Why do you have to hurt me time and again?! Is it so fun to hurt me?! Thank you mann! You didn't make me any stronger nor make me hate you!=.= You only make me scared of the people around me more! Thank You=.=

I don't know why. I don't know what. I don't know how. Think I shall have an early night and not think about it. My decision was never right in the first place so it probably wouldn't be right now anyway. T_T

Having a bad headache and tear-streaked face. Really tired of the battle I have to face.
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After about more than one week, everything ended. My friendship with Ken has come to an end, I guess. Was really sad about it yesterday but thanks to JonJon Darling's emo-ing and Ling's personal concert for me, I'm more or less over it today=) Then Sionie was lecturing me just now saying I'm dumb to be sad and stuff. Nevermind, I shall use that energy to do work=D

Yesterday went to MianMian aka XinRen's 21st birthday party. Was quite awkward there but I managed to strike a conversation with one of his friend LOLs! Then I knew that he's from NCC(Sea) and was even a CLT once LOLs!!! Then after that, I saw someone that looks like Eugene Chan. I don't think he recognise me but he did turn back to take one more look LOLs!! Then after that, XinRen came and talk with us then he ask me which school was I from. When I told him it was PHS, he's like"Then you know Eugene Chan? He's here today!" I was like so shock!!! I thought it wasn't him!! OMG=.= But I left early because Mum was bored of Downtown East shopping centre so I didn't get to see Eugene Chan again nor see any maple people. I also didn't get to see him cut cake=(( So sad=((

Bored out of my mind today. Think I'm going to go bathe and start on my work.
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Got a chance to talk to Hon today. Realised how much I missed him. But I felt totally helpless during the whole conversation. I wish I can help more=(((
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Bored=(((

As the days grow longer and colder, it starts increasingly unbearable to continue. When will the Sun come back to warm up my days=((
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In every person's life, there's a story; a path. However, I can't find my story; my path. I guess I'm just lost. I think I'll just jump into the next trap and die in it.
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I'm like the world's dumbest person=.= Why can't Ken just stop forcing/blackmailing me?! I guess I was wrong to treat him as a good friend. Fuck la!! Now Hon also mad at me=.= And I can't do anything to ease it. I just wish I can disappear from the face of the Earth=.= I hate myself

What ever lurhs=.= I'm so angry that I can cry.

I'm like utterly bored now.

Went to Jalan Kayu for breakfast today. The meepok sux=((

Played Facebook and YouTube after reaching home. Then took a nap before Grandmum come. Helped Aunt to play her Facebook and Neopets. Then they left and I'm back to my Facebook and Youtube. MSN chatted with Ken too. I think he's currently DotA-ing because I havn't been able to get any reply for him for a long time already. Nevermind...used to it lols! He's always like this=.= Watched 200Pound Beauty on Youtube. It's a mega nice movie=D

Currently SMS-ing Hon. Good Luck to everybody who is taking the O Level Examinations for the next few weeks=) Hope only the As appear in your Certificates=D
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LALALA=D I'm just totally bored xD

Just back from Grandmama house=)) When just reached, there was like NO PEOPLE in the house LOLs! Apparently, Grandmama and 3rd and 1st Aunt go out eat dinner=D Also saw my little niece Chloe=D She's just ADORABLE!!!<3 Also get to say Ah Zhuan Gorgor and Serene JieJie=D Miss 3 of them so muchT_T And miraculously, Charmaine and I managed to make my Uncs, Dad and Ah Zhuan Gorgor, 5Daddys, watch cartoon with us LOLs!!! But I could see that they are all bored LOLs! Super funny=D

Now talking to Ken^^ Long time no chat=D
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Tampinese Mall!! Wohoo!!!

Finally the week has passed and it's FRIDAY!! Yay!!! Felt particularly happy to go to school today so agreed to met Joce in school earlier to study=D Actually, I was late and I didn't study=X But I thought that since I studied really hard on Thursday, I shall reward myself by relaxing for the day=D At least till I reached home that is hahas!

