOLs! Then he said:"It looks so short when you were seated LOLs!" Then after that, I went to change. Was late for KahHui's group's presentation so we didn't enter. Farid, Joce and I was bored so we went to buy Farid's lime and lemon sunrise(LALS). When we went back, the presentation over so HK and us were like playing outside P711 LOLs! HK was imitating the Cold Storage advertisement LOLs!! He look so retarded! After KahHui's group end their presentation, we went back in. JiaJun, Fiq and Deeps were like shouting encore and stuff because we were back LOLs!!! So funny. Then the whole class turned into photo-maniacs LOLs!! We keep taking photos hahahas!!

After I got enough of photo-taking, Farid, Joce and I went home. And here I am now, typing this 3hour post LOLs!!
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P.S. Hope my suicidal project will succeed xD Naz thought it was SP2 LOLs!! How I wish...
I forgive his actions but I don't know whether I can accept him and will we be able to be like before after this. I hope I'll be gracious enough but I don't know whether I'll really be so. I guess I can continue to try, after all, my forgiveness doesn't necessary come together with forgetfulness.

2010-01-21T22:36:00.001+08:00

Chao lao means chao lao...no matter how much u act cute,u'll still b chao lao in ppl's eyes. Fat means fat...no matter how much u act thin by wearing clothes dat make u look thinner,u'll still b fat in ppl's eyes. Even if u have a million ex-bfs/gfs,u'll still look e same 2 outsiders. Beta 2 noe nw dan ltr in life I guess.

Her words stabbed rite thru my heart. I tot I wuld just collapse there n bleed 2 death. Budden sadly, I din. So I shall go on some suicidal project. Aft all, I'm alrdy dead...makes no diff 2 me.
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2010-01-20T23:42:00.000+08:00

Damn tired today=((( I'm practically crashed on my chair right now LOLs!

There's a PED Class Test tomorrow on Block Diagrams, PFD and P&ID. Hope I can pass and get at least a C...or maybe a B. However, my QC is probably a failure so I think I might lose the C average from last semester. However, I'll continue to pray as I still have a last shot at getting a minimum of C average in all my subjects as the Common Tests for QC and PED and the ICA2 for JL1 isn't over yet. So hopefully, I can maintain or improve this semester^^

Think I have to sleep already. "Too nuah liaos" LOLs!!
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2010-01-18T21:23:00.000+08:00

YAY TO MY NEW HIGHLIGHTS!!!xDDD

Flooded by homework recently=((( It's so boringT_T I'm like doing homework all the timeT_T I guess I forgotten how the last few weeks of the semester is like: flooded by work LOLs!

So tired=(((
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2010-01-17T18:22:00.000+08:00

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Doing JL1 homework till I'm so bored. Thanks to Gracie for entertaining me for awhile. However, Tony is still more important than me so I guess, it can only be awhile=((

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Ling, Jon, Anni and Hon all aren't online. No one to entertain me on MSN=((((

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I'm going crazy LOLs!
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2010-01-14T21:19:00.000+08:00

Today is the lamest of all days LOLs!!

Wake up at like 8am LOLs! Did my last PFD Assignment and went to school. Had like 2hours of PED Tutorial then end already hahahahahaha!!! I was like playing Pokemon Gold most of the time=X The lesson started with student feedback and then when most of the students appeared for class, Mr E started the class=D They were like sabotaging KuanKo in the student feedback. I didn't manage to though=((( I accidentally clicked submit before I could type anything into the comment box=.= So sadT_T

Then went to Sun Plaza with Joce. We ate Carvana Nasi Lemak and I bought bendy straws. I tried using them to make a heart but the turn out isn't too good. However, maybe I can do something. Still thinking about it.

Then we went to Northpoint. The new Northpoint is like so confusing=.= We keep going around in circles LOLs! We walked pass this place called the Baby Spa. There were babies swimming around in the small bathtubs in the shop LOLs!! Then there was this baby. I think the shopkeeper couldn't put the swimming tube around him/her properly because the tube was only put around his/her neck LOLs! So the poor baby was like floating around with his/her head held up by the tube while the rest of his/her body was inside the water. OMGGM! Joce and me laughed till we had a stomachache LOLs! Then we walked pass the money changer. So we thought we check the current exchange rate between SGD and NT. The computer showing the rates was like changing very fast so we only got a short time to read LOLs! Then Joce read as 22,3000 while I read 22.3000. LOLs! Then I was like:"If it's a comma, then 1SGD=22,3000NT LOLs! We bring 1SGD enough to sustain our shopping craze LOLs!!!" Then we two laughed till stomachache again LOLs! We also bought some tidbits to eat during the movie"Daybreaker".

Then we went to AMK Hub. Met Enoch and JiaJun there. Apparently Naz,Deeps and Fiq took bus while the other 2 of them took MRT. So we had to wait for the 3 of them before we can buy the tickets. Luckily, we still managed to get the tickets xD Then we watched Daybreaker. IT IS AWESOME!!! But alittle scary to me LOLs! It has alittle gore too=X No wonder it is NC16 LOLs! It was like before we enter the theatre, Naz thought the guy will check our IC to see whether we are 16 or not LOLs! Then the guy standing there was like shaking his head as she took out her IC LOLs! Then we were like laughing at her LOLs!!! Deeps was like:"Do we look that young?!" Then the guys started to give each other fake ages LOLs!! It was like so hilarious and we were laughing till we all had a stomachache LOLs! The movie is totally AWESOME but I was so scared by the start of the movie that I was trembling throughout the rest of the movie. The parts where there were music that causes suspense caused me to hide behind my bag LOLs! There was one part that caused me to nearly puke out everything I ate LOLs! OMGGM! I'm so weak=.=

We met Fariani and gang after the movie. Apparently they were sitting behind us LOLs! Then I went to play Gachapon and got a male coffee coloured dog xD It's so cute and now it is handing beside my white coloured dog xD They look so cute together<3

Then we all went home. See Dad's bandaged foot the first thing I step into the house. Asked him what happened but he wouldn't tell me=((( Asked Mum and she said he hurt himself somehow during work and went to the doc's earlier today. I guess I better hurry up and graduate so that Dad can retire=X

Anyway, need to go bathe and then find my Onix xD

2010-01-13T00:22:00.000+08:00

I'm totally bored out of my mind.

Got all my common test results already=D A for EM; A for BCS; A for OC xDDD So happy about it xDDD

Today OC Lecture was like super short. Only about half an hour inclusive of the time he took to show us our CT results. It was a miracle that I get 85/100 LOLs! I know I could have gotten a better score because I know I made a mistake in one of the essay question. I confused Grignard's Synthesis of Alcohol with Williamson's Synthesis of Ethers. Maybe Mr Roberts was kind enough and gave me some for writing "Williamson's Synthesis of Ethers" LOLs! I doubt so though hahaha! But I know I could have done alot better.

Anyway, OC lecture ended in like 45minutes(?) and Joce, Farid and I made our way to the locker to dump our labcoats. I was like walking and texting till we reach the locker. Then suddenly, Joce was like:"Isn't that your friend?" I looked and I saw Jon walked pass me. It was like LOLs! I called him and was like complaining he didn't see me. I also got complain to Ling. Then I kind of emo till I reach home LOLs!

Then wanted to K.O. then suddenly Julia called me. She bombarded me with question about courses and stuff lols! Was like going to sleep then she called for 1hour++ LOLs! Finally, at 6pm+, she hung up and then I went to nap awhile.

Woke up at around 8pm+ for dinner and bath. I also helped Mum with the mopping of the floor and washing of the dishes LOLs! Then went to play Pokemon Gold LOLs!! It's so L-O-L.

So tired=(( Have to sleep soon=(((
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2010-01-08T02:33:00.001+08:00

NYP OPEN HOUSE 2010 ROX xD

Had to wake up early in the morning for lessons today=((( Stupid PED lecture starts at 8.30am=((( Saw Evan upon arrival. Also saw and wished Enoch=D It's his birthday today xD HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOSS^^May you continue your Bossie streak in C1 this year xD LOLs! Then after XiuXian came, we went to prank NochNoch. We gave him a box full of styrofoam balls and his "present". He thought there will be something inside that will shock him or something so he didn't dare to plunge his hand in to take the "present" LOLs! However, in the end, we manage to convince him that it was nothing and so he manage to find it. The expression he wore after he open up the scroll of paper was classic LOLs! It was a OC Lab Sheet wrapped in leftover wrapping paper LOLs! He was like:"What the hell? What is this LOLs!" Then Gideon was like teasing him hahaha!! After that, Miss Lim came him and start the lecture. So we didn't get the chance to give him his real present, a pillow, till after the lecture.

The PED Lecture was really lame=.= It was like only from around 8.30am to around 9am excluding the attendance taking time and explanation about the test on Week14 LOLs! So after PED ended, Xian, Evan and me went to see Mdm Chua about our SP2 Poster. She gave somemore ideas before leaving for her open house duty. Then I went to Macs for breakfast with Joce, Naz and Farid before going to Q420 for my open house duty.

Q420 was empty except for Fiq when Naz and I reached. So we went around preparing the cabbage for making the Flavin pH indicator. The rubber gloves made my hands slippery after contact with water. Then the beaker was like really heavy and so my hands slipped while setting it down and it got set down on the table too hard=((( The beaker broke and out came the water=.=All of it that was inside the beaker. I looked like I pee on the floor LOLs!! It shows how dirty the floor is. So I mopped the floor while Deeps and JiaJun helped me with the glass pieces. Mr Lai was like supervising LOLs! After that, Fiq, Naz, Mr Lai and I re-prepare the cabbage solution again. Then we played around with the HCl and NaOH before stupid Mr Roberts came up and said that they need more help at the atrium and to send one person down. So we "Scissors, Paper, Stone" then I went down. Boon went through the same thing so we were stuck at the Atrium together, introducing courses and stuff LOLs! Actually, I think that is more fun than the Lab thing. I heard that the Lab was quite empty. Not many people went to the Lab according to Xian. I even met a girl that lives opposite my block LOLs! After my shift ended, I went Macs wif Xian,KahHui and Moon. Then we went around the Open House to "see see look look". I feel that on overall, the open house is quite fun=D I hope it is as fun at the other Polytechnics=D

2010-01-06T23:20:00.003+08:00

YAY!!! I FINALLY MANAGED TO GET MY BLOGSKIN TO WORK IN OTHER BROWSERS! xD I think lesson time is the only time my brain works LOLs!! It's like I tried so hard at home but I just can't seem to figure out what is wrong with my blogskin. However, during BCS Tutorial, I managed to find and correct the problem!! xD Yay manns!! xDDD

Also I had fun learning how to play Monopoly Deal from Boss and JiaJun. They taught me after BCS Tutorial ended xD It's quite fun hehes=D

Still am coughing like nobody's business today=(( Hope it'll help me earn a MC some time this week then I can do my homework. It's like I'm really struggling alot in my JL1=(((

Just know the results for my first half of the semester for JL1=D I got a C+ xD Although I didn't get what I want but for a module that I'm struggling so much in, I feel I did quite well xD Was quite surprise at the ICA1 score actually LOLs! Also had fun during class hehehe=D However, it was still quite a struggle=(( I hope I'll be able to get at least a B for overall. I guess I need to put in more effort for my JL1, PED and QC. Hope by leaving the QC Lab Reports to Boss, I can scrape a B for QC.

So tired=(( Havn't manage to finish up my Valentines' Day Presents=(( Hope I'll be able to finish them on time=D And also pass them to the recepients=D
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2010-01-05T01:10:00.001+08:00

I wish I can be so indifferent about this=((( Or at least as indifferent as I seem.
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2010-01-03T20:27:00.000+08:00

My last day of holiday!!!

Didn't do much today. Woke up by Dad's constant walking around the house early this morning. Then as I was finally getting some sleep, Ling text me LOLs! Reply her messages for about an hour before seriously K.O.-ing. Woke up at around 10am+ by Mum's screaming. Took a shower before heading off to eat breakfast with Mum. Didn't eat breakfast with Dad because today he's going fishing with his friends.

After breakfast, conferenced with Ling and Jon. We conferenced the whole day LOLs! We did homework together and keep each other company. I also spent the day frequently helping Mum to massage her back. I guess age is catching up on her and so she has been having frequent backaches=((( Haish=((( I'm guessing soon, I'll be all alone in this world=(((
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2010-01-02T14:40:00.002+08:00

Just finished reading Breaking Dawn for the second time. I realised I only really like Eclipse and Breaking Dawn as I hadn't touched them for the second time yet LOLs! Maybe I should...soon

Procrastinating yet again. I guess I wasn't really looking forward to the new semester. I hope I can be braver when I wake up from my nap and go finish up the minor homeworks.

