Took out my baby piglet just now...have the urge to lock it up in my closet instead of with my lamb(last year birthday present from grace and joey)...I wonder...

Can't sleep currently...I guess it's because of the tears flowing from my eyes and my difficulty breathing due to the blocked nose I'm having now...

Suppose to be happy that it's CNY but I don't know why, my CNY doesn't seem to be all that happy...I hope the "new year" will bring me more happiness...

Trying to cheer up...Trying my very best...hope it's the same for the opposite party...Even though it's the end in my opinion...I wish I didn't receive that message...I wish I didn't sent it out...I wish...but it's all no use anymore...
The End

The darkness has fallen...the end is here...what is meant to be, will be meant to be...what is never meant to be, will never be meant
The End

In an awfully miserable mood. Only cheered up alittle after seeing my first A in PED. Thank God...

Gary took my OC Lecture Notes today so was in a total blank mode during OC. I even vandalised my table. I tried to not lend my notes to Gary but I failed in the "Sha Jiao Contest" between the 2 of us so I had to give up the book... However, today is alot on abstract and Physics stuff=((( I think I understood alittle. Manns...Gary can really pucker=.= He look so funny that I couldn't help laughing at him and lost...

After that, took train home with JJ, Xian, Evan and Moon. Moon was like "flirting" with JJ making us all girls get goosebumps. I was even glad to get off the train LOLs. Moon was like SUPER mushy with JJ. Then JJ was like running away from him LOLs. They can be so funny.

Wanted to nap after I reached home. However, Mum was being so irritating that I got up and threw tantrums. I refused to eat my dinner and was screaming at little stuff. Sometimes, when I got back into a good mood, she has to ruin stuff=(( However, sometimes, she can be so funny. Haish=(((

In short, I have been in a bad mood and still is=((( SOMEONE SAVE ME T_T I WANT TO CRY ALREADY T_T Somemore tomorrow have JL1 Test. Haish=((( Good luck=.=
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P.S. I'm just a stupid dumbo...一个大傻瓜，一个大笨蛋。Listening to songs...

Today is such a hilarious day LOLs! I laugh till I'm so damn freaking tired LOLs!!

Started today in EM Tutorial. Since it's KuanKo's lesson, did nothing as usual. He was giving tips but I wasn't listening. I know I'm going to fail so it doesn't matter to me anymore LOLs!! But I'll still make the effort during the CNY holidays to study for all the subjects. B average is my goal xD Although I'm not exactly too hopeful about the non-core modules=X First thing that happen was stupid boss asking me to look at his lappy screen LOLs!! It's flickering like crazy. Apparently, the LCD is spoilt and he needs to replace it LOLs!! Then he was like:"Funny how I can own DotA even with this kind of lousy screen." LOLs!!! He's like super cute sometimes LOLs!!! Anyway, I was helping Gaya do her E-Quizes and when Gaya suddenly asked Naz how does her new nails look. Then Joce went into the fun-fact about how nail polish shortens our life and increase the risk of us getting cancer LOLs!! Then Farid join the conversation and soon all of us were talking about death LOLs!! The Fiq came and join us and ask us what are the 5things we want to do most before our death. Then Joce said something about bungee-jumping then Fiq said out of the blue:"Then you'll be a bungee-ghost!" LOLs!!!! The way he said it was like hilarious. Then after he asked everyone else, he asked me. Then I paused in the middle of the E-Quiz and Gaya was like:"Can't you just let QiuHui finish my E-Quizes?" LOLs!!! Thanks Gaya for saving me LOLs!!! After that, Fiq asked us how we want to die. And I was at the last quiz when he asked me and Gaya said the same thing to him LOLs!!! It was like super l-o-l.