Had QC lecture after that. The lesson was like really very slack. Mr Jack Lai was talking about the aspects of quality. I was like reading Seventeen right in front of him lols! However, I got listen here and there, even though there wasn't anyone that was paying attention. At least till before he started talking about personal relationship. He said:"Quality aspects actually applies in every part of our lives. Take for example our Boyfriends and Girlfriends. I want you to think about what you want in your Boyfriend or Girlfriend according to the Quality Aspects." Then everyone started listening LOLs! I think it's because boys can start thinking dirty LOLs! There are aspects like performance and service. This caused the boys to start thinking dirty about their Girlfriends LOLs! Mann~Boys will always be boys LOLs! There were even some that voiced their opinions aloud LOLs! And Mr Lai was like:"I know what you guys are thinking but please keep it to yourself. There's no need to voice them aloud hahas!" Then he had that look on his face. Mann!!! Then after that few minutes of "fun and laughter", he gave us a break. After that break, I spend the time drawing on Joce's Samsung Jet. Her phone has this "Dynamic Canvas" function. So I was drawing, even till after class. I also took pictures of what I've drawn=D Hehe<3

After lesson ended, I went Tampinese Mall with Naz and Joce. Joce's boyfriend came to pick her up with us so he was around too. Felt so awkward but I guess I had Naz for company. We ate at Pastamania and went shopping around at Tampinese Mall and Tampinese One. Actually wanted to ask Dani out to watch Sister's Keeper but she said she would only be free after 8pm so I didn't in the end. After that, took MRT home. Felt really tired so slept the rest of the day instead of studying LOLs! When I woke up and went online after dinner and bath, I found Hon online LOLs! Was really too tired of lecturing him so I just chatted with him till around 1am. He helped me with the 2EM tutorial questions that I didn't know how to solve, so I guess I can't say he didn't revise at all LOLs! Anyway, I really missed MSN-ing with him so I didn't really complain about him being around xD Before I went off to sleep, I told him to not worry about needing to keep me company because I can always find something to do or someone to keep me company. I hope it's true=X

Then it's SATURDAY!!! YAY!!! THE WEEKENDS ARE FINALLY HERE!!! WOOHOO!!!

Woke up early thanks to Mum's constant screaming. Went to the market with her for breakfast. Facebook-ed for awhile before I started on my OC tutorial. Had only 6questions but I only managed to finish 5 because I didn't really know how to draw the condensed formula thingy. I only know how to do the Kekule structure=X Actually, I wasn't really able to finish the 5questions 100% but thanks to my knight in shiny armour AKA honhon, I manage to finish the 5questions=D Yay<3 Maybe I should consider hiring him as my tutor=.= My Mum was like saying how stupid I am because I'm getting taught by someone younger than me lols! But he IS smarter than me=X

Anyway, got to go=((
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Considered posting at SuzuranHigh blog just now lols!

Yesterday was like the third day of school. Met our new EM teacher. He's the exact opposite of Mr Felix Yeo LOLs! He teaches slowly and even explain some of the basic stuff. Like for example: We know that when a fraction have the same numerator and denominator, we can cancel them out. It's like basic mathematics and he explained about it LOLs! Felt alittle retarded. Then he also went through a big round explaining about the Differentiation basic 4steps and then he said:"You all won't be needing this. Differentiation just do the 4rules can already." That was like really retarded=.= The LT was also very cold and I keep leaving the LT to de-frost LOLs! I thought since I already know so I was only going for the attendance mark and not really listening. Then Hon was like telling me to skip lecture because it's a waste of time LOLs!!!

Then it's Miss Selina again at BCS tutorial. She explained alittle more about the module and we are released. Went Macs hoping there was still breakfast but was disappointed=(((

Then it's JL lesson time. Found out that XiuXian, Charmaine, Boon, KahHui, JiaJun, Sandeep, Enoch and Taufiq in my class xD Was quite happy to know that I have people I know. Other people that I know are Gary and EePheng. The teacher is quite nice but she keeps switching in between Japanese and English. I guess she wants us to get use to speaking in Japanese. She also asked me whether the picture of the dog on my laptop skin is the picture of my dog. LOLs! Was like really blur and confused due to her accent but after some repetition, I understood and replied LOLs!

After lesson ended, waited for HuiMei and ate Macs again together with her. She was really hungry. She was so hungry that she finished most of my fries for me hahas! Felt like it has been ages since I've seen her although I saw her on Monday. I miss my secondary school friendsT_T

Today is like the fourth day of school. It being a Thursday means that it's straight 4hours of PED. However, there isn't any practicals on the first week of school and Miss Lim finished the lecture quite early. She's quite crappy and cute, like Miss Sheila and her teaching style is similar to Miss Lilian. She makes me miss Miss Lilian more=(( I hope she'll be back soon=D So we started at 8am+ and ended just before 9am LOLs! I have nearly the full day to study LOLs! Yay!!!

