Life is hard but we should all carry on because up there in the heavens, there is someone that will always be there for us no matter what=D
Life is unfair for everyone. That makes life fair=)) So just seized each day with enthusiasm while you have it!=D
x33qQ Rox her World xD
P.S. Do feel free leave to a tag before leaving=D However, if you don't like me, you can just fuck the hell outta here without tagging as I don't welcome you=D Ciao and have a nice day!=D
Nvr felt so tired b4 Nvr felt so freaked out b4 Nvr felt so useless b4 Nvr felt so cold b4 Nvr felt alone b4 AND DEFINITELY Nvr felt so SUFFOCATED by a paper wristband b4
Jux nw I was lyk going 2 fall aslp when I heard commotion outside my rm...walked out n saw my Dad holding Mum's med wif a bewildered look...hes e freaking 1 at home e WHOLE day larhx...how wuld I freaking noe wich is Mum's painkillers...so ask her lorhx...she was lyk in immense pain larhx...anywaex...she manage 2 converse...or I manage 2 understand her words...I tink both larhx=.=Anywaex...took her painkillers n was still in immense pain...so Dad drove us 2 TTSH
Felt lyk freaking shouting at e guy at e registration counter...SERIOUS...nearly shouted"NABEH! CANT U C MY MUM'S IN PAIN?! CAN U FREAKING HURRY UP?! FK U U BASTARD MANNX!"Budden in e end din...cox had exams in e morn...so e stress management lvl is still there...heng I din fall aslp...or else sure shout=.=
Den e freaking nurse...WTH...wa laox...damn pissed...YET ANOTHA FREAKING REGISTRATION...den was lyk...asking me...lyk im a 3yr old kid"Hav u registered?"I feel lyk shouting"FUCK U MANNX...IF I HAVNT REGISTERED...I WUN B FREAKING STANDING IN FRONT OF U!CAN U LYK JUX FREAKING HURRY UP N SETTLE WADEVA THINGS?!"Budden of cox I managed 2 say a yes instead of dat sentence...den she wrap some blue color wristband arnd my wrist den ask me go rm8 w8...wa laox...I feel lyk tearing e wristband out...its freaking suffocating me...
Den aft dat...w8ing at rm8...wa laox...SO MANY PATIENTS...SO LITTLE DOCS/NURSES...Im lyk freaking out there...I wan panic budden cant show my mum larhx...haix...was lyk super useless there...omggmhbt...den I feel lyk calling dem 2 hurry up n settle my mum larhx...budden I guess dey gt otha ideas...so w8ed n w8ed...w8ed n w8ed...den 1 of e freaking doc over there tell me"Xiao jie...pls go outside n w8...theres too many patients here aredy...we will call u when its ur mum's turn...dun worry...we will take care of her..."Mannx...noe dat tai chi larhx-.-Budden hello? IF ITS UR MUM...WILL U WORRY?FUCK U MANNNX...so feeling damn pissed...walked out n Dad treated me milo...calmed down abit n so sat down at w8ing rm 2 w8...den was HOPING dat 1 of my darlings will b lyk awake 2 lyk calm me down n everything...budden I was ALL ALONE...freaking shit larhx...alone there w8ing...den my leg even cramped=.=Wa laox larhx...cramped at dat tym...sianx...so hopped back 2 find Mum...den she told me long story...abt wad happen tis morn lorhx...den its lyk...by dat tym...e hospital is FREEZING 2 me larhx...I feel Im 1/2 dead-.-
Den aft awhile...LYK FINALLY...den e doc came n attend 2 my mum...gave her a jab 2 relief her pain n den we went home...its lyk Mum was leaning on me lorhx...its lyk...Im so tired of being e pillar of support...I jux wish I can find sum1 2 lean on larhx...otha den God lorhx...prayed alot throughout e whole thing...did nt felt any beta though...ok...mayb abit...budden still e face of my mum totally bring everything back...tis is lyk e 2nd tym I c her cry lorhx...cox my Mum is strong...so dats y I owaex force myself 2 b strong...so dat when my Mum is feeling weak...at least she can lean on me...den I realise...I cant lean on any1...its lyk...I guess even my frens r tired of my whining...haix...how I wish I can find sum1 2 lean on larhx...I hate difficult life...budden its difficult nt cox its hard...budden its difficult cox Im e pillar of support...feel so tired...WISH sum1 will bcome my pillar of support...budden looks lyk a no=X
Im all alone, e rms r getting smaller... I wonder how, I wonder why I wonder where dey r E days we had E songs we sang tgt...
Sign Off LeEmoishQQ
P.S. I noe Im nt suppose 2 emo...budden IM JUX SO FREAKING EMO T_T
Lolx.xD Here 2 blog AGAIN! LOLx.xD Cox feeling totally random hahax...