After that, we went for lunch. I ate waffles and then we were discussing about dieting. Then Naz said she's eating some diet pills that control her appetite and stuff and so she's going to just live on fruits in school. Then Farid said that he was very happy that he has finally gain weight LOLs!! Then we were saying how it would be great if we could transfer some of our fats to Farid and then we'll be all even out LOLs!! Then I was like:"I give you all the fats in my boobs!" Then Farid was like:"Why from there?! HAHAHAHA!!!" Then I was like:"I want that dress!!!" LOLs!!! The scene was like hilarious. Then Naz was like"Most girls complain that their boobs are too small. Only Q will complain her's is too big LOLs!!" Then Joce was like:"Ya lorh ya lorh!! Like me." Then I was like:"I think if I give some of mine to you, we'll be the same size LOLs!!" Then Naz was like laughing:"Q say till like so easy LOLs!! Like can just chop of then give to Joce HAHAHAHA!!" Then I replied:"Cannot!!! Later I got no nipples and Joce got 4nipples!! That would be weird hahahahahahahahahahha!!!" LOLs!!! Then Farid was like super gross out so soon we all stop laughing and went for OC Lab and stuff LOLs!! Hilarious manns!!! OMGGM!!

After that was OC Lab. I was holding 2Beakers. Then HK stood in front of me, holding 2Conical Flasks. He was like standing there staring at me with the blur look and when I answered his look, he asked me:"I thought use Beakers?" I replied:"Ya, use beakers." Then he stared and asked me:" Then why are you holding that?" He even gave me the blur look OMGGM!!! HAHAHAHAHA Then Far, who was walking pass, stopped and stared at him. LOLs!!! Then I replied:"Ya? I'm holding beaker. You holding Conical Flasks." LOLs!!! Then HK was like:"O. Ok." Then he turn around and replace the Conical Flasks with Beakers LOOOOOOOLs!!! Omggm!!! Super weird, awkward and hilarious scene LOLs!!! Then Far walked pass me, laughing, and was like "YA!!!"-ed me softly LOLs!!! I managed to walk back to my bench before breaking down into laughter. I told Joce, Naz and Farid and they were all like laughing just as hard LOLs!!! Farid even commented that it's the Joke of the Day LOLs!!! Fiq overheard it too and was like:"Should have taken a video of it and put on failblog!! HAHAHAHAH!!!" LOLs!!! After the whole lab session ended, Deeps and gang used the Nylon we all made to make a some words and even took a picture LOLs!!!

After that, we had somemore laughs LOLs!!! There was this time when we realised that Naz, Joce and I all have VERY irregular periods LOLs!!! Then we were like hi-fiving then Farid wanted to join LOLs!! Please!!! His doesn't even come!!! LOLs!!!! Then after that, Joce and I bought ice cream from the uncle with the cart outside school. There was alot of money passing LOLs!!! I paid the uncle $2. Then Joce pass me her $1coin while the uncle was find the change for me LOLs! Then after I keep my coin pouch, the uncle gave me my change LOLs!! Then after that, I hand it to Joce who hand it back to the uncle when he give her her ice cream LOOOOLs!!! Why need to pass the money around!!!! LOLs!!!! Farid was like laughing and laughing. Then eating the ice cream was also funny LOLs!!!

Helped Mum with the spring cleaning after I reached home. Am seriously tired now LOLs!!! But Naz still isn't online to send me the documents yet=((( Wish she could hurry upT_T Laugh till I'm so freaking tired today. Even at home...while cleaning up! LOLs!! Mum found out that her "Zhao Cai Mao" is made in Taiwan. So she was like asking me to buy one when I go taiwan in March LOLs!!! YAY!!! I'M GOING TO TAIWAN^^ Feel so happy about it. Joce is going too xDDD YAY!!! Hehehe=D I'm so excited that I couldn't wait to go home to check whether I was in the list LOLs!!! I just grabbed Boss's flickering lappy and checked LOLs!!! Then I was also so excited that I have already printed and filled up all the forms already!!!! LOLs!!!! Kind of glad of the chance to go to Taiwan to "san san xin". I'm quite tired about the bad stuff that has been happening around me. Although it may not seem to be bad stuff to other people but I don't feel happy about it so I think it's bad stuff. Hope my heart will be more peaceful, accepting and receptive when I'm back=))) Not that I'm not happy that bad stuff has been happening. They help me too be more appreciative about the good stuff and laugh hard when there's funny stuff, like today=))) But I'm just tired about the way they are coming at me. Nevermind=D The holiday will serve its purpose^^
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P.S. I don't know why. But lately, I seem to have saw the need to hide whenever I see you. I guess...I'm just scared to see you again. I wish I can have more courage than I currently have...