Ruined my ArchMage(I/L) account yet again. This time, I locked myself out of it. I guess I can only wait patiently and hope for the best. I seriously hope to get it back. Then Mum can STOP nagging at me about how the effort she spent on her new wizard are all wasted. But at least now I know MapleSEA is just a place where I interact with some of my friends. It is also a place I go to when I'm bored. Now that it's gone, I feel kind of lonely=((( I guess in my eyes, Maple is the same as what it is in my Mum's eyes, just lesser as I have more things to do. Hope this coming vacation can help me with some things.
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2009-12-26T01:32:00.000+08:00

I hate Jonathan Lee Zong Yao=.= Of all songs he can play, he has to play转机. Got me totally depressed and now I'm all emo and stuff. I feel like strangling him now=.=

Hon will be home tomorrow 10pm if I never remember wrongly. I'm feeling quite excited. I think I'll stay up and wait for the message signalling his arrival back in Singapore. I hope he'll still remember to send me the message even after what I've done=((( Feeling guilty all over again. I hope he has forgiven me. My reasons are valid after all. He of all people should understand. Haish=(((

Sleeping earlier than usual because Ling tomorrow have an outing and Jon is tired. So the conference was quite short. I realised I kind of live for that conference. It's like the one thing that I look forward to everyday or something because no matter how unhappy I am (except for today), I'll always be able to get cheered up by their happy chattering, unless they dao-ed me of course. Actually, I realised I'm invisible quite often. Maybe if one day I disappeared, alot of people wouldn't even realise it. LOLs! I'm just a totally emo bitch today.
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2009-12-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I drank Absolute Vodka, today I drank Red Wine=.= I'm becoming an alcoholic already=.= Soon my liver will fail and I'll die. Relief

Yesterday had Class Christmas BBQ. The class is so weird=.= They want the outing and guess wad? Only Gaya, Moon, Boon, Deeps, JJ, Boss, Xian, Evan, KahHui, Fiq, Far, Linda, Ifah and Me there=.= WTH=.= But we still had fun anyway=D There was all the cooking and drinking and the playing of games LOLs! It was really fun=D Then Moon got drunk and he vomitted as we were packing to leave at around 12am(?). Asked for a conference from Ling and Jon on the way home as I was alone. Then as I was having quite a headache thanks to two cup and a few mouthfuls of a mixture of Vodka and another drink. LOLs!

This afternoon went out with J Darling. We went to the Bugis Junction to buy Christmas presents for his parents and maid. He bought a shirt for his Dad and necklaces for his Mum and maid. He wanted to buy one necklace for me too but I rejected. I don't exploit my friend=X But he still treated me to lunch at Fish and Co so I guess it isn't too much of a difference? LOLs! Then we went to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 together. The queue was like super long and so he was like really restless and stuff LOLs! But as we were nearing the end of the queue, one woman came over and ask us if we want the tickets from her because she bought extra by accident or something. So we bought it of her hands and went for the movie. The movie is VERY NICE=D However, I'm too short so part of my view was like obscured by the person in front resulting in me needing to lean towards one side=.= I tried leaning towards the side where Jon ISN'T at but the view was worse so I had to lean towards Jon's side. This caused Jon to be leaning towards one side too=.= Sorry=((( I should grow taller=((( It's like I'm so short=.= Haish=((( Then after the movie went to walk around for awhile more before going back home. Was quite tired so took a nap. Then went for a "Christmas Party" with Mum and 2 of my Mum's friends. It was quite l-o-l. Ah Huey Auntie brought a bottle of Red Wine. We all tried to open it and it took us like 10minutes(?) LOLs!! And all the expression was funny LOLs! I even took a video LOLs!!! But we finally opened it and get to drink. So we toasted to the coming New Year and to the Third Floor Auntie's new grand-son/daughter. LOLs!

Then Jon text me asking whether want to chat and so I went home and called Ling. However, that stupid guy still havn't called LOLs! Weird! He's the one that wants it but isn't the one here=.= Maybe he fell asleep while waiting because he was quite tired today. Hope he had a great sleep. After all, he managed to cheer me up alittle today. I did something really bad to Hon yesterday so hasn't been feeling too good. But still, a person has to do what he/she has to do. I'll be really selfish if I ask Hon to wait so I had to tell him so that at least if he wants to leave, he knows he can. I hope he doesn't though=X I'm such a bitch lols!

Anyway, advanced MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR=D
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2009-12-22T21:58:00.000+08:00

Feels damn freaking mad now. Actually its more of unhappy. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2009-12-21T22:34:00.000+08:00

I SAW MY DREAM DONKEY AND CHIPMUNK TODAY!!!!!!!!!! And I bought a baby piglet xD Hehehe<3
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2009-12-20T14:30:00.002+08:00

Mum just never stops asking me to eat=(( I'm so fat already! Anyway, no appetite to eat. Feeling sick the whole day. Wanted to stay in bed but I just remembered about the OC lab report=X I think it's due today=.= Haish=(( Bad to have to do work even when I'm sick=.= GAMBATEH!

Anyway, just went to Cia's blog. Hope what I tagged on her blog will appease Jon and Cia. Nevermind, I think and hope that this will be the last.

Argh=(( Feeling so sick=.= Can I kill myself?
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2009-12-20T14:12:00.003+08:00

Just woke up from a nap. Having a huge headache now=(( Feel like puking too=((( Argh=(((( Had a couple of weird dreams too=.= SuxT_T

Being not understanding, destructive, tactless and...aiya! In overall, being a bad person is my forte=(( Haish~I hope everything will blow over soon. Anyway, I'm trying to learn how to private my blog. When I know how, I'll private it.
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2009-12-20T00:37:00.000+08:00

My legs are like aching like crazy!! And I'm sooooooo tired LOLs!

Pardon me 4 tis nt understandable post. Nt in e mood 2 type properly liaos=(( Aft tio ppl say=.=

Met Jose n HuiMei at Orchard MRT at 12.30pm tdy 2 go shoppin. Went Taka n ION 2 look 4 Fred Perry stuff cos Jose wanna find e Fred Perry cardigan or bag. Den culdn't find it so we went 2 meet Vic n Miaks 4 lunch. Thx Vicky 4 e xmas prezzie=D E box of cookies is rly nice n my Mum praise ur baking skills=D Grats!! U can b a chef xD

Ate KFC n tio e Mac guy come n disturb=.=W/e lurhs...buy an apple pie 4 Yeye 2 eat den settled everything...YEYE!!! U OWE ME 1DOLLAR + INTEREST xP

Den went 2 Cineleisure...on e way, Yeye, HuiMei n I was lyk chnging e lyrics 4 Bad Romance. Oso saw 3 pretty plushies: Baby Stitch, Baby Angel n Baby Eeyore. Haish=(( Wish I culd buy dem=(( Den Yeye was lyk telling me dat when he grow up n hav his own hse, he wanna decor it wif plushies LOLs! Sounds so weird...hope his wife or he dunmind cleaning cos plushies r hard 2 clean=(( Esp those white 1s=.= I noe cos I regularly hav 2 send my bearbears 2 e washing machine=.= I tink nxt tym when I gt $$, I send 2 dry wash=.= I sure lazy wash myself de=((

Den went 2 313, e "new" shopping centre at Orchard. It was ok la=.= By dat tym was alrdy leg pain lyk siao LOLs! Budden Idw 2 go home alone so I went wif dem. Den stupid Yeye=.= Dk how 2 frm start tell dem dat he dw 2 go Chinatwn wif dem=.= Den go all e way 2 dk where liao den say wanna go home=.= Den him n I nid 2 walk all e way back 2 313 2 take Somerset MRT. Den we sumore gt lost=.= Den my leg was lyk aching lyk siao=.= Budden managed 2 gt 2 e MRT in 1piece so its ok=))

Den went home...on e way Joey was lyk asking me e pw 2 HIS acc=.= WTH? It's HIS leh=.= NOT mine leh=.= ZzZ=.=

Den reached home str8 bang on bed n slp...den wake up jiu go c doc 2 c my leg=.= He say its ALOT less swollen so its more or less ok le...nxt wk nid 2 go agnT_T When he's lyk rubbing it, it was dam frigging painful=.= Haish=(((

Reached home le n is currently toking 2 Ling n Jon. I feel lyk hanging up=(( Cos just nw Jon "scold" me=.= Ytd at Jon's hse, I went 2 xtra n tag Jon's blog mah...den apparently, sum1 nt happy n gt herself drunk so Jon nt happy lor=.= Nvm...he wun encounter tis prob anymore...I del his link n everything in my comp dat has his blog link...even empty my bin so cant go his blog anymore...so WUN EVA tag his blog anymore=D Im sure his happy abt tis=)) Cos he dunid 2 eva worry abt tis prob le=D
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2009-12-18T21:57:00.003+08:00

LOLs!!! In the end, I didn't train today LOLs!! It was another at J Darling's house, this time with Ling and Anni. LOLs! Ling and me were like exploring his house. We played with his dog, his piano and his dart-board LOLs! We also played with his computer and close ourselves in his room. Ling was really sleepy so she was lying on his bed LOLs! Then I played with his tie and his weights. His tie is peach in colour and soft LOLs! It looks nice. We spent like the whole day playing Guitar Hero LOLs! Was quite bored towards the end. Then was transferring songs from J Darling's laptop on J Darling's Sofa bed. It's like so comfortable!!!! LOLs!! I nearly fell asleep while transferring songs hahahahaha! He has alot of songs so it took quite some time xD I had a great time leaving the microphone to them and transfer songs hehe=P Then Ling also drew some pictures=D I'm like so in love with them that I took them home LOLs! I wanted to frame them up! Then at 7pm+(?), we went to eat dinner together. The guys wanted to eat New York but don't know why, it wasn't there at where it was supposed to be LOLs!! So we ate Mad Jack instead. Actually, I was still feeling quite full due to the very filling lunch cooked by Jon's maid. However, I still ate and as usual, I was the last to finish my food=.= The guys just eats too fast!!=.= Then Ling didn't want to eat=(((*Sigh*

After that, took cab home and is currently home=D
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2009-12-17T22:29:00.000+08:00

YAY!!! COMMON TEST IS FINALLY OVER!!! Although it was only 3papers but it felt like it took ages to be finished=.= Today's BioChem Paper was okay. I don't think I can score very well but I guess I'll be able to pass it at least=D Then I was kind of stupid today LOLs! Usually, I was able to finish the paper and leave the exam hall. However, I don't know why, today after I finish the paper, I couldn't leave the exam hall as the invigilators didn't allow. So I settled down to check my paper as I figured out that something was wrong. Not allowing me to leave the exam hall was like a signal from God or something. However, I found nothing wrong till the end of the paper. Charmaine and HungKhiang took a peek at my paper and HK was like telling maine:"CIRCLE the options!!! Not write!!!" Then I know my mistake=.= I wrote the answer to the MCQ instead of circling=.=

Then saw the results to my most recent QC Class Test. I got a D while Joce got a C and Farid got an A. Farid was like:"There must be a mistake. How can I get an A and Q got a D." I don't know I take it wrongly or what=X It felt like he was bragging LOLs! But as usual, I said nothing.

Then Anni called. He said he'll come pick me up from NYP LOLs! So I waited for him in school. Then when he reached, I couldn't find him LOLs! I got lost in the campus finding him LOLs! Then we finally managed to agree on one place to meet and it was the Campus Centre LOLs! So ended up, we were late to meet Jon Darling. LOLs! So we reached Vivo at around 12pm when the meeting time was like 11.20 LOLs! Then we ate Swensens and went to Sentosa. The 2guys were like watching Bikini babes on the Siloso Beach. I wondered what I was doing there=.=

Then it started raining so we went to Jon Darling's house to play his Wii LOLs! Initially, I was playing with his dog. Then, I went to stone and watch them play Wii. Then they made me play with them LOLs! I guess I was a spoiler anyway. Then today also drank grass jelly for the FIRST time LOLs!! Jon's household served grass jelly so I drank as I felt that it'll be rude to reject. It taste weird to me LOLs!

At 5pm, Anni said he was leaving so I left with him. He sent me to Serangoon Interchange to buy cash and then to home=D He drives a Blue Toyota Picnic LOLs! The car is really nice but I don't think it suits him LOLs!

Now chatting with Ling and Jon. I don't know I should wish for tomorrow to be laggy so that I can do homework or wish that it will not be laggy so that I can train my Mage LOLs! Feel so tired today=X
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2009-12-16T11:46:00.000+08:00

Feeling so saggy today. Wonder whether what I'm studying will absorb or not. Maybe I should have agreed to going to school to study with Farid. I don't know who will be going that's why I wasn't too willing to go=X

Dropped my phone for the second time this morning. The first time was last night when I accidentally knocked it off the table=((( This time, it was the same thing again. I should listen to my Mum and be conscious of where I put my phone. Instead of just putting it on the table at a out of habit position, I should put it somewhere safer=X However, I feel the safest place is still my pocket LOLs!

Conferenced again last night. It was quite dull as everybody seem to be doing their own thing. So I went to watch Ice Age 3 again on the net. Then they were like complaining that I went to watch shows that's why so quiet. I guess too much conferencing makes things duller. Like Jon and I. We used to meet everyday after school. Now...it's as if it'll kill us to meet. Actually, I think is more of him LOLs=.= If he see this, he's going to say:"Whatever you think lor." then go and emo. I think Hon would be happy about this though LOLs! It's like he's not very happy when I get too close to other guys=X I guess Human Nature says no guys can get near my girl and no girls can get near my guy. LOLs!