Ok larhx...no larhx...starting of bad days mahx...hope e bright colors of my blog will brighten my day...
Anywaex...my mum is sickT_T Im down wif food poisoning...so technically...Im sick tooT_T Siannx...nw weather nt gd...so PEOPLE~TAKE CARES OF URSELF~DUN FALL SICK!!
Ok...go do disgusting bio hmwk lerhx...cya^^
BY THE WAEX~I NID 2 JIAN FEI!! LOLx.xD Nvm...a diet n ALOT of xercise will help LOLx.xD Cya my darlings^^
YEAHX~FINALLY CHGNED MY SKINS! LOLx.xD Choose tis cox feel its sweet hahax...
Tdy had Sec4 HMT cluster paper...Miss Choi say its impt cox wad we gt 4 tis paper is usually wad we gt 4 Os...so took it SUPER seriously...LOLx.xD Anywaex...tot it was ok lorhx...hope I will b able 2 gt a gd mark...if I dun...I WILL&MUST buck up LOLx.xD Lyk wad Andy,Raymond,Cong,Power gor,HongYu,Striker say...ENUF OF SLACKING! LOLx.xD Lyk real I will...budden mayb will abit LOLx.xD
Den during e break...me n Sann shared a secret lorhx...I guess we share e same feelings...at least I noe I feel leftout lorhx...I guess I jux miss e tyms when I liked DaGalx...nw I kinda wish Im jux e old me-.-
Den went Ben's&Jerry's wif DaGalx...had fun...till Pizza Hut LOLx.xD Me n Sann gt e wrong order n everything...den DaGalx 4gt abt e service charge so some of us paid xtra=X Im 1 of dem LOLx.xD Ok I noe I dun really wan budden I oso dun really mind lorhx...so I din complain lorhx...at least nt much=X LOLx.xD
Den dey went 2 take e free Ben's&Jerry's Ice-cream again LOLx.xD Budden me n Huimei went Toys"R"Us 2 play...saw tis HUGE teddy bear...so damn nice 2 hug larhx! I wan itT_T Lolx.xD I sound lyk a baby...budden I DUNCARE! I WAN IT! LOLx.xD Hahax...
Aft dey ate finish their ice-cream, we went Toys"R"Us again LOLx.xD We played there till 1 of e person there come n scold us LOLx.xD SO PAISEH! LOLx.xD Budden it was fun hahax!
Den was TOTALLY ZONKED OUT! LOLx.xD So we went home...den duno gt hmwk till Bea told me=.= ZzZ...nxt tym I shant ask Sann 4 info lerhx...I go ask Bea...LOLx.xD Anywaex...nw listening 2 Tong Shou Tong Jiao...recently fell 4 dat song...n oso e Ni Zui Jing Hai Hao Ma frm e Dou Niu Yao Bu Yao OST...budden realise Im nt so emoish lerhx hahax...I guess I feel more detached lerhx...more lyk e older me when I was stronger n more stupid LOLx.xD Anywaex...tdy is lyk e weirdest day eva...usually I will yearn 2 go out wif DaGalx...nw...I jux wish I can go out wif e old gang...I guessed I chgned...or did I? I duno-.-N I realise no matter how high my post is...there will still b abit of emoness in it...I guess dats me...DARK&EMOTIONAL! LOLx.xD Still rmb Yuyu complaining abt Pisces being Emotional...LOLx.xD Cancers r DARK&EMOTIONAL LOLx.xD Ok...enuf of tis emoness hahax...
Sign Off DaQQGurl<3>
Saturday, April 26, 2008
ZzZ...jux wan say...I reveerting back 2 clamshell superwoman...so doubt will blog lerhx...so dun bother coming bahx...although I duntink gt any1 bothered 2 come-.-
Anotha wk gone pass...seems so fast...has mastered e art of nt using phone in sku...n Crystal was tinking it seems impossible...anywaex DE coming...still havnt found new shoes...I guess its back 2 dat pair of wedges...budden I wan new shoesT_T Anywaex...saw 1 in mondo...quite nice=X Nt sure whether I wan buy anotx-.-Bring mummy go c 1st=X
Anywaex...last post was scolding ppl...post finish lerhx...dcide...mayb Im jux angry at myself...4 being unable 2 kip a fren...nvm...lyk wad Andy say...its ok...I still gt more...tis type of fren dat duncare abt me is beta nt having...dat sounds bad=.=Ok~Darling QQ is suppose 2 b positiiive...
