Hmwk n relationship probs drove me crazy n I dcide 2 blog...dun worry my blog readers[although I duntink theres any=X]...tis post wun b sum crying 1 hahax...I guess I do hav 2 b happy 2 carry on wif my life^^
Toking 2 Xiao DiDi alot...till I dun tok 2 him 4 a day...will lyk cant slp=.=Lyk ytd bahx...cox I hurted him[SORRY T_T]~Till nw still havnt heard his voice...I MISSED IT T_T E feeling of getting ignored suckx...I feel lyk I hav been push in2 a pit n I cant gt out cox I dunhav e strength 2 pull myself up n there isnt any1 arnd 2 help me...ok I noe I gt ppl lyk Papa,Rinny,Sword di n JianMing di...budden...I duno lorhx...it jux doesnt feel e same...I jux gt off e phone wif Papa n Rinny...I feel lyk calling Xiao Di Di=.=Lyk despo 2 hear his voice=.=I HARDLY FEEL LIDDAT B4! Sth is seriously wrong wif me...ok...Im dumb...Im retarded=.=Haix...
Manage 2 gt 2 tok 2 Brian n Sean tis wk...n owen too...quite fun hahax...at least gt sth 2 b happy abt tis wk...tis wk is lyk a total mess larhx...haix...I screwed up big deal...Im still screwing it nw...haix...
ZzZ~I gt a feeling HongYu nw is worrying lyk crazy...me nw suicidal tots...HEYX! TIS IS NT SUPPOSE 2 B EMO POST U STUPID GIRL! Ok~correction...Im perfectly fine
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