Went for Macs breakfast and saw Gaya. She was like alittle pissed because she came to school when the lesson ended LOLs! After breakfast is library for studying and has been there ever since. However, I havn't studied a bit LOLs! I'm going to start now=D Right after blogging!!! Yay!! No more procrastinating!!!!! RAWR!!!!!

Second day of school. Not get any better than the first LOLs!

Started at like 8am in the morning with BioChemical Science Lecture. The teacher was quite crappy and she's quite nice=D The first lesson is like about cells. Learnt nearly everything of what she was teaching during Biology in Secondary 3 or 4. So the lesson was quite okay. Combined it with the crappiness of Miss Sheila Song, it's quite a good lesson actually=)

The class ended slightly early so went to the canteen to slack awhile before going for Semestral Project 2. Grouped with XiuXian and Evangeline. This time I left Naz, Farid and Joce by myself due to the "Groups of threes" thing. So is doing some kind of column with XiuXian and Evan.

Then its an hour break and its BioChem lab where Miss Selina brief her ground rules and some lab rules then its another break before Organic Chemistry Lecture with Mr Kevin Roberts. He's another crappy teacher and nice. Today he taught about the elements, compounds and bondings. Took some time to digest what he taught but I think I turned out quite okay=D Was text-ing Jon at that time when the second message came. Was quite puzzled at I thought that I wouldn't be getting other people's messages. When I read it, it was from Hon LOLs! He's like so cute! He make me feel like really hugging him sometimes=(( But I guess it's no use...

Was like really tired so went home took a nap and now I'm watching Tarzan on Disney Channel, AGAIN lols! Need to help Michelle Darling with her blog=)
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1st day of school!!!!!!!!!! Like finally not slacking at home.



Woke up at around 7.30am to cook maggi mee for breakfast. Was late meeting Joce and Farid. Accompanied them and Nazirin to buy lecture notes and then went to the class to wait for the teacher. The teacher was like late!!!! Damn him-.- But anyway, even if he's early, we still have no reason to start the tutorial LOLs! It's because he hasn't start the lecture! However, he said:"Please go to the CMS and print out your study plan for this semester and complete tutorial 1 questions. We'll go through them next tutorial. And also please remember to bring your textbook and study plan for the next lesson." Then the whole class was like staring at him with the damn sian expression LOLs! Then he's like super primary school teacher!! Come in take attendance:"Please raise up your hand when your name is called." OMG LURHS!!!! Like primary school LOLs!!!!



Then after Maths class ended, was intended to go Ang Mo Kio KFC but Kah Huey managed to get our OC lab teacher to start class early. She just intended on briefing us about the lab rules(again?!) and her ground rules LOLs! Then this semester lab group is in threes. Then we were like thinking how to split 4people into 3. Then in the end, the decided to kick me because they though I'll go with XiuXian. After that, I was thinking I'll sure end up with Adelena=.= Then I go ask XiuXian, she say she's with Evan and Enoch. Then really, I ended up with Adelena. I think I got Ramdan also. *Sigh* Seriously very very unlucky. I don't really mind Ramdan but Adelena?! *Sigh* I think I'll try to work with her again. Then was text-ing Jon Darling about it and he say:"Scold her please." LOLs! Super l-o-l. I guess at the most, I solo the lab report. I don't really mind because I guess I can alway ask around for help if I'm really desperate right?o.o I hope everything will be okay.



Went KFC after that with Naz, Joce and Farid. JiaJun and Sandeep came after that. Was like emo-ing from NYP to AMK KFC=.= Saw HuiMei on the way and she was like you seem okay, not like what you said in message. Then I replied:"Just trying to smile mah...you know I good at faking de=((" Then she was like speechless. Was alittle on binge mode on helped Farid with his bandito and cheese fries=X

Go home was like total nap time. I was in dreamland till nearly 7pm. When I woke up, I had like 4messages waiting and 3 of them requires my reply lols! I'm so sorry to HuiMei, Nick Gor and Jon=((( Then my paternal Uncle called. He helped me alittle with my laptop and now the lag has been improved. Hope there wouldn't be anymore problemsT_T

Anyway...tomorrow have classes at 8amT_T Need to sleep. Tomorrow still need to help Michelle with her blog. It was suppose to be today but the lag of my laptop and all the disk checking took up the time and now I need to sleep. I'm sorry MichelleT_T
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Yesterday was like total emo=.= Now listening to song on Michelle blog...starting to emo too lols=.=

School starting tomorrow...hope this semester can reach my goal. I also hope everybody will have a good start and end first year with a happy ending=D

O levels starting in 9days according to Faith...hope everybody can do well and get what they want...