Feeling so tired. Currently I'm considering whether to private my blog. If I private my blog, I think I'll have more freedom of speech on my blog. That would also mean I would have to remove my tagboard as it'll be useless there considering noone can enter my blog. Or maybe, I create a more blog which I can lock up and noone can see it. However, that reminds me of those days when God has to carry me down the path of life. And that's sad as it probably signals that I'm going back to that way of life. I don't want to=(( It's not healthy=(( But come to think of it, noone read my blog so what exactly is the point of me worrying about this LOLs! Aiya...I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I'm sort of crazy now. Think I should go back to my BCS and drown in it.
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2009-12-15T22:47:00.000+08:00

Feeling alot better after I curled up on the sofa and watched some TV shows. Although I can't say the same for my body but I can feel it's better already. I guess I was just tired of the computer just now and in need of some time away from it.

Anni called me just now asking me about my class and stuff. Apparently, he has a NYP friend that is the same course in Year3 LOLs! Anni was like:"He GPA 3.5 leh! You need help in your organic chem anot? He say he can help you leh." LOLs! My reply was like:"Are you finding me a tutor or boyfriend? LOLs!" Then he was like:"Don't worry. He's not horny." LOLs! Manns...I don't think I need a boyfriend right now hahaha! I need to concentrate more on my studies and friends LOLs! Today was like the don't-know-how-many-time time I angered Jon=.=*Sighs*I guess Da Xiao Jie and Da Shao Ye can't click.

Chat with Hon last night. Hon was trying to convince me that I'm prepared for the OC Paper today. However, he was wrong. I wasn't prepared=((( Then was complaining about yesterday's EM Paper. LOLs! Then joked around using Jon's name and he kind of misunderstood me. I guess different people take different things in different ways. Like last time, he's always complaining I'm oversensitive and stuff. Then, yesterday was like my turn to return that "compliment" LOLs! But of course, I didn't say he was. Anyway, a few days more and he'll be back in Singapore. Then he can turn back to his usual seemly possessive self for all I care. But whatever, lately I care more about myself than others so I'm not going to care about it till it gets out of hand which will be impossible as he's so in control of himself.

Anyway, hope I'll get well soon and I'll be needing to study for BCS tomorrow. Hope I'll have the energy=D GAMBATEH TO THE LAST PAPER!!=D
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2009-12-15T19:02:00.000+08:00

Whole body burning and aching like crazyT_T Feel like dying=((( Just now tried napping but Mum wouldn't allow me. So I guess I'm stuck emo-ing till my bedtime.

Haish=((( I hate today.
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2009-12-15T09:38:00.002+08:00

Just finished my OC Paper. Finished with 49minutes to spare. Was confused by the question and has officially lost 10marks=.= That leaves 65marks to score. I think I also lost 3marks due to the stupid IUPAC naming thing. I wished I didn't choose to write the answer I wroteT_T *Sigh* It's too late for regrets so I guess I should forget about stuff and concentrate on the upcoming BCS Paper on Thursday. I can't believed I screwed such an easy paper. The question 18 was so MISLEADING T_T Only ONE step is required!!! Just add NaCH3!!! WTH mann!!! Stupid Mr Roberts for putting in the question "You can use as many steps as you like". WTH T_T I'm so deadT_T I don't think I can get my B alreadyT_T

Feeling really emo now=.=
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2009-12-14T23:37:00.000+08:00

YAY! CL1307-Engineering Mathematics 1C/1A is OVER!! Woooohooo!!! I think I can pass=D But I'm not too sure about an A let alone a distinction=(( Hope I can get at least a B=D

Tomorrow having OC Paper=(( Hope I can do well in it=D GAMBATEH KUDASAI!!!=D
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2009-12-13T17:36:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhh!!! I don't know how to connect HP Strap to N97!!! LOLs!!! I'm so deadT_T Then what should I do with my purple heart and stylus pen?!?!?! OMGGM=.= I think I'll ask J Darling tomorrow LOLs! I'm such a dumb girl LOLs!! Hope he doesn't die from teaching me LOLs!!!

Just woke up from a long afternoon nap. Still feeling alittle bit saggy but it's okay=D I can always entertain myself by playing my new phone LOLs!! I even managed to figure out one thing without J Darling's help xD Was figuring out where did the images I transferred go. Was like trying everything in that folder and found it xD Before J Darling's message of instructions came xD It included a complain LOLs! It wasn't about me but how dare him?! LOLs!

I had studied much of my EM yesterday and last year so I wasn't too worry about today. I hope I'll be able to remember everything tomorrow. How to do and the mistakes I made during the Class Tests. Feeling slightly nervous about tomorrow=X Good Luck to all students that are taking exams=D Especially my friends and classmates=DD Let us run through this, towards our term break[And homework(C1)] LOLs!!! GAMBATEH!!!
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2009-12-13T11:14:00.003+08:00

Starting to use my new phone=X Trying with the "stylus". I hope I got the right one. Mine look different from Jon's one though=X And there's also the problem of me being unable to pull it out of its casing. LOLs!=X
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2009-12-12T23:24:00.002+08:00

Just now went to the temple with Mum. As there was noone helping my Godfather so I helped to do the ink thingy. Has so much fun doing it LOLs! But I think I do too much because the ink was like really dark and dry. I think it was too thick LOLs! I should have wait for the uncle to teach me LOLs! Nevermind...next time xD
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2009-12-12T20:12:00.002+08:00

YAY!!! I FINALLY GOT MY NEW PHONE!!!! Actually wanted a black N97. However, there wasn't any stock so I bought the white one xD Anyway, Jon stole my look so I'm great with white xD YAY!!! So happy=D Currently charging the phone hehe=D After I buy a screen protector for it, I'll be able to use it already!!! YAY!!! I'm so happy LOLs!!! And I also bought a Christmas Hat Hairclip=D Yay! A new hairclip hehe=D Intending on wearing it to school on Monday for good luck LOLs! I hope I can LOLs! It'll match my spectacles=D

I also managed to study EM xD So quite a satisfying day=D
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2009-12-12T16:51:00.002+08:00

I know I just changed my blogskin to something happy but...just now when Mum dropped the whole pan of food, I can't help but emo. It's like as if she's not herself. And it's especially deep after yesterday when we saw Auntie Esther left her house with Sarah, Dylan, Jessica and the maid. It's like I could feel Sarah's, Dylan's and Jessica's pain. It's like my pain times three. Made me feel like crying all over again because the pain is deeper.

Come to think about it, it has been 2-3years since the matter have settle down. I guess this is a good example that some problems just never get solved and some scars just never heal regardless of the time that had passed. After just now, I realised that actually, I was affected last night. I may seem myself but in actual fact, I wasn't. It's just my heart's natural acting. So actually, my body has been crying since yesterday night. I guess that's why I acted up on Jon last night. Sorry Jon=((

Seriously, I really need to thank God for carrying me through so far. And also my friends, Miss Choi and work for helping me to pass the time. I hope I can continue being brave and I hope the same will go for Dylan, Sarah and Jessica.
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2009-12-12T14:38:00.001+08:00

YAY!! FINALLY CHANGED MY SKIN AND UPDATED MY LINKS SECTION!! The highness from yesterday didn't go away so I had all the energy to edit my blog xD Although I know I should be using all that energy to study for the Common Test coming up but I just didn't feel like it because today was suppose to go out and stalk Anni, Crystalsan and Jon. However, didn't get the chance because instead of meeting at a place, Anni drove and picked up Jon and Crystal so I couldn't join=(( Grrrrr!!! Nevermind=D I shall use the rest of my day and energy to study for the upcoming Common Test=D GAMBATEH KUDASAI!!!=D
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2009-12-11T22:23:00.001+08:00

Today is an unnatural day. It is unnaturally windy so my hair is unnaturally messy. I'm also unnaturally high LOLs! I don't know why! I was quite high the whole day whether in terms of the negative energy in the morning before the QC Test or the positive energy after the QC Test. It resulted in me being unnaturally hungry and thirsty too LOLs! After class end, met JiaMin and JieWei on the way home. JiaMin was like:"Eat, eat, eat..." Then I replied:"Aiya! I don't know why la...just feel so like eating lotsa stuff today." Then she LOL-ed lols! Then was also drinking alot of water=.=

Was late for BCS Lecture because I couldn't wake up. Actually, is more of didn't want to wake up LOLs! Anyway, was late for BCS Lecture by five minutes so I guess I didn't miss much. So it's ok=D

Then was time for the QC Test. I finished it quite early. I was the second person in C1 to finish. I think third person in the whole LT. When I went to hand up my paper, Deeps gave me the incredulous look LOLs! I think he though that I was sure to do well or something. It'll be like a miracle if I passed it=(( First question was about the inspection thing. My answer for the second part is like only 1/4 rightT_T Then second question was some calculation stuff and I did the wrong step I thinkT_T Then third question is the only one which I feel is quite okay. Then I skipped the last question because I didn't know what in the world is assignable cause LOLs! When Clara came out, I was like asking her what is assignable cause. I also asked boss LOLs! Boss said he skipped that question too. I was like LOLs! Nevermind...8marks give Mr Lai to drink coffee. Then when the rest came out, KahHui and I was like arguing about the inspection thing. Then I was like:"The 5th Lot can't be Normal! The two consecutive lots rejected has already been fulfilled!" The arguement was quite loud then Farid said:"The teacher is still inside...why not go in and ask? Then don't need argue." So went in and asked. Mr Lai show us the answer sheet and it turns out NONE of us were 100% right LOLs! But KahHui was right about the 5th lot being Normal LOLs!

Then went to the print shop to print Joce's SP2 presentation script and then to the South Canteen to eat. On the way met Mr Lai, Mr E and Mdm Chua. They going for lunch and I was like complaining to Mr Lai how I'll fail this test. He was like:"It is very easy already! Nevermind...I'll try to help everyone pass. Those that fail I really cannot help already." LOLs! Just realised that all my lecturers and tutors, except for Kuanko, are actually very cool and cute LOLs! After that, went to P7 to practise SP2 Presentation. I think I looked really calm because Evan and Xian were like:"Why are you so calm?!" Their face were like red LOLs! I was actually quite nervous so I guess don't judge a book by its cover LOLs! Before class start, KahHui they all tell Mdm Chua to sing Birthday Song to JiaJun LOLs! And Mdm Chua was like I sing and JiaJun dance LOLs! Then Moon and KahHui were like:"ON! JiaJun go up!!!" and stuff LOLs!! Then JiaJun really went up LOLs! Then when Mdm Chua turn around and saw JiaJun standing in front of her, she was like:"I was just joking!" LOLs!!! Omggm!! I laughed till I cry LOLs! Then had the presentation. During the presentation, fumbled at the start and panicked LOLs! So was trying to laugh through the whole presentation. So teacher's comment for me was like really funny LOLs! She said:"QiuHui is very happy. I think her happiness is very infectious. It makes me feel happy too." LOLs! I guess I laugh when I do mistakes and I smiled alot so she felt the "happiness" radiating from me LOLs! Shoot of to the toilet to scream after that. Felt like I really screwed up LOLs! Met Boon and he was like telling Xian that Moon was laughing because he counted how many times she said "erm" and it was like 10-20 "erm" in like five minutes LOLs! Then asked Evan whether I got laugh alot during the presentation and she was like:"Ya lor! You alot of sound effects. Keep giggling and stuff." LOLs! On overall, the presentations ended on a good note=)) Then the class started discussing about the class BBQ. Then we asked Mdm Chua whether she wants to come along and she was like:"Will tell you guys at a later date because I got work you know." LOLs! I love our teachers xD

Then went of home. Was like really high and so waved goodbye to everybody before leaving the tutorial room LOLs! Then, was actually intending on going to the library or blue table to study before going home. But was tempted to go home when I saw Farid and Joce go homeT_T Then after that, I saw someone that look VERY MUCH like Jon Darling. But he should be in lessons then so I didn't think much. Then Joce was like:"That look like your friend Jonathan." Then I look closely then realised it IS Jon LOLs! Then Joce ask me to shout at him:"OI TMD! I walk behind you so long you also never see." LOLs! But I didn't do that. Instead, I called him and when he picked up the second time I call, I said:"Fuck you la! I walk behind you so long you also never see derh ah?!" Then we saw he turn around LOLs! Was feeling like a stalker as Farid, Joce and me were like observing his every move LOLs! Farid was like:"He's taking out his phone!!" Then when he turn around, one of us were like:"He turn around!" LOLs!! We are so weird LOLs! So in the end, we stalked him to the MRT station where we meet up with him LOLs! I thought will only see him at the MRT platform then he was waiting at the station entrance LOLs! He's so cute LOLs! But he's still in the state of moodless but it's okay=D I managed to make him smile alittle=D Hope my Hao Peng You JonJon Darling will cheer up soon=))

I think I laughed too much today LOLs! It was such a funny day LOLs! Having an ulcer at my cheeks and slight sore throat. Should have kept eating Strepsils=.= NEVERMIND=D Can buy next time. Boss keep asking me for Strepsils today LOLs! Sadly, I didn't buy LOLs! He poor thing. Have been having sore throat for some time like JonJon. LOLs! Hope they will get well soon!=D OYASUMINASAI!=D
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2009-12-10T17:54:00.002+08:00

You think I'm ok but I'm not. I guess everybody makes mistakes. Like I thought you will but you didn't even though you said you will.

