I know I just changed my blogskin to something happy but...just now when Mum dropped the whole pan of food, I can't help but emo. It's like as if she's not herself. And it's especially deep after yesterday when we saw Auntie Esther left her house with Sarah, Dylan, Jessica and the maid. It's like I could feel Sarah's, Dylan's and Jessica's pain. It's like my pain times three. Made me feel like crying all over again because the pain is deeper.

Come to think about it, it has been 2-3years since the matter have settle down. I guess this is a good example that some problems just never get solved and some scars just never heal regardless of the time that had passed. After just now, I realised that actually, I was affected last night. I may seem myself but in actual fact, I wasn't. It's just my heart's natural acting. So actually, my body has been crying since yesterday night. I guess that's why I acted up on Jon last night. Sorry Jon=((

Seriously, I really need to thank God for carrying me through so far. And also my friends, Miss Choi and work for helping me to pass the time. I hope I can continue being brave and I hope the same will go for Dylan, Sarah and Jessica.
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