Anyway...I'm like emo-ish now due to the songs on Michelle blog and memories of yesterday...I think it'll take a long time to heal the current slash on my heart...

Anyway...going to study abit...
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Must be suffering from emo insomnia recently. Spent like one hour plus lying on my bed last night, trying to sleep. I think I only finally slept at like 2am plus(?) only to wake up again at 3am(?). Then fell back asleep again nt long after only to wake up at 6am plus(?) to my Mum coming into my room to sleep and at 8am(?) again to Victoria's message. I was also emo for like the whole time I was awake=.= It's like I'm shivering in the room even though the aircon is like only at 23degrees and I was wrapped in a blanket. Tears were also flowing for no apparent reasons=.= I think I'm sick in the head and need to get my head checked=.=

Victoria text me saying that this Sunday she want to go Sungei Buloh for a picnic and Clara want to go Seoul Garden this Friday. LOLs! My last week of the holidays; My last week of non-stop fun!=D LOLs! When I asked Mum about it, she was like:"Wah! Last week of holiday so want to hiong hiong play is it?" LOLs! I replied yaps and she shaked her head LOLs! So if there aren't any accidents, I'll be able to go out to play on Friday and Sunday=D Yay! Can't wait...I missed Vicky, Clara, HuiMei, Jose, Miaks and Hong Papa!!

Recently, the weather hasn't been too good. Many people has been falling sick=(( Hope my friends are all healthy. Yesterday and today has been under the curse of Ken lols! A few days ago, Ken said I got diarrea when I do not. This two days has been spent in stomach pain and diarrea-ing LOLs! Stupid Ken. And also the weather has caused a number of pimples and blackheads to pop out=((( This few days were also spent on emergency rescue=.= Although I thing the results of the rescue isn't all too good LOLs! Aiya, I was never good at looking after my skin anyway lols! Some girl I am hahas!

Hon got MT O level paper today. He was like complaining how bad it was=(( Hope the results would be good. If not, I think I'll be feeling guilty for disturbing him yesterday LOLs! Me and my stupid guilt hehe=.=

My laptop has been starting to load videos ALOT slower. I think after my school starts, I'm going to delete DivX player from my laptop already. And when my uncle has finished fixing up the white computer, I'm going to officially delete MapleStory from my laptop too. It takes up alot of space in my laptop and I think that contributes alittle to my laptop's recent slowness.

Siansss...time to remove the nose patch...
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Entering the last week of my holidays. Kind of sad.

Woke up with butt pain today. It like so painful that I didn't want to walk at all=.= However, in the end, I still went out with Mum for brunch. I guess I should avoid sitting on anybody's laps again. Especially in a squeezy car=.=

Mum got addicted to Cafe World on Facebook so I just used Dad's company e-mail to create an account for her. She's absolutely in love with it, not to mention addicted=.= Now she plays Maple AND Facebook lols=.=

Went to Maple for awhile while Mum was outside watching TV. Someone has deleted all the Guild BBS at SuzuranHigh. Every JrM and Ken is a possible suspect. Ken said it wasn't him...Jack just knew about it...Darren wouldn't do such a thing...I wasn't playing till that very minute. However, the only people that could commit such a "crime" then is only the 4JrM and him. Unless, the "crime" was done before any of us were online. Poor Ken. He's quite unhappy about it. Hope he would be ok.

I'm seriously emo and bored today=((( Hon isn't replying my message anymore. And I don't want to text him and disturb him too. My leg still hurt from yesterday's bare-foot walking and my butt hurts for no apparent reason=((( My face is alittle sun-burnt too=.= Didn't notice it till today when Mum asked me why my face got a red line=.= It looks super stupid!!!!! T_T This sux=(((
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Woke up at 8am plus to Ken's message asking me to be on time. Explained to him that I need to wait for my Mum's call before I can go out. He said that it should be okay considering Darren hasn't seem to wake up LOLs! So expected that Ken will be teasing Darren about being late again today LOLs!