Had four straight hours of PED today. It really sux. Then Mr E also asked about the NYP Open House Duty thing. I'll be having duty on 7January2010 for NYP Open House together with 10 other people from C1=D So I wouldn't be having my super long weekend=(( Nevermind...four days weekend is quite good too=D After classes ended, was stuck in school all day doing SP2 and studying for QC Test. Managed to understand QC Topic 3 but I'm still not too good with Topic 4=(( I hope I'll be able to pass.

Hon hasn't been online for more than one week already. Even though there's only two more weeks before he comes back, I still misses him=((*Sigh*And Jon Darling hasn't been in a good mood the whole week=(( Have been like useless in cheering him up=(( Hope he'll cheer up soon. Maybe he'll after this week...

Feeling so tired. Tomorrow will probably be the last day. After that...I hope I'll be brave enough.
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2009-12-09T22:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!=D MAY YOUR DAYS BE THE BEST IN THE WORLD=D

Skipped 3/4 of my EM Lecture as usual due to my inability to wake up early on a Wednesday=P Actually, it's not really true for today. I woke up on time but I was lazy to go for the boring EM Lecture so I went back to sleep LOLs!

Went for BCS Tutorial after that. I was quite early, so was tidying up my hair using my laptop as a mirror. Then was complaining that my hair is half curly and half straight. I joked that I inherited both curly and straight hair from my parents. Then Miss Selina was like one is dominant and one is reccessive. Then we kind of had a scientific arguement LOLs! She won in the end because she's more knowledgeable. She said:"It may not be the problem with the gene but problem with the protein. Like for example, when you sleep on your hair, it'll curl around your head. That's why our hair is hardly ever 100% straight. It is due to external factors affecting the proteins of the hair." So yay! I learn new stuff today=))

Then it was break and then JL Oral. Was studying with JiaJun, Boss, Deeps and Fiq during the break. Then Gary came to join. So technically, I was surrounded by guys=.= So I joked that I need to change my gender. Then Deeps was like:"It's ok...JiaJun is alittle bit feminine..." LOLs! Then JiaJun looked like he wanted to kill Deeps LOLs! Dragged alittle of the waiting time for oral to study. Gave up towards the end and played cards with Boss, Gideon and Gary. However, Miss Chen sent Melissa to get me so I had to go for it in the end. I think I kind of disappointed Miss Chen=X Her face was all smiles when I walked in but wasn't too good when I walked out. Well...at least I had sort of a good start even the ending was full of "Sumimasen" due to the fact that I'm illiterate when it comes to Japanese Language=.= Nevermind...I guess I can only hope for the best and hope to score well in the coming new term.

Walked to Song Yuan after that. Took quite some time as I didn't know the way and my ankle hurts. JonJon Darling suggested that I take cab but I said I can't as I didn't know the exact address=(( Anyway, was feeling quite emo so I have to walk away the negative energy. I bought a cheesecake and strawberry cake for Mum=D However, my plan to surprise her failed as she already know what's up with me=.= I also accidentally smashed the Cheesecake=(( Luckily, I bought two slices of cake as I couldn't decide whether to buy the Cheesecake or Strawberry Cake. She likes both so I bought both. But of course, in the end, she only got to eat the Strawberry Cake=.= Without candles as I smashed them with the Cheesecake=.= I'm so clumsy=.=

Nap-ed for about two hours before waking up with a sick feeling=(( Took a bath, hoping that it'll feel better but was terribly wrong. So I skipped dinner and did the SP2 presentation as instructed by Xian. My work is slipshod though. I guess it's because I wasn't feeling well so didn't have the mood to do anything=.= It happens alot=.= Nevermind...tomorrow will be better=)) Hopefully...even though I need to study QC due to the stupid test on FridayT_T Actually, I planned to go Subway and New Moon with Jon Darling. But I guessed now that there's QC Test, I have to stay in school to study=X Anyway, I'm scared that I'll make him moodless as I had done today and as he has been the whole week. *Sigh* Hope the bad days will end soon=(( If not, I'm going to breakdown soon=.= Especially with the Common Test coming up=.= And especially when I breakdown so easily=.=

Anyway, I think I'll have an early night today. I can't believe I'm not even feeling hungry at all even though I hardly eat today=.=
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2009-12-08T20:23:00.005+08:00

Its Tuesday! 08-12-2009!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SANDRA ONG LI HONG=D Stay happy always=D

Can't believe time is passing so fastT_T This is the 8th week since school started for me and next week will be the much-feared COMMON TEST!!! OMGGM!!! Hope I can do well=(((

Was out nearly the whole of Sunday due to my cousin's wedding=D Went to the Buffet Brunch in the morning and the wedding dinner at night. Overall, I had quite a fun time catching up with my cousins and taking pictures after pictures. I also drank alot of red wine during the dinner. I drank so much but surprisingly, I wasn't drunk LOLs! This led my Grand-Uncles to tease me. They were saying that the alcohol has no effect on me and that I had inherit my Dad's tolerance for alcohol. I actually didn't really drink because I wanted to. I admit that at the start, it was because I wanted to as I don't really like coke and tea and the only other drink available is red wine. However, as I hadn't drank coke for ages, I started to enjoy drinking it towards the end. However, Mum got drunk before and my aunt and grandmother didn't want history to repeat itself. So, I had to help Mum to drink. But the problem is, Mum was semi-drunk already=.= So she keeps asking for more even though I drank finish the whole glass and put the glass aside. So it was a never-ending process. I drink finish-->She ask for more and drink-->I drink the rest-->She ask for more and drink-->etc etc. Also, when I gulped the red wine instead of sipping it. So it was quite surprising that I didn't get drunk even though I drank more than my Mum and she was 80%-drunk by the end of the dinner while I was still coherent.

Also had a conference call with Jon, Ling and Anni on Sunday night. A sudden change in the conversation broke us up and we went to do our own stuff. Didn't sleep really well so was quite tired on Monday=((

Went to school as usual even though I wasn't really feeling well and I was really tired=(( I guess the alcohol only took effect then LOLs! Then, for the first in ages, I went home straight after class. I was really bored so I took a really long nap lols! It led to insomnia at night=(( But it was okay because as there was a conference call again LOLs! But of course, it resulted in me being quite tired today LOLs! But today is quite an okay Tuesday=D Got to eat Mac Breakfast xD It was quite fun as I was sneezing like crazy because I used alot of pepper and we were also playing around with the tissues LOLs~

The very incomplete heart=((

These are the maximum I could do=(( The tissue is just too short=((

My heart combined with Farid's chilli red rose=D The present from us to the cleaning auntie/uncle xD

The one I made during the boring time at the blue table=D

Farid suggested making a wallpaper with the hearts LOLs! The theme he suggested is "You complete my heart<3". It's nice but considering the tight schedule we all have due the stupid class tests and common test, I doubt I can come up with one anytime soon=(( I guess it will have to wait till term break or something=(( Anyway, I'm not really good at doing such stuff in the first place so I doubt it'll be any thing nice=X Unless, it's on paper...

There's JL oral tomorrowT_T I'm so nervousT_T I hope I'll be able to score well in the first two sections as I'm sure to flunk the last section as I can't read really well=((*Sigh*I guess my target for JL can't be reached=(( But nevermind, I'll continue to work hard=D GAMBATEH KUDASAI=D
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2009-12-06T13:14:00.003+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS TO FELICIA JIEJIE ON FINDING YOUR TRUE LOVE AND GETTING MARRIED=D MAY YOU BE BLESSED WITH DAYS FULL OF HAPPINESS AND BLESS WITH JEFFERY GORGOR=D^^

Went to Felicia Jie's house this morning for buffet. Didn't eat much but had a great time catching up with my cousins and cousin in-laws=D Mum was joking I should stop calling Felicia Jie but starting calling Felicia Auntie LOLs! Then was like thinking, if Felicia is Auntie instead of Jie, then Alan will be Uncle instead of Jie LOLs! Anyway, Felicia Jie was like saying that I stole her BeeHoon LOLs!! Then I was like:"No beehoon eat curry la! Don't have the delicious beehoon cooked by your aunt then eat the delicious curry cooked by Ma-ma la LOLs!!" Then she was like keep saying that I stole her beehoon LOLs!! Who ask her to be the bride today xD I'm so bad LOLs!! Took a couple of photos. Alot of them is using the photographer's, Third Aunt's, Uncle's and JiaMin Jie's cameras. But I did managed to take a couple xD

JiaMin Jie and me=D I look damn shabby LOLs!!

My little niece=D She's so cute=D However she's very scared of everyone except for her parents which are my Alan Gorgor and Serene JieJie LOLs!!

The beautiful bride LOLs! She just can't stop jumping. Made me realise how sucky my phone camera is LOLs!

Tonight have Felicia Jie's wedding dinner to go to. My Mum and I have been arguing over what I should wear. I hope I can get what I want=D Nevermind...see how the two outfits turn out=D Hope I would look presentable in at least one=.= Also hope that I would be able to faster get the other photos from all the different cameras=D<3
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2009-12-04T20:55:00.002+08:00

If you can hold on to my hand forever, would you let go?o.o

Went to school as usual. My ankle was killing but I still walked around, even jogged alittle. Now my ankle isn't too bad. I guess the "physiotherapy" works LOLs!

Got my QC Class Test results today. Surprisingly, I got a B. Hope I can keep up with my performance hahaha! But honestly, I'm not too hopeful about next week's QC Class Test 2 hahaha! But I hope I can do well=D

I also saw my OC Class Test 1 today. I realised that the mistakes I made are quite stupid. I could gotten 13/15=(( But I got 12/15 insteadT_T It's useless to cry over spilt milk. I guess I can only hope I would not make the same stupid mistakes with my OC Common Test.

Also saw my upcoming Common Test timetable. I only have CT on Mon, Tues and Thurs=D I hope I will be able to do well in OC, BCS and EM. GAMBATEH KUDASAI!=D

Worrying about my upcoming QC Class Test, SP2 Mid-Sem Presentation and JL1 Oral. They will all be happening next weekT_T Super scared=((

Just now also met Jon for a brief moment. Gave him the Strepsils Pain Relief which Joce Babee gave me in the morning. Then he said he only eat Strepsils Honey Lemon LOLs! Same as me LOLs! But I like Strepsils Pain Relief because it's purple LOLs!! The Pain Relief will numb my whole tongue=.= Actually I kind of agree with Jon LOLs! Strepsils Honey Lemon is the best and honestly, it's like I only eat that=.= Should have bought that for him instead of giving him the one Joce Babee gave me=.=

I'm starting to panic LOLs! Felicia Jie is getting married on Sunday and my ankle don't look well enough to allow me too wear heels=(( Wondering I should force myself to wear or not o.o
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2009-12-03T15:52:00.002+08:00

I think I sprained my ankleT_T Really painfulT_T

Had my PED Class Test 1 today. Think I screwed it up=((( I guess I can only hope for the best=)))

Went to AMK Library after classes ended. Actually, suppose to meet JonJon for lunch at Subway. But change of plans at the last minute so I skipped lunch and went straight to the library. The stupid library didn't have a single reference book about Extraction Columns. So I "reported to"
Xian and went home. Took the bus and when alighting, I fell=((( A new injury LOLs! I am SO accident-prone=.=

Anyway, GET WELL SOON JONJON=D Hope to see you in school tomorrow=D
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Hoping and wishing

2009-12-02T19:00:00.003+08:00

Really tired=(( Feel like just sleeping but I can't=(( There's a PED class test tomorrow. I also have JL1 Oral and SP2 Mid-Sem Presentation next week. After that, there's still the common test=(( HaishT_T I wish I can take a break from all of these soon=(( Never mind! My Term Break is coming. With it comes the CPT0901 Class mailto:BBQ@Gaya house and of course, the term break homework(sigh). But I guess it's still better than nothing=D Hope everything will be great=D Havn't been having good days for some time already=((
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P.S. Get Well Soon JonJon Darling=)) Hope you'll be feeling good enough to join me in school soon Cya V^.^V

2009-12-02T10:33:00.000+08:00

Missing my Hao Peng You JonJon Darling now=(( He just became a daoster=((
Missing my HonHon too=((( Wondering when will he online again=(((
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2009-12-02T00:03:00.000+08:00

Really irritated with the OC Lab Report 5=((

Took cab to school today as I was still having the after-effects of yesterday's knock on the edge of the door(Thanks Mohan=.=), and fainting and falling on and from a platform at the hawker centre behind PHS(Sorry JonJon=((( For scaring u and Thanks Ling for your concern=D). Was on the way towards the LT and had the sudden feeling that my pocket seems light. Checked my pockets and realised that my phone wasn't there. Immediately started to panic and ran back to the place where I alighted from the cab. Realised that the cab has drove quite a distance away and it was too late to run after it so I went to the LT to put my bag and went off walking around to look for a payphone. Met Deeps on the way and he lent me his phone as I couldn't find a single payphone=((( Called my phone but my phone was silent so I guess the taxi driver didn't see it. Then we waited at the place for a taxi to come. Not long later, a blue comfort taxi came, so I anyhow call(The taxi I was in was yellow). Then lucky me, after some time, the company called Deeps say the taxi driver found my phone LOLs!! Great=D Then I called Mum to ask her to help me pick it up from the taxi and she agreed=D THANK YOU MUMMY=D I LOVE YOU=D