Bought SilkyGirl's Moisture Lip Gloss[Sweet Pink]tdy while shopping wif QiaoNi,Clara,Huimei n Josie...havnt relax 4 sumtym...cox hav been pushing myself alot l8ly...I guess I wan b so zonked out dat I cant tink properly...tired n succeeded...
Anywaex...l8ly I duno y...I bcome more easily irritated n blur...esp by Sann? Esp when shes starting 2 boss me? Aiyox...I duno larhx=.=Life is getting more n more NOT colorful-.-usually my life is full of color...love...frenship...fun...nw its lyk...dull...haix...sumtyms life jux suck...budden life still nid 2 go on...so I shall imagine dat everyday is e BEST day of my life...case close...
Btw...I duno I reading too much or wadeva...budden seriously tink WeiQun still havnt given up-.-SERIOUSLY MANNX! ITS LYK...haix...no1 can help me 2 ignore him nw...last tym gt ppl tok 2 me everyday...nw its lyk...Im confine 2 myself...ok...frm tdy onwards...I SHALL IGNORE HIM! Ok...dats evil of me...budden I NID SAVE MYSELF!
Ok! JIAYOUX EVERYONE! GD NITEX N SWEET DREAMX! Sign Off <3FrmQQLeUnwantedBadGurl=X
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Tis few days...was kinda feeling mixed up n confused...Its lyk I duno wad Im tinking n everything...its lyk Im feeling xcited abt DE n Prom...at e same tym...I feel abit pissed off n disappointed at sum1...esp aft hearing wad my di said=X I mean...Im nt those dat will ren yun yi yun n dao ting tu shuo...budden...its hard 2 blieve how 1 can ignore me so much dat it pissed me off...its lyk...every1 hu noex me WELL...will noe dat I HATE getting ignored...call me wilful or pampered or wadeva...budden I HATE GETTING IGNORED! U NOE? SOME PERSON HAS BEEN IGNORING ME FOR SOME WHILE N IM STARTING 2 GT PISSED OFF...NO! CORRECTION! I AM PISSED OFF AT HIM! ITS LYK...wan ignore me...oso dunid cook up tis freaking xcuse...IF U HATE ME SO MUCH! JUX FREAKING SAY N I DUNID WASTE MY TIME TOKING 2 U! U NOE? NOW I HATE MAPLE! ALL THX 2 U! IM BACK IN MAPLE! ALL THX 2 U! GO MAPLE VENT ON FREAKING BAINS! I HATE MAPLE COX I WILL C U ON9 THERE! I HEREBY ANNOUNCE I WILL NOT GO ON MAPLE UNLESS I GOT ZAK! FINE IF U WAN IGNORE ME! I SHALL IGNORE U TOO! OK! Im officially freaking angry-.-OK! I nid calm down...cox l8er gt more wrinkles...budden Im jux so freaking hurt,injured,WADEVA!*sobx*
OK! Time 2 cool down n tok abt sth dat WUN make me ANGRY n DISAPPOINTED...nw tok of e town...or at least e town dat contains the ppl in phs sec4 xpress LOLx.xD Anywaex...nw its lyk DE n Prom is BIG n HOT topic larhx! LOLx.xD Esp hus going wif hu=.=LOLx.xD Anywaex...if no1 ask me...Im either going wif Sann or ponning it-.-I dun really hav e mood 2 go DE...so jux nw Papa was wanting 2 recommend me n Bert...was kinda lyk...pushing Bert 2 Sann...cox its lyk...if I no partner...Im ponning it...so I jux nid hope sum1 hook up Sann n no1 hooks me up...den I can pon sku! LOLx.xD
Tdy Bio class is lyk e oni class dat interest me-.-E othas jux confuse me more-.-I guess I suck at managing feelings...Im beta off controlling-.-Jux realise I havnt cried 4 ages n Im freaking crying nw-.-I SIMPLY SUCK-.-HAIX!
Den jux nw went play maple abit...den Przpure came on9 n ask me spon some cash 4 e wedding...so I said yes cox its I hu wan e 3karat=X Cox add more stats mahx=X I feel lyk Im cheating his feelings! N I freaking duno y!*sobx*
Haix...tis post is getting flooded=.=Haix...I guess Im lyk wad Raymond says...nt strong=.=Budden I was nvr strong...nvr is...nvr will...at least up 2 his standards=.=Budden how strong can I b-.-Im tired of being SuperWoman! I hav been SuperWoman too long=.=I jux wan breakdown-.-Haix...I guess Darren is ritex=.=Its hard 2 find a gal dat doesnt nid 2 b take care off...anywaex...wish Darren n Raymond gd luck in their continuation of finding love...
