Today SUX to the core=.=

Open one locker also take so long=.=

Nazirin introduced an iPhone application then throughout lunch was calculating our past lives. I'm some nun from the 1500s=.=Maybe it's a sign. I should go and take the vow of celibacy and just die as an old virgin since I'm also unwanted.

Then go home that time start raining cats and dogs=.=Want to take cab home because I never bring umbrella then realised I never bring my today's pocket money out. Then I don't want to use my $50 so I end up stopping at somewhere near my house then walk the rest of the way home=.=

Crap like shit=.=Sux like shit=.=*Screams*
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I know I'm greedy but I really wish we can be closer.*Sigh* But I guess in life, we have ups and downs. Nobody can get whatever they want,whenever they want. How I wish I can take the depth of the feelings that are washing over me, especially when I look at you.*Sigh*

How I wish...
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*Screams* I'm so freaking freaking contradictory=.=

The days are like so hot nowadays. Even till the point that I wish that it'll rain. However, rain has adverse effects on my mood!=.= It's like when it starts raining, I will start to emo=.=Super duper shity=.=STOP EMO-ING YOU DUMB GIRL!!!=.=

Today went out with my parents to eat breakfast as usual. On the way home, in the lift, met this cleaner from Banglahdesh. Remind me of Thursday when Naz,Farid,Joce,JJ and I were sitting at the void deck near PHS chatting and laughing. Then my Mum striked up a conversation with the guy=.=:
Mum: Very hot right?
Cleaner: Ya...very hot...sometimes I hope it'll rain...
Mum: But your there, India, also hot right? So you should be use to it?
Cleaner: No, I not from India. I from Banglahdesh.
Mum: Ooooo
Cleaner: Ya, Banglahdesh and India very near.
Mum: Then there also hot ma.
Cleaner: Ya, but here also expensive.
Mum: Haha
-Conversation Ended-
Seriously manns=.=In this type of situation, my Mummy still can strike conversation=.=In the lift=.=Weird=.=

Reached home, did the BPA lab report and sent to Evan. Disturbed Noch before taking alittle nap and now doing Maths Tutorial. Stupid Birdie Ang Jian Wei broke my ruler and now I can't draw my Box and Whiskers Plot. Should have asked him to buy me a new one=P But it'll probably be broken before it reach me so...nahhhs LOLs=P Should go for dinner already...manns I'm hungry=X
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After not blogging for months, I'm back. I guess I really need the medium to release my unhappiness.

Had a really hellish first week of Year2 Sem1, especially today. I didn't expect Y2 to be easy but it's really hellish=((( It's becoming more and more project-based. Alot of modules this semester are projects, projects and more projects. But I guess it's okay if I work really hard. I hope I can make it though. Then today is the first lesson of SP3. We had to draw lots for our group. I got group3, so I'll be working with KahHui and Adelena. Actually, working with KahHui is not exactly a bad thing. But I really don't want Adelena!=((( I guess I'm fated to be with Adelena. This is like the THIRD time already!!!*Sigh* I guess God is punishing me for being bad to Adelena. But I was being truthful to myselfT_T Anyway, I guess having Adelena in the group is not exactly bad? I know I'm trying to be positive but seriously, to me, Adelena is like a bad example. So I guess with Adelena, I'll work hard? Hopefully I can make it.

Really emo today. It's like I was so desperate for sweet things to try to cheer myself up, I drank 2cups of Oreo Chocolate Ice-blended and ate 1box of Apple and Cinnamon Meltz. But I still didn't really cheered up because it started raining after that and rain have adverse effects on my mood. So on the bus home, I was like thinking about him and SP3. I wished so much that he's in my group and not Adelena. I guess I'm not fated with him=(((*Sigh*

Feel so emo that I want to go sleep now. But my stupid hair is NOT dry yetT_T Tomorrow onwards need to start work already. I guess I better be prepared.
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