Then went through lessons as usual. Thanks to Joce, I could contact Jon. Met him after school as usual and stuff. Hung out in the school with him and Naz till quite late. LOLs! Then currently, am talking to Ling and Anni. Jon currently asleep, I think. I need to sleep=((
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2009-11-28T19:57:00.002+08:00

Not feeling well;
Not feeling good;
Feeling sad;
Feeling totally tired out;
Wished everything will end soon.
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2009-11-26T20:51:00.000+08:00

Did not have a good week so far but since the week hasn't end, there's always chance of it getting better=D Anyway, Hon got online that day and this few days, except for today, I have JonJon's company. And also I'm having a long weekend so should be able to have fun and finish all my work by the end of this weekend without rushing too much=D So have been telling myself to cheer up=D

Anyway, today went out without my ez-link card=.= Realised it only when I reached the bus stop. So have been like using coins and stuff. And didn't get to go to Subway to eat=(( So I took cab home to nap the rest of the day away. Need to get ready for the War of the Homework from 7Modules tomorrow hahaha! Considering starting alittle today as I'm quite bored now. Today isn't a day where I have alot of company. But it's ok I guess=)) Can do work=D

I must have been bored out of my mind to be typing like this=.=
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2009-11-25T23:14:00.000+08:00

Loving him more and more each day
Missing him more and more each day
Feeling more and more bitchy each day
I hate this=(((

Starting to struggle through the school work=(( Need to work hard for the upcoming long weekend. I hope I can survive through these days.
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2009-11-22T19:19:00.002+08:00

I'm so very bored=(( I got tests on Tuesday and WednesdayT_T I hope I can pass them=(((

Yesterday, went out with Jose and HuiMei. Actually, intended on buying Miaks's present but we didn't because we couldn't find anything LOLs! Nevermind, there's always the next time xP

Sian la=((( Hon in India, Ling don't know doing what, JonJon like emo-ing=(( Haish=(((
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2009-11-17T23:12:00.000+08:00

Currently am moodless=.= Stupid Dad and Stupid Mum=.= And Miss Sheila was talking about family ties during lecture because of the movie, 2012. I agree but sometimes, it just sux=.=

However, I guess I should always remember:"My Mum and Dad may not be the best in the world but they are the best to me"=)

2009-11-17T22:12:00.001+08:00

Was having quite an painful day today hahaha!

Woke up late as usual so took cab to school. Saw someone that looks exactly like Miss Sheila, my BCS Lecturer LOLs! That person was driving a White Toyota Wish to the direction of NYP LOLs!! But I don't know is it really her but I think it is because when I saw Miss Sheila during lecture, she was wearing something similar to that person LOLs!

After BCS Lecture, it was SP2=((( Reported to Miss Chua our progress and her comments were:"At least you guys are making progress." LOLs!=.=I don't know whether it's a good thing or not LOLs!

After reporting to Miss Chua, time for lunch=D Ate rice from the malay store. I also saw JonJon at the South Canteen LOLs!! Sadly, he didn't notice me. Then I was like staring at him, trying to get his attention LOLs! I failed terribly=X Never mind...yesterday I also didn't notice him when he was standing near the blue table waiting for me to notice him anyway=X He's not Hon so I guess there isn't any telepathy=((( After lunch, started having this stupid stomachache=.= Was like really painful and I have QC lecture=((( But I ignored it and went for the lecture. I guess I'll be fine=))

Learn more about Excel during QC lecture. Mr Lai made us sit at the front so I had to use the plugs in front. Hurt my fingers when I pull the cover and plug in the charger=((( Dammit=((( After lecture, Mohan wrapped something around my neck=.=When I pull it off, the sharp edges cut my neck=.=Clumsy me=.=Told JonJon about that and he was like:"Slap pls tq" LOLs! But of course, I didn't.

It's BCS Lab after that. Before entering the lab, the door somehow slam into my arm=.=Another injury LOLs! Then it was like really painful when all the pains add up together=((( So was trying to finish the experiment as quick as possible=D Farid commented that Joce, him and I performed like a well-oiled machine today=D We finished the experiment with like half hour to spare before OC Lecture=D I think I'm having one of those clumsy days. I dropped test-tubes FOUR times today LOLs! Miraculously, none of them broke. There were even thrice whereby I dropped them from my hands and onto the floor LOLs! And yesterday, when I lightly tapped the test tube on the table, it just broke. Seriously, it's a miracle LOLs! Then Sandeep was like saying that I was testing the test tube to see if they will break or not LOLs! I didn't drop them on purpose!!!T_T After the fourth time, Miss Selina came over and asked me whether I'm ok or not LOLs! I guess she thought I wasn't lucky again. She was really surprised to find out that I didn't break the test tube LOLs! She was like the shock look then "O" and walked away LOLs! I guess I missed Hon too much=(((

Had OC Lecture after that. The LT is crowded as usual and so we didn't all get to sit with each other=((( I sat with Joce and Farid as usual. Had a question and when I was asking Mr Roberts, I think I woke up the whole LT LOLs!! Mohan commented that my voice was too loud LOLs!! Today's lecture is on Alkyl Halides=((( The lecture answered the remaining of my Lab Report questions so I guess I can complete by tomorrow or something...hopefully=D

Going to sleep soon=((( Tomorrow got Maths Lecture so it's best to sleep early so that I would wake up for lecture LOLs! Not too willing to go for EM lecture lately so have been either late or pon-ing it. Bad girl QQ hahaha!
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Missing him terribly=((( Lucky to have friends and work to feel up the emptiness=))) Or else, I'll probably be lost=(((

2009-11-16T23:40:00.000+08:00

Went out with Hon, Ling, Dani, Leo and Donny on Saturday. Watched 2012 AGAIN and ate Seoul Garden=D It was so fun. Realised how much I missed seeing Hon LOLs!! I probably spend most of my time being an idiot and staring at him=.=And he rox LOLs!!! He helped me cook my lunch xD At Seoul Garden hehe=X He's just so sweet=D Anyway, he's gone of to India yesterday so I'm so going to miss him more=.=Sad=(((

Solo-ed 2Lab Reports last week. About to solo another week I think. I hope it wouldn't be the case for BCS though=X I don't really mind about OC because I trust myself more than Adelena=X

Broke a test-tube and nearly cut myself with the glass shards in OC lab today. Thanks to Boon though. He helped me clear up the larger piece=) I guess I tapped it against the table too hard. I was trying to let the water drip onto the table so that I can keep it.

Stayed back to do alittle SP2 after classes end at 4pm. However, XiuXian, Evan and me ended up doing the Visio Assignment and not much of SP2. And thanks to JonJon Darling, I got company after Xian and Evan left LOLs!! Then Hon came online LOLs!! Didn't expect him to online today because he online last night LOLs!! So ended up I was talking to both Hon and JonJon lols! Then Jon took my laptop awhile and was trying to disturb Hon LOLs!! Then they were like shooting each other LOLs!! They 2 really make my day LOLs!! However, I didn't get to talk to Hon for long as I was still at school at that time. Sadly, when I reached home, he isn't online anymore=(( Never mind, I guess there's always another time=)

Need to sleep soon=((
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2009-11-03T23:42:00.005+08:00

Sitting on my bed, alone in my room.
Hugged myself as I shivered in the cold.
Tears rolled down my cheeks as I listened to the cries of my heart as it shattered.
Hope that after I awoke, everything would be okay.
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2009-10-31T23:16:00.003+08:00

Why do you have to hurt me time and again?! Is it so fun to hurt me?! Thank you mann! You didn't make me any stronger nor make me hate you!=.= You only make me scared of the people around me more! Thank You=.=

2009-10-31T23:05:00.005+08:00

I don't know why. I don't know what. I don't know how. Think I shall have an early night and not think about it. My decision was never right in the first place so it probably wouldn't be right now anyway. T_T

Having a bad headache and tear-streaked face. Really tired of the battle I have to face.
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2009-10-31T14:11:00.000+08:00

After about more than one week, everything ended. My friendship with Ken has come to an end, I guess. Was really sad about it yesterday but thanks to JonJon Darling's emo-ing and Ling's personal concert for me, I'm more or less over it today=) Then Sionie was lecturing me just now saying I'm dumb to be sad and stuff. Nevermind, I shall use that energy to do work=D

Yesterday went to MianMian aka XinRen's 21st birthday party. Was quite awkward there but I managed to strike a conversation with one of his friend LOLs! Then I knew that he's from NCC(Sea) and was even a CLT once LOLs!!! Then after that, I saw someone that looks like Eugene Chan. I don't think he recognise me but he did turn back to take one more look LOLs!! Then after that, XinRen came and talk with us then he ask me which school was I from. When I told him it was PHS, he's like"Then you know Eugene Chan? He's here today!" I was like so shock!!! I thought it wasn't him!! OMG=.= But I left early because Mum was bored of Downtown East shopping centre so I didn't get to see Eugene Chan again nor see any maple people. I also didn't get to see him cut cake=(( So sad=((

Bored out of my mind today. Think I'm going to go bathe and start on my work.
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2009-10-29T22:19:00.002+08:00

Got a chance to talk to Hon today. Realised how much I missed him. But I felt totally helpless during the whole conversation. I wish I can help more=(((
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2009-10-29T22:19:00.000+08:00

Bored=(((

2009-10-28T20:31:00.000+08:00

As the days grow longer and colder, it starts increasingly unbearable to continue. When will the Sun come back to warm up my days=((
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2009-10-26T22:10:00.001+08:00

In every person's life, there's a story; a path. However, I can't find my story; my path. I guess I'm just lost. I think I'll just jump into the next trap and die in it.
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2009-10-26T21:38:00.003+08:00

I'm like the world's dumbest person=.= Why can't Ken just stop forcing/blackmailing me?! I guess I was wrong to treat him as a good friend. Fuck la!! Now Hon also mad at me=.= And I can't do anything to ease it. I just wish I can disappear from the face of the Earth=.= I hate myself

2009-10-26T21:17:00.001+08:00

What ever lurhs=.= I'm so angry that I can cry.

2009-10-25T21:35:00.002+08:00

I'm like utterly bored now.

Went to Jalan Kayu for breakfast today. The meepok sux=((

Played Facebook and YouTube after reaching home. Then took a nap before Grandmum come. Helped Aunt to play her Facebook and Neopets. Then they left and I'm back to my Facebook and Youtube. MSN chatted with Ken too. I think he's currently DotA-ing because I havn't been able to get any reply for him for a long time already. Nevermind...used to it lols! He's always like this=.= Watched 200Pound Beauty on Youtube. It's a mega nice movie=D

Currently SMS-ing Hon. Good Luck to everybody who is taking the O Level Examinations for the next few weeks=) Hope only the As appear in your Certificates=D
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2009-10-24T21:43:00.002+08:00

LALALA=D I'm just totally bored xD

Just back from Grandmama house=)) When just reached, there was like NO PEOPLE in the house LOLs! Apparently, Grandmama and 3rd and 1st Aunt go out eat dinner=D Also saw my little niece Chloe=D She's just ADORABLE!!!<3 Also get to say Ah Zhuan Gorgor and Serene JieJie=D Miss 3 of them so muchT_T And miraculously, Charmaine and I managed to make my Uncs, Dad and Ah Zhuan Gorgor, 5Daddys, watch cartoon with us LOLs!!! But I could see that they are all bored LOLs! Super funny=D

Now talking to Ken^^ Long time no chat=D
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2009-10-24T18:32:00.000+08:00

Tampinese Mall!! Wohoo!!!

Finally the week has passed and it's FRIDAY!! Yay!!! Felt particularly happy to go to school today so agreed to met Joce in school earlier to study=D Actually, I was late and I didn't study=X But I thought that since I studied really hard on Thursday, I shall reward myself by relaxing for the day=D At least till I reached home that is hahas!

Had QC lecture after that. The lesson was like really very slack. Mr Jack Lai was talking about the aspects of quality. I was like reading Seventeen right in front of him lols! However, I got listen here and there, even though there wasn't anyone that was paying attention. At least till before he started talking about personal relationship. He said:"Quality aspects actually applies in every part of our lives. Take for example our Boyfriends and Girlfriends. I want you to think about what you want in your Boyfriend or Girlfriend according to the Quality Aspects." Then everyone started listening LOLs! I think it's because boys can start thinking dirty LOLs! There are aspects like performance and service. This caused the boys to start thinking dirty about their Girlfriends LOLs! Mann~Boys will always be boys LOLs! There were even some that voiced their opinions aloud LOLs! And Mr Lai was like:"I know what you guys are thinking but please keep it to yourself. There's no need to voice them aloud hahas!" Then he had that look on his face. Mann!!! Then after that few minutes of "fun and laughter", he gave us a break. After that break, I spend the time drawing on Joce's Samsung Jet. Her phone has this "Dynamic Canvas" function. So I was drawing, even till after class. I also took pictures of what I've drawn=D Hehe<3

After lesson ended, I went Tampinese Mall with Naz and Joce. Joce's boyfriend came to pick her up with us so he was around too. Felt so awkward but I guess I had Naz for company. We ate at Pastamania and went shopping around at Tampinese Mall and Tampinese One. Actually wanted to ask Dani out to watch Sister's Keeper but she said she would only be free after 8pm so I didn't in the end. After that, took MRT home. Felt really tired so slept the rest of the day instead of studying LOLs! When I woke up and went online after dinner and bath, I found Hon online LOLs! Was really too tired of lecturing him so I just chatted with him till around 1am. He helped me with the 2EM tutorial questions that I didn't know how to solve, so I guess I can't say he didn't revise at all LOLs! Anyway, I really missed MSN-ing with him so I didn't really complain about him being around xD Before I went off to sleep, I told him to not worry about needing to keep me company because I can always find something to do or someone to keep me company. I hope it's true=X

Then it's SATURDAY!!! YAY!!! THE WEEKENDS ARE FINALLY HERE!!! WOOHOO!!!