Woke up again after a few more hours of sleeping and went for a shower. Mum called just as I came out, so text Ken saying that I'm going to leave the house. Ken kind of spammed called me twice while on the bus LOLs! Was alittle irritated but I guess guys are just impatient. He changed the meeting point to Kovan. When I reached Serangoon MRT station, I text Ken. He didn't reply so I guess he was too busy with Darren to read it. I was right LOLs! When I reached Kovan, he hasn't even realised that I text and miss called him. So Ken, Darren and me had to wait for the next train.

Reached Punggol not long later and took bus 62 over to Jack's house. We alighted one stop early so had to walk some distance. Ken was impatient at the traffic light so he dumped Darren and me, and crossed the road as the light turned yellow. Darren and me were like standing at the traffic light stunned before we started shouting at Ken who was at the side. So we three were like idiots standing and shouting across the road LOLs!

Reached Jack's house not long later. When Jack opened the door, his dog came out. She smelt our feet and I think was quite interested in me LOLs! Get to touch her before Jack, his brother and his father carried her back into the apartment. Then we took the lift down to the carpark and put the BBQ stuff into Jack's family car. The car is quite spacious but unfortunately, it's only a 5-seater. There are like seven of us there. Jack's father took the wheel and his brother sat in the front with his father. Then the rest of us were like trying to figure out how to sit at the back. Then Ken was like:"QQ, you sit on my leg la!" Then I was like:"Serious?!" Then he was like:"How else?" So I agreed reluctantly. I was like:"Don't complain I'm heavy horh." LOLs! So I sat on Ken's leg for the ride from Jack's house to the coffee shop for lunch and from the coffee shop to Pasir Ris Park. Jack was like trying to persuade me to jump on Ken's leg LOLs! Jasy was like complaining and Darren commented that he should see the look on my face LOLs! It was like clearly saying that I'm uncomfortable. Jack's father was like teasing Ken saying that he'll drive slowly so as to let Ken enjoy the ride=.= Ken complained that by the time we reach our destination, his legs would have became numb. I agree actually LOLs! Then Jack, Ken and Darren were like teasing Jasy on the car LOLs! They were like poking, tickling, him and he was like so uncomfortable. LOLs! I think the ride is quite uncomfortable for everyone at the back seats LOLs.

Soon we reached Pasir Ris Park. On the way, there were like humps and so Ken had a rough ride LOLs! Jack was like:"I told you. She just have to move only and your leg would be in pain." LOLs! Jack's father also teased Ken saying that he'll just go through the humps without braking lols. Poor Ken. When we alight from the car, Ken had a red patch on his knee. Then Jack they all were like bee bite and etc, etc. Sound like they were talking about how Ken's ex-girlfriend love bite him LOLs! Ken's ex love-bitten him before and when he went home and his parents asked him about the red patch on his face, he said it was a bee sting. Lols...feel like they are talking about me sitting on Ken's legs that has brought about the "bee sting". Didn't want to comment...

Found the BBQ pit and on the way, Jasy had his slippers stuck in the mud LOLs! The situation was like so funny! Then the rest of the time were spent slacking at the pit. We were like joking, listening to music and playing around Lols! Then Miaks called for a chat. As he was asking me the situation over there, I was like explaining to him. Then the four guys were like teasing me saying that I talking to husband, phone blogging and etc, etc. Lols=.= Then throughout the conversation on the phone, Ken and Darren keep poking my side and making me jump because it's ticklish. Then endure alittle before the "F" word came out of my mouth LOLs! I think Miaks got tired of the "F" word so hung up after awhile. Stupid Ken and Darren lols! Wanted to scream at them but didn't though. Stupid boys=P

Then Jack's family came. Then we kind of help abit with the BBQ preparation. I was more of the slacker there though xD Then Jack's aunt commented that I'm quite dumb. I was like holding the umbrella upright for the guys and the guys were like out playing. Agreed but I also wanted to hide under the umbrella due to the heat and I was quite emo today so I continued holding the umbrella LOLs! There was one time when Jasy was playing one of Jay Chou's songs and I was like emo-ing. Then Ken commented to Jasy that the song will make me cry lols. Don't think that I'm that emo but I'm still emo. So I guess Ken's words has some basis. However, I don't know why I'm emo-ing=(( I love their company but I guess the period is making me emo-ish=((

Then Chika came and we went to fetch her. All five of us went and we had to walk from one end of the Park to the other end. My slipper broke halfway due to the stupid mud and I was forced to walk one leg bare footed. Stepped on a couple of small stones and was in alittle pain. Accidentally stepped on one of Darren's slippers too and he was like:"Wah! You want to spoil my slipper also ah?" I replied:"Ya lols" After we picked Chika, I walked to the bus stop and wanted to take a cab. But the bus came first so I took the bus to Pasir Ris Interchange before taking a cab home. Luckily, the guys and Chika didn't want to car-pool in the end.

