Tdy is a mixture...its so mixed dat I'm lost?
Realising my wrong, tried chgning. Nt rly knowing where I'm wrong exactly means dat I dun rly noe how 2 chgn. Mayb I was hit by so many things n I wasn't told of anything, I went on wif my folly. But I'm so used 2 ppl telling me wads wrong n rite, dat I seriously tot dat ppl will tell me when I'm wrong. Even when I pass Jose bdae money 2 HuiMei, I was told dat I'm wrong by SJ. I guess dat's y I nvr rly realise dat I was wrong or sth? But some chgns takes tym. I rly hope dat ppl will giv me e chance. However so, I dun feel any 4givness frm some ppl. It's lyk, dey aren't gonna 4giv me. 2 those dat gimme e chance n is willing 2 4giv me, I thank dem 4 giving me dat chance n wan apologise 4 e slow reaction chgn. 2 those dat wun giv me e chance, I thank dem 4 nt appreciating our frenship n 4 showing dat u aren't a fren dat I can trust n rely on. I noe sorry is nt everything so I'm currently doing my best 2 chgn=)
Anywaes, tdy tried keeping my spirits high n smile on. However so, nt rly feeling any signs of 4givness frm some ppl. Mayb I'm over-sensitive? I duno...
Had some NE sharing or sth. E videos of e help our sg military rendered 2 otha countries make me feel proud n sad at e same tym. Proud dat I live in sg n e help rendered is by MY country's military. Sad dat there's so many suffering in tis world. And angry cos of e Sec1s in front of me n HuiMei. Dey hav no respect 4 elders! Elders=ppl older dan self. E fact dat I'm a Sec4 means dat I'm older dan him! I tell him 2 move front NICELY n he attitude me. Wth? So end up HuiMei n me curse dem loudly xD Had lotsa fun xDDD L0Ls
Den comes e class brunch. We partied n played games lols. I tink e ice n water was e best. Running arnd is refreshing although tiring hahas. Gt caught 1s,saved ppl twice n nearly gt caught several tyms lols. Japh is e funniest n e cutest! She guard her prisoner lyk crazy n did alot of funny things hahas. Run n laugh till my sides ache n breathless.
Den come e long awaited connect singapore lols. Held hands wif Miss Choi n Bea. Had lotsa fun although my strength n high-ness was more or less over. We were lyk taking photos lyk crazy, doing waves n cheers, n waving at ppl randomly. Lols.
Aft dat I went home. Aft a few days of nt taking med, I start taking dem again=X I guess bcos I was feeling neglected by my frens dats y I seek my maple frens. It's oso cos of dat I lost slp n appetite. Well, I was such a bitch so I dun blame dem. Tdy took a nap oni 2b awaken by hongyu's msgs. Woke up 2 chat till I was fully awake n den he stop replying my msgs=.=Stupid guy. But nvm bahs, he dun msg me oso gd. No1, no news means gd news n no2, he oni msg me when he's nt happy or sth liddat. Owaes scared 2 c his msgs cos dey r worrying=X n his emoness can spread 2me derhsT_T.
Den dinner n DURIANS! Woots~although nt suppose 2 eat cos I'm still sick but I still ate xD Ok, my bad=X L0Ls. Watched tv n den nw I'm shut in my rm blogging n reading. Comp downT_T Dcide 2 take Daph's advice n learn wad is tui yi bu hai kuo tian kong. Honestly, zel say is rite, knowledge causes sadness. I guess 2 revert back 2 myself is 2 cancel some knowledge frm my brain^^JiaYous!
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