Woke up early thanks to Mum's constant screaming. Went to the market with her for breakfast. Facebook-ed for awhile before I started on my OC tutorial. Had only 6questions but I only managed to finish 5 because I didn't really know how to draw the condensed formula thingy. I only know how to do the Kekule structure=X Actually, I wasn't really able to finish the 5questions 100% but thanks to my knight in shiny armour AKA honhon, I manage to finish the 5questions=D Yay<3 Maybe I should consider hiring him as my tutor=.= My Mum was like saying how stupid I am because I'm getting taught by someone younger than me lols! But he IS smarter than me=X

Anyway, got to go=((
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2009-10-22T11:14:00.000+08:00

Considered posting at SuzuranHigh blog just now lols!

Yesterday was like the third day of school. Met our new EM teacher. He's the exact opposite of Mr Felix Yeo LOLs! He teaches slowly and even explain some of the basic stuff. Like for example: We know that when a fraction have the same numerator and denominator, we can cancel them out. It's like basic mathematics and he explained about it LOLs! Felt alittle retarded. Then he also went through a big round explaining about the Differentiation basic 4steps and then he said:"You all won't be needing this. Differentiation just do the 4rules can already." That was like really retarded=.= The LT was also very cold and I keep leaving the LT to de-frost LOLs! I thought since I already know so I was only going for the attendance mark and not really listening. Then Hon was like telling me to skip lecture because it's a waste of time LOLs!!!

Then it's Miss Selina again at BCS tutorial. She explained alittle more about the module and we are released. Went Macs hoping there was still breakfast but was disappointed=(((

Then it's JL lesson time. Found out that XiuXian, Charmaine, Boon, KahHui, JiaJun, Sandeep, Enoch and Taufiq in my class xD Was quite happy to know that I have people I know. Other people that I know are Gary and EePheng. The teacher is quite nice but she keeps switching in between Japanese and English. I guess she wants us to get use to speaking in Japanese. She also asked me whether the picture of the dog on my laptop skin is the picture of my dog. LOLs! Was like really blur and confused due to her accent but after some repetition, I understood and replied LOLs!

After lesson ended, waited for HuiMei and ate Macs again together with her. She was really hungry. She was so hungry that she finished most of my fries for me hahas! Felt like it has been ages since I've seen her although I saw her on Monday. I miss my secondary school friendsT_T

Today is like the fourth day of school. It being a Thursday means that it's straight 4hours of PED. However, there isn't any practicals on the first week of school and Miss Lim finished the lecture quite early. She's quite crappy and cute, like Miss Sheila and her teaching style is similar to Miss Lilian. She makes me miss Miss Lilian more=(( I hope she'll be back soon=D So we started at 8am+ and ended just before 9am LOLs! I have nearly the full day to study LOLs! Yay!!!

Went for Macs breakfast and saw Gaya. She was like alittle pissed because she came to school when the lesson ended LOLs! After breakfast is library for studying and has been there ever since. However, I havn't studied a bit LOLs! I'm going to start now=D Right after blogging!!! Yay!! No more procrastinating!!!!! RAWR!!!!!

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2009-10-20T20:46:00.000+08:00

Second day of school. Not get any better than the first LOLs!

Started at like 8am in the morning with BioChemical Science Lecture. The teacher was quite crappy and she's quite nice=D The first lesson is like about cells. Learnt nearly everything of what she was teaching during Biology in Secondary 3 or 4. So the lesson was quite okay. Combined it with the crappiness of Miss Sheila Song, it's quite a good lesson actually=)

The class ended slightly early so went to the canteen to slack awhile before going for Semestral Project 2. Grouped with XiuXian and Evangeline. This time I left Naz, Farid and Joce by myself due to the "Groups of threes" thing. So is doing some kind of column with XiuXian and Evan.

Then its an hour break and its BioChem lab where Miss Selina brief her ground rules and some lab rules then its another break before Organic Chemistry Lecture with Mr Kevin Roberts. He's another crappy teacher and nice. Today he taught about the elements, compounds and bondings. Took some time to digest what he taught but I think I turned out quite okay=D Was text-ing Jon at that time when the second message came. Was quite puzzled at I thought that I wouldn't be getting other people's messages. When I read it, it was from Hon LOLs! He's like so cute! He make me feel like really hugging him sometimes=(( But I guess it's no use...

Was like really tired so went home took a nap and now I'm watching Tarzan on Disney Channel, AGAIN lols! Need to help Michelle Darling with her blog=)
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2009-10-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

1st day of school!!!!!!!!!! Like finally not slacking at home.

Woke up at around 7.30am to cook maggi mee for breakfast. Was late meeting Joce and Farid. Accompanied them and Nazirin to buy lecture notes and then went to the class to wait for the teacher. The teacher was like late!!!! Damn him-.- But anyway, even if he's early, we still have no reason to start the tutorial LOLs! It's because he hasn't start the lecture! However, he said:"Please go to the CMS and print out your study plan for this semester and complete tutorial 1 questions. We'll go through them next tutorial. And also please remember to bring your textbook and study plan for the next lesson." Then the whole class was like staring at him with the damn sian expression LOLs! Then he's like super primary school teacher!! Come in take attendance:"Please raise up your hand when your name is called." OMG LURHS!!!! Like primary school LOLs!!!!

Then after Maths class ended, was intended to go Ang Mo Kio KFC but Kah Huey managed to get our OC lab teacher to start class early. She just intended on briefing us about the lab rules(again?!) and her ground rules LOLs! Then this semester lab group is in threes. Then we were like thinking how to split 4people into 3. Then in the end, the decided to kick me because they though I'll go with XiuXian. After that, I was thinking I'll sure end up with Adelena=.= Then I go ask XiuXian, she say she's with Evan and Enoch. Then really, I ended up with Adelena. I think I got Ramdan also. *Sigh* Seriously very very unlucky. I don't really mind Ramdan but Adelena?! *Sigh* I think I'll try to work with her again. Then was text-ing Jon Darling about it and he say:"Scold her please." LOLs! Super l-o-l. I guess at the most, I solo the lab report. I don't really mind because I guess I can alway ask around for help if I'm really desperate right?o.o I hope everything will be okay.

Went KFC after that with Naz, Joce and Farid. JiaJun and Sandeep came after that. Was like emo-ing from NYP to AMK KFC=.= Saw HuiMei on the way and she was like you seem okay, not like what you said in message. Then I replied:"Just trying to smile mah...you know I good at faking de=((" Then she was like speechless. Was alittle on binge mode on helped Farid with his bandito and cheese fries=X

Go home was like total nap time. I was in dreamland till nearly 7pm. When I woke up, I had like 4messages waiting and 3 of them requires my reply lols! I'm so sorry to HuiMei, Nick Gor and Jon=((( Then my paternal Uncle called. He helped me alittle with my laptop and now the lag has been improved. Hope there wouldn't be anymore problemsT_T

Anyway...tomorrow have classes at 8amT_T Need to sleep. Tomorrow still need to help Michelle with her blog. It was suppose to be today but the lag of my laptop and all the disk checking took up the time and now I need to sleep. I'm sorry MichelleT_T
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2009-10-18T13:23:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was like total emo=.= Now listening to song on Michelle blog...starting to emo too lols=.=

School starting tomorrow...hope this semester can reach my goal. I also hope everybody will have a good start and end first year with a happy ending=D

O levels starting in 9days according to Faith...hope everybody can do well and get what they want...

Anyway...I'm like emo-ish now due to the songs on Michelle blog and memories of yesterday...I think it'll take a long time to heal the current slash on my heart...

Anyway...going to study abit...
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2009-10-12T15:30:00.001+08:00

Must be suffering from emo insomnia recently. Spent like one hour plus lying on my bed last night, trying to sleep. I think I only finally slept at like 2am plus(?) only to wake up again at 3am(?). Then fell back asleep again nt long after only to wake up at 6am plus(?) to my Mum coming into my room to sleep and at 8am(?) again to Victoria's message. I was also emo for like the whole time I was awake=.= It's like I'm shivering in the room even though the aircon is like only at 23degrees and I was wrapped in a blanket. Tears were also flowing for no apparent reasons=.= I think I'm sick in the head and need to get my head checked=.=

Victoria text me saying that this Sunday she want to go Sungei Buloh for a picnic and Clara want to go Seoul Garden this Friday. LOLs! My last week of the holidays; My last week of non-stop fun!=D LOLs! When I asked Mum about it, she was like:"Wah! Last week of holiday so want to hiong hiong play is it?" LOLs! I replied yaps and she shaked her head LOLs! So if there aren't any accidents, I'll be able to go out to play on Friday and Sunday=D Yay! Can't wait...I missed Vicky, Clara, HuiMei, Jose, Miaks and Hong Papa!!

Recently, the weather hasn't been too good. Many people has been falling sick=(( Hope my friends are all healthy. Yesterday and today has been under the curse of Ken lols! A few days ago, Ken said I got diarrea when I do not. This two days has been spent in stomach pain and diarrea-ing LOLs! Stupid Ken. And also the weather has caused a number of pimples and blackheads to pop out=((( This few days were also spent on emergency rescue=.= Although I thing the results of the rescue isn't all too good LOLs! Aiya, I was never good at looking after my skin anyway lols! Some girl I am hahas!

Hon got MT O level paper today. He was like complaining how bad it was=(( Hope the results would be good. If not, I think I'll be feeling guilty for disturbing him yesterday LOLs! Me and my stupid guilt hehe=.=

My laptop has been starting to load videos ALOT slower. I think after my school starts, I'm going to delete DivX player from my laptop already. And when my uncle has finished fixing up the white computer, I'm going to officially delete MapleStory from my laptop too. It takes up alot of space in my laptop and I think that contributes alittle to my laptop's recent slowness.

Siansss...time to remove the nose patch...
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2009-10-11T15:27:00.004+08:00

Entering the last week of my holidays. Kind of sad.

Woke up with butt pain today. It like so painful that I didn't want to walk at all=.= However, in the end, I still went out with Mum for brunch. I guess I should avoid sitting on anybody's laps again. Especially in a squeezy car=.=

Mum got addicted to Cafe World on Facebook so I just used Dad's company e-mail to create an account for her. She's absolutely in love with it, not to mention addicted=.= Now she plays Maple AND Facebook lols=.=

Went to Maple for awhile while Mum was outside watching TV. Someone has deleted all the Guild BBS at SuzuranHigh. Every JrM and Ken is a possible suspect. Ken said it wasn't him...Jack just knew about it...Darren wouldn't do such a thing...I wasn't playing till that very minute. However, the only people that could commit such a "crime" then is only the 4JrM and him. Unless, the "crime" was done before any of us were online. Poor Ken. He's quite unhappy about it. Hope he would be ok.

I'm seriously emo and bored today=((( Hon isn't replying my message anymore. And I don't want to text him and disturb him too. My leg still hurt from yesterday's bare-foot walking and my butt hurts for no apparent reason=((( My face is alittle sun-burnt too=.= Didn't notice it till today when Mum asked me why my face got a red line=.= It looks super stupid!!!!! T_T This sux=(((
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2009-10-11T02:14:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 8am plus to Ken's message asking me to be on time. Explained to him that I need to wait for my Mum's call before I can go out. He said that it should be okay considering Darren hasn't seem to wake up LOLs! So expected that Ken will be teasing Darren about being late again today LOLs!

Woke up again after a few more hours of sleeping and went for a shower. Mum called just as I came out, so text Ken saying that I'm going to leave the house. Ken kind of spammed called me twice while on the bus LOLs! Was alittle irritated but I guess guys are just impatient. He changed the meeting point to Kovan. When I reached Serangoon MRT station, I text Ken. He didn't reply so I guess he was too busy with Darren to read it. I was right LOLs! When I reached Kovan, he hasn't even realised that I text and miss called him. So Ken, Darren and me had to wait for the next train.

Reached Punggol not long later and took bus 62 over to Jack's house. We alighted one stop early so had to walk some distance. Ken was impatient at the traffic light so he dumped Darren and me, and crossed the road as the light turned yellow. Darren and me were like standing at the traffic light stunned before we started shouting at Ken who was at the side. So we three were like idiots standing and shouting across the road LOLs!