Reached home not long after. My leg was hurting badly by that time. Reached home, text Ken as he wished, washed my legs and fell asleep. Woke up at 8pm, showered and had dinner. Went off to the temple after that.

Reached home after awhile and has been on Facebook and MSN ever since. Ken said that someone has left guild again. Although I know this is stupid but I kind of feel bad about it. When I joined SilentHeart, something happened to the guild after that. Guild hop over to DDV and something happened not long later. Left Endless before something happens and joined SuzuranHigh. After that, something happened too. This is so shity=.=
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Just trimmed my roses. Currently my left index fingers is in pain lols. Stupid thorns; Stupid me.

Yesterday was an l-o-l day LOLs! Went to Serangoon Garden with Mum and when walking towards the NTUC, we had to walk pass this row of trees. While walking through the row of trees, saw something fell in front of me, missing me by a hair breadth, right before I step across it. When I looked back to see what it was, I saw that it was bird shit LOLs! Then I commented to my Mum:"Wah! I'm so lucky siah! Bird shit miss me by a hair breadth LOLs!" Then she was like lol-ing. So anyway, because of that, felt that that day is a lucky day LOLs!

So went home and started to play facebook. Facebook said I'm 96% lucky LOLs! That made me feel even luckier LOLs! Then started to defragment my desktop at the XP. It took really long. It was so long that Mum came over and traded with me. She play facebook while I stare at the desktop LOLs! Then when those were complete, I went online to hunt the materials required for the Horntail quest. Thanks to Chris gor, I could hunt the Manon cry lols! I was also quite happy because I saw a 6digit Blizzard damage on the Manon xD But I was wearing my ice elemental staff and Manon is weak to ice. So I guess, it can't be count as an achievement lols!

After that was the Horntail. I got seduced but I only died once=D And I didn't disconnect hehe=D Then during mid-ht, some unknown person PM-ed me saying that there's a cheap MW20 in fm. But I was like in mid-ht so I apologised to the person lols. Then not long later, Xin Ren PM-ed me telling me the same thing LOLs! Then he said it was ZawSpring who told him that news. So I guess the previous person is Zaw lols! But it's so nice of them=D However, I only had like 757million mesos. If I get neck-ed, I'll have to pay 70million so means I can't buy the MW2o. XinRen offered to lend me 30million so that I can buy the MW20 but I told him that I'll wait and see. He also scolded me for going for that Horntail LOLs! He was complaining how expensive it is and how he could have got one free for me. LOLs! I do not have my necklace since I got hacked months ago and I did mentioned that in Buddy Chat. I also got complain how sad I was regarding the lost necklace and he didn't even say a word. How would I know he can get one free for me! Ghosts would know probably lols!

Not long later, the Horntail ended. There was only 2necklaces so I didn't get neck. When I told XinRen that, he was immediately asked his friend to give me a slot for the necklace and rushed me to buy the MW20 LOLs! Then Dad came home. Heard noise made by plastic bags so I guessed that Dad brought home Durians and I was like telling that to Mum. Mum went out to see and exclaimed that I was right LOLs! Yay! Got Durians and MW20 hehe=D Then XinRen said he want to see me scroll MW20 but my parents insist on the Durians first so I made some excuse and manage to get away from him LOLs! Ate alittle and went back. Was so scared as I scroll my MW2o=.= Then JianWei called=.= Text XinRen to tell him that I'm going to scroll MW20, told Miaks to hold on and scrolled... Was very afraid to see the process so I closed my eyes. When I open them, I see the chatbox and it read "The skillbook light up and the skills undergo an upgrade" or something like that. Was totally stunned and I kept reading that line till it was obscured by XinRen's Mega of Congratulations to Anson and Me for passing MW20. It was then did I realise that the skillbook has passed and I started screaming LOLs! The scream scared Miaks and he asked what happened. Told him the good news and he congratulated me too=D My buddies also congratulated me. At least those that were online EXCLUDING JON. He was like "Stupid QQ, passed MW20 on the first try. Passed MW20 before me" LOLs! He's just jealous xD YAY!!!! MW20!!!! Then chatted with Miaks as I trained alittle before going to sleep. It