Reached Jack's house not long later. When Jack opened the door, his dog came out. She smelt our feet and I think was quite interested in me LOLs! Get to touch her before Jack, his brother and his father carried her back into the apartment. Then we took the lift down to the carpark and put the BBQ stuff into Jack's family car. The car is quite spacious but unfortunately, it's only a 5-seater. There are like seven of us there. Jack's father took the wheel and his brother sat in the front with his father. Then the rest of us were like trying to figure out how to sit at the back. Then Ken was like:"QQ, you sit on my leg la!" Then I was like:"Serious?!" Then he was like:"How else?" So I agreed reluctantly. I was like:"Don't complain I'm heavy horh." LOLs! So I sat on Ken's leg for the ride from Jack's house to the coffee shop for lunch and from the coffee shop to Pasir Ris Park. Jack was like trying to persuade me to jump on Ken's leg LOLs! Jasy was like complaining and Darren commented that he should see the look on my face LOLs! It was like clearly saying that I'm uncomfortable. Jack's father was like teasing Ken saying that he'll drive slowly so as to let Ken enjoy the ride=.= Ken complained that by the time we reach our destination, his legs would have became numb. I agree actually LOLs! Then Jack, Ken and Darren were like teasing Jasy on the car LOLs! They were like poking, tickling, him and he was like so uncomfortable. LOLs! I think the ride is quite uncomfortable for everyone at the back seats LOLs.

Soon we reached Pasir Ris Park. On the way, there were like humps and so Ken had a rough ride LOLs! Jack was like:"I told you. She just have to move only and your leg would be in pain." LOLs! Jack's father also teased Ken saying that he'll just go through the humps without braking lols. Poor Ken. When we alight from the car, Ken had a red patch on his knee. Then Jack they all were like bee bite and etc, etc. Sound like they were talking about how Ken's ex-girlfriend love bite him LOLs! Ken's ex love-bitten him before and when he went home and his parents asked him about the red patch on his face, he said it was a bee sting. Lols...feel like they are talking about me sitting on Ken's legs that has brought about the "bee sting". Didn't want to comment...

Found the BBQ pit and on the way, Jasy had his slippers stuck in the mud LOLs! The situation was like so funny! Then the rest of the time were spent slacking at the pit. We were like joking, listening to music and playing around Lols! Then Miaks called for a chat. As he was asking me the situation over there, I was like explaining to him. Then the four guys were like teasing me saying that I talking to husband, phone blogging and etc, etc. Lols=.= Then throughout the conversation on the phone, Ken and Darren keep poking my side and making me jump because it's ticklish. Then endure alittle before the "F" word came out of my mouth LOLs! I think Miaks got tired of the "F" word so hung up after awhile. Stupid Ken and Darren lols! Wanted to scream at them but didn't though. Stupid boys=P

Then Jack's family came. Then we kind of help abit with the BBQ preparation. I was more of the slacker there though xD Then Jack's aunt commented that I'm quite dumb. I was like holding the umbrella upright for the guys and the guys were like out playing. Agreed but I also wanted to hide under the umbrella due to the heat and I was quite emo today so I continued holding the umbrella LOLs! There was one time when Jasy was playing one of Jay Chou's songs and I was like emo-ing. Then Ken commented to Jasy that the song will make me cry lols. Don't think that I'm that emo but I'm still emo. So I guess Ken's words has some basis. However, I don't know why I'm emo-ing=(( I love their company but I guess the period is making me emo-ish=((

Then Chika came and we went to fetch her. All five of us went and we had to walk from one end of the Park to the other end. My slipper broke halfway due to the stupid mud and I was forced to walk one leg bare footed. Stepped on a couple of small stones and was in alittle pain. Accidentally stepped on one of Darren's slippers too and he was like:"Wah! You want to spoil my slipper also ah?" I replied:"Ya lols" After we picked Chika, I walked to the bus stop and wanted to take a cab. But the bus came first so I took the bus to Pasir Ris Interchange before taking a cab home. Luckily, the guys and Chika didn't want to car-pool in the end.

Reached home not long after. My leg was hurting badly by that time. Reached home, text Ken as he wished, washed my legs and fell asleep. Woke up at 8pm, showered and had dinner. Went off to the temple after that.

Reached home after awhile and has been on Facebook and MSN ever since. Ken said that someone has left guild again. Although I know this is stupid but I kind of feel bad about it. When I joined SilentHeart, something happened to the guild after that. Guild hop over to DDV and something happened not long later. Left Endless before something happens and joined SuzuranHigh. After that, something happened too. This is so shity=.=
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2009-10-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

Just trimmed my roses. Currently my left index fingers is in pain lols. Stupid thorns; Stupid me.

Yesterday was an l-o-l day LOLs! Went to Serangoon Garden with Mum and when walking towards the NTUC, we had to walk pass this row of trees. While walking through the row of trees, saw something fell in front of me, missing me by a hair breadth, right before I step across it. When I looked back to see what it was, I saw that it was bird shit LOLs! Then I commented to my Mum:"Wah! I'm so lucky siah! Bird shit miss me by a hair breadth LOLs!" Then she was like lol-ing. So anyway, because of that, felt that that day is a lucky day LOLs!

So went home and started to play facebook. Facebook said I'm 96% lucky LOLs! That made me feel even luckier LOLs! Then started to defragment my desktop at the XP. It took really long. It was so long that Mum came over and traded with me. She play facebook while I stare at the desktop LOLs! Then when those were complete, I went online to hunt the materials required for the Horntail quest. Thanks to Chris gor, I could hunt the Manon cry lols! I was also quite happy because I saw a 6digit Blizzard damage on the Manon xD But I was wearing my ice elemental staff and Manon is weak to ice. So I guess, it can't be count as an achievement lols!

After that was the Horntail. I got seduced but I only died once=D And I didn't disconnect hehe=D Then during mid-ht, some unknown person PM-ed me saying that there's a cheap MW20 in fm. But I was like in mid-ht so I apologised to the person lols. Then not long later, Xin Ren PM-ed me telling me the same thing LOLs! Then he said it was ZawSpring who told him that news. So I guess the previous person is Zaw lols! But it's so nice of them=D However, I only had like 757million mesos. If I get neck-ed, I'll have to pay 70million so means I can't buy the MW2o. XinRen offered to lend me 30million so that I can buy the MW20 but I told him that I'll wait and see. He also scolded me for going for that Horntail LOLs! He was complaining how expensive it is and how he could have got one free for me. LOLs! I do not have my necklace since I got hacked months ago and I did mentioned that in Buddy Chat. I also got complain how sad I was regarding the lost necklace and he didn't even say a word. How would I know he can get one free for me! Ghosts would know probably lols!

Not long later, the Horntail ended. There was only 2necklaces so I didn't get neck. When I told XinRen that, he was immediately asked his friend to give me a slot for the necklace and rushed me to buy the MW20 LOLs! Then Dad came home. Heard noise made by plastic bags so I guessed that Dad brought home Durians and I was like telling that to Mum. Mum went out to see and exclaimed that I was right LOLs! Yay! Got Durians and MW20 hehe=D Then XinRen said he want to see me scroll MW20 but my parents insist on the Durians first so I made some excuse and manage to get away from him LOLs! Ate alittle and went back. Was so scared as I scroll my MW2o=.= Then JianWei called=.= Text XinRen to tell him that I'm going to scroll MW20, told Miaks to hold on and scrolled... Was very afraid to see the process so I closed my eyes. When I open them, I see the chatbox and it read "The skillbook light up and the skills undergo an upgrade" or something like that. Was totally stunned and I kept reading that line till it was obscured by XinRen's Mega of Congratulations to Anson and Me for passing MW20. It was then did I realise that the skillbook has passed and I started screaming LOLs! The scream scared Miaks and he asked what happened. Told him the good news and he congratulated me too=D My buddies also congratulated me. At least those that were online EXCLUDING JON. He was like "Stupid QQ, passed MW20 on the first try. Passed MW20 before me" LOLs! He's just jealous xD YAY!!!! MW20!!!! Then chatted with Miaks as I trained alittle before going to sleep. It

Woke up at like 7am this morning to my phone ringing. It's hon=D Text him for awhile, till he stop replying, before going back to sleep. Woke up again to my Mum telling me that she has bought me lunch and to wake up and eat. Didn't wake up at that time though LOLs! Continued sleeping till around 10am, when Mum went out again, then I woke up to eat. Was alittle sick though so I also took some medicine before I went to train my Mage till level up. So now my mage is level171 with lvl13 MW xD So happy LOLs!

Then Uncle called saying about the password changing for the crusader. Agreed to it and also asked about the scarlion helmet for Hon's bishop. He said he help me pay for it and there should be one tonight. So I got the Scarlion Helmet for Hon already=D Now left the Horntail Necklace=D

Mum is officially addicted to Cafe World on Facebook LOLs! And Restaurant City too, I think hahas!

Today get to talk to Hon=D Quite happy=D

Tomorrow got Guild BBQ...I want to go but my Mum is not very happy about it. Tomorrow then decide I guess.
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2009-10-07T20:05:00.001+08:00

Milk is such a delicious drink=D

Woke up exceptionally early today. When I woke up, Mum was still at home. So she was asking me whether I want to go eat brunch with Ah Huey Auntie and her. As my menses havn't over yet, I didn't feel like going out, so I said no. I said I want to fix the desktop so that I got lower chance of disconnecting from Maple during the Horntail this Thursday. Ardynn finally PM-ed me saying that there's a third VIP slot this coming Thursday and asked me whether I want to go and try to see if a third Horntail Necklace will drop. Since pay only if neck-ed, I agreed. Then she taught me how to lower my chance of getting disconnected during Horntail. I decided to do the Disk Cleanup today and Defragmentation tomorrow. Hope I'll be able to get neck-ed. If I get neck-ed, I won't be able to buy my MW20 though. But I think the necklace is more worth than the the skillbook. At least if I get neck-ed, it wouldn't fail and disappear. However, if I'm unlucky and I failed the skillbook, it'll be gone and the mesos would have gone down the drain.

So after Disk Cleanup was Bleach and Facebook as usual. Feel so no-life=.= Then Mum called. She said my plants are drying up so please go water them. So I went to water my darling roses, peony-hibiscus and orchids. My roses does look alittle unhealthy though=(( The flowers that was supposed to have withered and dropped off are still there. It's like so weird=.=

Then Mum came home and my lappy started acting up again. So I went to take a nap till dinner. Dinner was Bak Kut Teh=D Mum's Bak Kut Teh rox!=D Drank like 3bowls of soup LOLs! Mum had to remind me to leave some for Dad. Then I started talking in Hokkien to her. She was like laughing at my Hokkien. I know my Hokkien sux but I really don't know how to speak it very well!!! So she just kept laughing and laughing and laughing. LOLs! At least she laughed=)))

After dinner is MILK TIME=D YAY!!!! It rox=D Especially when I mix the normal and chocolate milk together. IT JUST ROX MANNN!!!!!=D Not too sweet nor too bland hehe=D
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2009-10-06T19:43:00.000+08:00

I changed guild once again LOLs! Now stevieQQ is currently in SuzuranHigh and is a JrM lols. I do miss Endless alittle though. Some of the people there quite nice. But I guess it isn't fun enough for me. If SuzuranHigh isn't also, I think I'll go back to DDV.

Slept at 3am plus last night. I was talking with Ken and Darren on the phone. It was a hilarious conversation. I laughed till my tears came out and my jaw hurts LOLs! I was like so scared that my parents will wake up and so I was like laughing into my pillow. I took my stuff dog and pillow to cover my face.

This morning, Mum woke me up at 8am. But I was having cramps and I'm still tired so I continued sleeping LOLs! Then Mum had to buy breakfast for me.

After breakfast was watching Bleach and playing Facebook and Maple. Then Gracie Babe called to chat. Apparently she was having cramps today so she didn't go work LOLs! Then she was like complaining that other people say she just want to fake MC lols! Then she said the doctor very weird. He pressed her stomach then when she showed signs of pain, he asked her is there any chance that she is pregnant. LOLS!!! Then she was like freaked out LOLs! Then she text Tony a long message telling him about that thing too. Then Tony didn't read finish the message and also got freaked out LOLs!! They two are so funny lols! Today is a funny day.

Then CaiJuan Senior MSN-ed me. She was complaining about her timetable. She said she will be having the Monday blues lols! She say it's because that day she will be in school from 8am to 8.30pm. Sad for her. Then I went to check mine and got the scare of my life. The timetable didn't show my elective subject. Went and checked with Naz, Enoch and Sandeep and their's were missing from the timetable too. So I relaxed alittle. I hope it'll come out soon. I think the Friday before school starts, I go see and print out my timetable. Hope everything would be okay by then.