Woke up at like 7am this morning to my phone ringing. It's hon=D Text him for awhile, till he stop replying, before going back to sleep. Woke up again to my Mum telling me that she has bought me lunch and to wake up and eat. Didn't wake up at that time though LOLs! Continued sleeping till around 10am, when Mum went out again, then I woke up to eat. Was alittle sick though so I also took some medicine before I went to train my Mage till level up. So now my mage is level171 with lvl13 MW xD So happy LOLs!

Then Uncle called saying about the password changing for the crusader. Agreed to it and also asked about the scarlion helmet for Hon's bishop. He said he help me pay for it and there should be one tonight. So I got the Scarlion Helmet for Hon already=D Now left the Horntail Necklace=D

Mum is officially addicted to Cafe World on Facebook LOLs! And Restaurant City too, I think hahas!

Today get to talk to Hon=D Quite happy=D

Tomorrow got Guild BBQ...I want to go but my Mum is not very happy about it. Tomorrow then decide I guess.
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Milk is such a delicious drink=D

Woke up exceptionally early today. When I woke up, Mum was still at home. So she was asking me whether I want to go eat brunch with Ah Huey Auntie and her. As my menses havn't over yet, I didn't feel like going out, so I said no. I said I want to fix the desktop so that I got lower chance of disconnecting from Maple during the Horntail this Thursday. Ardynn finally PM-ed me saying that there's a third VIP slot this coming Thursday and asked me whether I want to go and try to see if a third Horntail Necklace will drop. Since pay only if neck-ed, I agreed. Then she taught me how to lower my chance of getting disconnected during Horntail. I decided to do the Disk Cleanup today and Defragmentation tomorrow. Hope I'll be able to get neck-ed. If I get neck-ed, I won't be able to buy my MW20 though. But I think the necklace is more worth than the the skillbook. At least if I get neck-ed, it wouldn't fail and disappear. However, if I'm unlucky and I failed the skillbook, it'll be gone and the mesos would have gone down the drain.

So after Disk Cleanup was Bleach and Facebook as usual. Feel so no-life=.= Then Mum called. She said my plants are drying up so please go water them. So I went to water my darling roses, peony-hibiscus and orchids. My roses does look alittle unhealthy though=(( The flowers that was supposed to have withered and dropped off are still there. It's like so weird=.=

Then Mum came home and my lappy started acting up again. So I went to take a nap till dinner. Dinner was Bak Kut Teh=D Mum's Bak Kut Teh rox!=D Drank like 3bowls of soup LOLs! Mum had to remind me to leave some for Dad. Then I started talking in Hokkien to her. She was like laughing at my Hokkien. I know my Hokkien sux but I really don't know how to speak it very well!!! So she just kept laughing and laughing and laughing. LOLs! At least she laughed=)))

After dinner is MILK TIME=D YAY!!!! It rox=D Especially when I mix the normal and chocolate milk together. IT JUST ROX MANNN!!!!!=D Not too sweet nor too bland hehe=D
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I changed guild once again LOLs! Now stevieQQ is currently in SuzuranHigh and is a JrM lols. I do miss Endless alittle though. Some of the people there quite nice. But I guess it isn't fun enough for me. If SuzuranHigh isn't also, I think I'll go back to DDV.

Slept at 3am plus last night. I was talking with Ken and Darren on the phone. It was a hilarious conversation. I laughed till my tears came out and my jaw hurts LOLs! I was like so scared that my parents will wake up and so I was like laughing into my pillow. I took my stuff dog and pillow to cover my face.

This morning, Mum woke me up at 8am. But I was having cramps and I'm still tired so I continued sleeping LOLs! Then Mum had to buy breakfast for me.

After breakfast was watching Bleach and playing Facebook and Maple. Then Gracie Babe called to chat. Apparently she was having cramps today so she didn't go work LOLs! Then she was like complaining that other people say she just want to fake MC lols! Then she said the doctor very weird. He pressed her stomach then when she showed signs of pain, he asked her is there any chance that she is pregnant. LOLS!!! Then she was like freaked out LOLs! Then she text Tony a long message telling him about that thing too. Then Tony didn't read finish the message and also got freaked out LOLs!! They two are so funny lols! Today is a funny day.

Then CaiJuan Senior MSN-ed me. She was complaining about her timetable. She said she will be having the Monday blues lols! She say it's because that day she will be in school from 8am to 8.30pm. Sad for her. Then I went to check mine and got the scare of my life. The timetable didn't show my elective subject. Went and checked with Naz, Enoch and Sandeep and their's were missing from the timetable too. So I relaxed alittle. I hope it'll come out soon. I think the Friday before school starts, I go see and print out my timetable. Hope everything would be okay by then.

Then talked with Nick Gor and Jon too. Nick Gor say he don't mind studying with me LOLs! Funny crap. Hope he really mean it hahahas! Or else later I study alone I'll go crazy hahahas! Jon still hasn't let me see his timetable=.=I think I don't want to see it anymore=X He said he will show me after he papu and in the end, no news=.=

Just now also talked to Hon=D Today is such a funny day=D
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I feel so bored that I feel like screaming and crying=.=

Yesterday Miaks came to visit. Mum was so elated to see him that she cooked up quite a big dinner LOLs! However, he didn't eat much lols! I guess it was due to the spaghetti I cooked for lunch. He came and was checking his accounts for signs of hack. His accounts were fine so he proceed on to wrech havoc. He mega-ed hello to the maple world and got some PMs. There was one from his buddy. But he didn't know it was him so he kept questioning her. But she kept asking him to guess.
She:Tan
Miaks:TanHuiMei
She:zzz
Miaks:tanguo
She:very close le...tang...
Miaks:TANG SAN ZHANG
She: zzzzzzzzzz
LOLs! It was like really funny. Then we played mahjong after the spaghetti lunch I cooked. Out of the 9rounds+ we played, I had too few tiles twice and too many tiles once LOLs! I sux=.= Then there was once during my turn to throw the dice. I threw then it was Miaks' turn to cut his stack but...
Mum:You*points at miaks*
Miaks:*pick up the dice and throw*
Mum and me: *stared*
Miaks:*Stick out his tongue*
All: *laugh at miaks expression*
LOLs! After dinner went downstairs to play candles. It wasn't exactly fun but it beats me playing alone on Saturday lols. Also started having menses so it was quite an ok day lols.

Today was downright boring. Was having stomach cramps when I woke up so I decided to skip breakfast and sleep in abit.

Mum went out alone and came back to find me still sleeping. She was really mad for don't know what reason and woke me up. Apparently, Mum wanted to go see XinRen's viper solo the toad boss but was unable to go through the confusing maze in ninja castle. Went through it for her and even did the jumping part. When I was jumping the second part, Yang came. So we chatted and jump together. We also got irritated together LOLs! Then we were like bugging Mian to come to our house and jump for us then go back to his viper to kill the toad boss LOLs! Then Mian was like ignoring our craziness LOLs! Then XinRen suddenly asked me to pm Zaw and so I did. Zaw need 45time piece=((( Need to go farm time piece all over again. But I guess that's the only way I can buy Zaw's mw20. Hate it when I have to save money to buy things. Never mind, after finish Zaw's timepiece hunting, I would be farming mesos till I finish rebuilding mine and Hon's character I guess. Then Yang suddenly started talking about making tiramisu. I teasingly asked him to make some for me and he agreed LOLs! That's when we realise we actually stay quite near each other. He stays at Hougang and me, Serangoon North. Then he was like lets meet up and I pass you the tiramisu LOLs!!! That was l-o-l. But I didn't want to so he afk-ed and I continued jumping. Finally jumped through and after XR gave me the combination for Room of Delusion, I get to see the stupid toad boss!! Yay!! But I died the moment I went in so XR was like thanking me for appearing and then I took some screenshots and went back to town.

Then has been watching Bleach and TV, and playing facebook ever since. Feel so utterly bored I feel like calling up one of my Darlings=.=
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P.S. Today is the second day already. I hope he's really studying=.= Really miss talking to him though=(((

When you have something to do, you are so busy, your mind is always occupied and time just pass so quickly. But when you have nothing to do, you are so bored, your mind is free to roam about and time just pass so slowly. I just wish I got something to do everything*sigh*