Then talked with Nick Gor and Jon too. Nick Gor say he don't mind studying with me LOLs! Funny crap. Hope he really mean it hahahas! Or else later I study alone I'll go crazy hahahas! Jon still hasn't let me see his timetable=.=I think I don't want to see it anymore=X He said he will show me after he papu and in the end, no news=.=

Just now also talked to Hon=D Today is such a funny day=D
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2009-10-05T23:01:00.003+08:00

I feel so bored that I feel like screaming and crying=.=

Yesterday Miaks came to visit. Mum was so elated to see him that she cooked up quite a big dinner LOLs! However, he didn't eat much lols! I guess it was due to the spaghetti I cooked for lunch. He came and was checking his accounts for signs of hack. His accounts were fine so he proceed on to wrech havoc. He mega-ed hello to the maple world and got some PMs. There was one from his buddy. But he didn't know it was him so he kept questioning her. But she kept asking him to guess.
She:Tan
Miaks:TanHuiMei
She:zzz
Miaks:tanguo
She:very close le...tang...
Miaks:TANG SAN ZHANG
She: zzzzzzzzzz
LOLs! It was like really funny. Then we played mahjong after the spaghetti lunch I cooked. Out of the 9rounds+ we played, I had too few tiles twice and too many tiles once LOLs! I sux=.= Then there was once during my turn to throw the dice. I threw then it was Miaks' turn to cut his stack but...
Mum:You*points at miaks*
Miaks:*pick up the dice and throw*
Mum and me: *stared*
Miaks:*Stick out his tongue*
All: *laugh at miaks expression*
LOLs! After dinner went downstairs to play candles. It wasn't exactly fun but it beats me playing alone on Saturday lols. Also started having menses so it was quite an ok day lols.

Today was downright boring. Was having stomach cramps when I woke up so I decided to skip breakfast and sleep in abit.

Mum went out alone and came back to find me still sleeping. She was really mad for don't know what reason and woke me up. Apparently, Mum wanted to go see XinRen's viper solo the toad boss but was unable to go through the confusing maze in ninja castle. Went through it for her and even did the jumping part. When I was jumping the second part, Yang came. So we chatted and jump together. We also got irritated together LOLs! Then we were like bugging Mian to come to our house and jump for us then go back to his viper to kill the toad boss LOLs! Then Mian was like ignoring our craziness LOLs! Then XinRen suddenly asked me to pm Zaw and so I did. Zaw need 45time piece=((( Need to go farm time piece all over again. But I guess that's the only way I can buy Zaw's mw20. Hate it when I have to save money to buy things. Never mind, after finish Zaw's timepiece hunting, I would be farming mesos till I finish rebuilding mine and Hon's character I guess. Then Yang suddenly started talking about making tiramisu. I teasingly asked him to make some for me and he agreed LOLs! That's when we realise we actually stay quite near each other. He stays at Hougang and me, Serangoon North. Then he was like lets meet up and I pass you the tiramisu LOLs!!! That was l-o-l. But I didn't want to so he afk-ed and I continued jumping. Finally jumped through and after XR gave me the combination for Room of Delusion, I get to see the stupid toad boss!! Yay!! But I died the moment I went in so XR was like thanking me for appearing and then I took some screenshots and went back to town.

Then has been watching Bleach and TV, and playing facebook ever since. Feel so utterly bored I feel like calling up one of my Darlings=.=
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P.S. Today is the second day already. I hope he's really studying=.= Really miss talking to him though=(((

2009-10-01T18:47:00.000+08:00

When you have something to do, you are so busy, your mind is always occupied and time just pass so quickly. But when you have nothing to do, you are so bored, your mind is free to roam about and time just pass so slowly. I just wish I got something to do everything*sigh*

2009-09-30T22:05:00.001+08:00

I'm currently loading Bleach Episode112. Got a feeling my darling lappy is tired already because the loading suddenly just slowed down A LOT. I'm sorry darling but please bear with this alittle more. After I fixed the white desktop, I'll use that. I'm sorry my darlingT_T

Woke up earlier than usual today by my phone ringing. My dreams have been weird lately, causing me to be not too willing to sleep. That has of course brought in my headaches. But I'm taking medicine to try to keep it down. Took a slow shower and played maple awhile. I'm slowly settling into my new guild: EndLess. Although the guild still isn't too friendly with me, but I hope I would be able to break the ice soon. I don't know why, I'm suddenly starting to miss DDV alittle. But I can always login into my hermit to see them so I guess it's ok=D

Went to eat brunch with Mum and Ah Huey Auntie at Serangoon Sheng Siong. They bought a lot of things. My job was of course to help take them home=.= They are so heavy, that my wrist still hurt alittle from pulling the cart. I guess I'll get use to this after awhile.

Came home, watch Bleach and played facebook. Did a quiz on facebook that was quite accurate hahas. I guess God is telling me to face my dreams LOLs! I also finally completed a "season" of Bleach=D Ichigo is a pure-blood Shinigami and Uryuu is a pure-blood Quincy hahas. I can't believe that Kurosaki Isshin is of a captain level! But I realised it from the white robe he was wearing halfway across his back. It's the robe that the captains wear. Maybe...Isshin knows Kisuke and Yoruichi LOLs! They probably even escape from Seireitei at the same time together! LOLs! Pre-watching guessing=D I changed from using IE to watch to using FF to watch. Maybe, I might change to Google Chrome because the one I'm using on my black Desktop seems quite fast. I hope it'll be as fast here=D Then I will find some way to un-install IE hehe=X Then HuiMei came and MSN me. She was telling me about this new zanpakuto's unknown tale thing. So I went and satisfy my curiosity. Watched the first episode of that part, which is Bleach episode 230, on the DivX website and find it to be quite nice. That website seems to be quite fast too so I tried to watch episode 111 from there but failed for some unknown reason. I guess my lappy is really tired and I am too.

Just now Mum and Dad were like screaming don't know what at each other=.=*Sigh*I already reach the point that I don't want to care about it anymore=.= After that Mum chase me off the computer to go the nearest AXS machine with her. On the way, she was like complaining about Dad. I was like:"You so unhappy, don't let him bully you la!" Got like a huge headache my parents still do this to me=.=

By the way, want to say congratulations to Punit for doing quite well in his Prelims=D Hope you'll do better in the Os!=D

Need to hit the sack before my head and lappy explodes. Good Nights
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2009-09-29T23:07:00.001+08:00

Lols! Just finish watching Fann Wong and Christopher Lee tie the knot. LOLs! I think the "condor heroes" part very funny LOLs!!!

This morning, went to Parkway Parade with Mum to eat and pick up my mobile phone. Went to the toilet after eating Yong Tau Foo at the food court. The ladies there have a child cubicle. I think Mum was too urgent so she entered by mistake:
Me: Ma, this is the child cubicle.
Mum: Really ah? Walao eh! No wonder I see the toilet bowl so small. I somemore thinking the toilet bowl here so small ah.*Change cubicle*
Me: WAHAHAHAHA LOLs! You see the toilet bowl so small, you also don't know how to open your mouth to ask meh?
Mum: Aiya! Urgent mah! Where got think so much?
Then after that, we come out. There was this barrier thing. On one side is a full-length mirror and the door is on the other side. At first I thought that Mum went towards the mriror because she wants to tidy herself up. But when I followed her, she was like standing in front of the mirror with the shocked and blur look. I couldn't help but laugh and apparently, that kind of like woke her up and she walked towards the door:
Me: LOLs! What's wrong.
Mum: I thought what siah. Why suddenly got someone that looks exactly like me and wearing the same thing as me standing in front of me.
Me: LOLs! You don't know that's the mirror meh?!
Mum: Aiya! The shock of the small toilet bowl still havn't wear off mah! Where got think so much.
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Anyway, picked up my phone. The person say there wasn't much problem. It's just the software requires updating, that's why it turned alittle faulty. So went home after that and took a nap.

After waking up, found Hon online=D Miss him sooooo much=((( I know I should have gotten use to his AWOL-ness but I just can't=((( Then after that, Dad say got incoming fax so our conversation was disrupted and when I was back, he was goneT_T *Sigh* Then JW called because he was bored at work and needed entertainment. So chatted with him for awhile. He told me Mr KhooKokJie is attached AGAIN LOLs!!! Congratulations to him=D Mum peeped over my shoulders and see the picture on his blog. She say Mr Khoo and his girlfriend got "Fu Qi Lian" LOLs! Funny crap.

Back to Bleach and then SLEEP~
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2009-09-27T20:30:00.000+08:00

Today went to Parkway Parade Nokia Care Centre to fix my phone. On the bus, I told Mum that JiaMin JieJie got boyfriend already. She was like complaining Felicia JieJie getting married next year and JiaMin JieJie got boyfriend, she would be needing to spend alot on red packets. LOLs! But I'm happy because after they get married, my turn to get red packets hehehe! $_$ Then she was also like wondering why JiaMin Jie don't want to tell her Mum that she has a boyfriend. Then I was telling her probably she is scared of getting scolded because now that she's in Uni and taking a scholarship, she should be concentrating on studies. Then she was like your aunt should be ok with it. Then I retorted "Put yourself in her shoes, like read you wouldn't scold me if I tell you that I have a boyfriend right now lols." Then she argued that she wouldn't as long as my eyes are sharp and whatever I choose, I wouldn't come crying back. LOLs! Last time when I got, I also never go back crying, so I don't think I'll start now LOLs! I'm strong ok?! Anyway, the guy at the Nokia Care Centre said to not worry as it is probably because the software needs updating. So looks like my phone will be away from me for 3-4working days and I'll be using the spare phone. *Sigh*

Walked pass this Pasar Malam and saw a couple of flowers. Mum bought me a Peony-Hibiscus mix a few days ago. However, this time she got captivated by the "bird" and "fish" flowers LOLs. She bought those two for $58. It was supposed to be $60 but she hagger over the price till the woman was willing to subtract $2 and gift her a hook for the pot. I wonder where is she going to put those two pots of plants considering our corridor is full of flowers already. In the end, she put them in the house LOLs.

Then I sleep for the rest of the day. I'm such a pig xD

Yesterday, Hon say he want to come my house LOLs! Then my Mum started teasing him LOLs! I think Mum is just scared that she would have problems communicating with him. If not, I don't think she mind at all. Just that before he come, I'll get screamed at to help clean up the house. LOLs. It's ok I guess=D

He's such a liar=.=He said he would call me today and it's 8.3opm already and he still hasn't called. I don't have high hopes. It's already so late unless he's only going to call me right before he sleeps to tell me good night. I think that's stupid=.=Better than nothing but still at least he wouldn't be branded in my head with "Liar, liar, pants on fire" LOLs!
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2009-09-22T15:53:00.000+08:00

This is the 430th post on this blog already=D May many more come=D

Loading Bleach episode 79 now as I type. Loading stuff is so boring=(((

Wake up by myself at 8am+ this morning. But went back to sleep because it was raining. Such a good time to sleep hehe=X Then woke up 1hour later due to weird dreams and didn't dare to go back to sleep anymore. Just lay in bed stone till 10am+ then went to brush teeth and eat the little breakfast Mum prepared. It was siew mai and ha gao. Nice=D

Went out with Mum and Ah Huey Auntie to Sheng Siong Supermarket for lunch. Mum bought me one pair of leggings and, together with Ah Huey Auntie, bought a cart full of groceries and tidbits. The cart was so heavy that I pulled till my arm is very pain now. *Sigh*

Should be able to start watching Bleach 79...
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2009-09-21T23:31:00.000+08:00

My Blogger seems to have got better=D

Went to Jose's house in the morning with HuiMei and JianWei. We went there for cooking session LOLs! Now we seem to have loads of time LOLs! As compared to the hectic year, last year, this is so relaxing hahas! I even got the time to do a cross-stitch hahas! But I think I'm not doing very well in it lols!

Anyway, we started with the fried rice. Our fried rice contains a lot of things lols! There's luncheon meat, fish cake, crab stick, egg and, of course, rice. It's like "ja pa lang fried rice" lols! But honestly, it tastes GREAT!!! xD Then after that we cook vegetables. There's xiao bai cai, mushrooms and carrots. Jose's Mum helped us a lot with that=D It's really nice=D We also did a dish that is tofu with mince meat on top. That taste nice too=D After cooking and eating our self-made lunch, we watched TV and played pet society on Jose's lappy. JianWei quitted it so he was gifting us his items LOLs! I got my aquarium without spending a single cent xD Now my pet society house looks alittle better=D I also moved my door hehe=X

Went home after that. Stupid JianWei didn't notify me then ran for the bus, causing me to nearly miss the bus too lols! But in the end, I still did manage to get on the bus so no it's ok I guess. Anyway, I was alittle slow on reacting anyway. Reached home not soon after. Passed Fiona and Jon darlinggs' their time piece and earned 352mil mesos xD But after the tax, its 335mil=(( I guess it's ok. I have quite a substantial amount of mesos already anyway, thanks to the time piece sale. Next job is TranscenderX's and Kya Da GorGor's time piece. I think I should be able to reach 1bil mesos soon, I hope. Then, I can go buy all the things I need and work to get my horntail neck.

Sad that I need to re-start my Dragonica character. Just realised that I was playing in a different world from Jose so I went to join her. Had to re-start so am currently training it up. Hope to be able to reach higher monster count this time xD

Just finished watching a Bleach episode. Going to sleep already. That day I fainted and my Dad has been nagging me to sleep early every night ever since. It's really irritating=.= But I guess he's just showing his concern, touching but alittle late though, not to mention irritating=.=
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