Sign Off QQLeBeloved
P.S. I love u my darling frens n family~
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
I GOT INTO A FREAKING ARRAY OF EMOTIONS AGAIN! OMGGMHBT...was jux sorting thru my screenshots...gt reminded of many things...dat tym I sort thru phone msgs...dat was worse den tis screenshot thingy...budden I do hav many happy tyms...I mux b brave n face those things dat scared me...if nt...those memories will slowly bcome negative...Budden I achieved sth...I look thru my SS n my msgs...I even was braved enuf 2 kip dem n nt del dem...I deleted some by accident though...honestly I wan say:
I LOVE YOU GUYS AND GALS OUT THERE THAT GAVE ME ALL THOSE MEMORIES WHETHER SAD OR HAPPY...HOWEVER I ALSO AM SAD THAT ALL THESE THINGS HAS TO BECOME MEMORIES...I ALSO REGRETTED THOSE SAD MEMORIES~I shuldnt hav made demT_T LOLx.xD
So actually...ppl lyk Brian shuldnt had said sry...grieving, cry, being happy,making frens, loving ppl, breaking up n etc...dey r all part n parcel of life^^I shuld b strong^^I AM strong^^I braved through things worse den dat^^
Ok...I noe Im crazy...budden I jux cant help myself...seeing those old msgs n screenshots...I wish I can print every1 of dem out n den kip dem in a photo album LOLx.xD
Feel lyk its ages since I blogged...so since tdy no go sku tdy...so tot I blogged...
Actually I was oso feeling kinda pissed dats y...I noe I did told my frens dat I wun reply msgs readily cox Im in O lvl crazy mode...budden Im starting 2 feel cold! Lyk I hav been put in2 a fridge or threw in2 Antartica...I tink e latter cox I feel lyk O lvl has driven me away frm alot of my frens...its lyk dey threw me in2 e cold n freezing Antartica, away frm civilisation...its lyk I use 2 tok alot 2 Brian, Raymond, Sean, Sandra...nw I hardly gt 2 chat wif dem over e phone...honestly feel kinda hurt...budden was quite happy when no.1 best fren called...Sann was calling 2"fulfill her duty"...apparently I hav no idea wad kinda duty is dat LOLx.xD Budden...I wuldnt allow her 2 tear herself away frm e freaking phone...LOLx.xD Im no.1 evil best fren Sann can eva gt...in fact...I tink she will b glad 2 gt rid of me at e end of tis yr when we seperate 2 go diff skus...budden heyx! I will owaex b arnd 2 bother e ppl arnd me...unless my doc dcide 2 sprang out wif e news of Brain Tumour n dat Im gonna die soon! LOLx.xD Budden in e end she did hung up...n of cox aft a bundle of laughs n sentences of BHBness frm wonderful me...LOLx.xD I really felt beta...I guess e feeling of being needed came back n I guess I can survive sku tmr...its lyk e end of O lvls is motivating me...oni motivation when I can finally end e 3+yrs of suffering 2 sweetness...hahax.xD
Anywaex...I wan go on secret rendezvous wif my frens when my hols come mannnx...I cant w8 4 Nov 2 come...LOLx.xD I aredy planned wad I wan 2 do wif life aft sec sku ends: No.1 GET A FREAKING JOB N SOME POCKET MONEY! I will nid dem 4 my crazy shopping sprees n hp bills n etc~
No.2 Go out on secret outings wif Frens n Brian LOLx.xD Ok...dat sound officially wrong...budden heyx?! Wads wrong wif going out wif my darlings 1s in awhile...I officially announce ALL MY FRENS N FAMILY MY DARLINGS<33Ok I officially turned flirty LOLx.xD
No.3 I WAN RIDE ON HORSES,LEARN HOW 2 ROLLER-BLADE,ICE SKATING BLAHBLAHBLAH...in fact I aredy planned 2 go ice skating in Jurong...I guess dats e oni place I can go in SG 2 skate ritex? Or I can go Antartica LOLx.xD Budden I doubt e gals will agree...LOLx.xD
No.4 Wear makeup n go out lavishly dressed...it will b a change frm e usual jeans n shirt me...in fact I aredy noe when will b e 1st tym I wear a"dress"n go out mannx...I wan giv my frens e honours aft seeing me in shirt n jeans 4 lyk ages...mayb Brian might gt 2 c it too...den he will b regretting he dumped me! LOLx.xD HeyX! Arent I allowed 2 dream sumtyms?! Mayb I shuld buy comfy dresses...lyk those in my closet nw xD
No.5 CHANGE OUT MY CLOSET MANNNX lolx.xD Of cox wif e money I gt frm e job n I saved e WHOLE yr...LOLx.xD No more super expensive things frm OG LOLx.xD Those r payed by family LOLx.xD I prefer frm cheap places...LOLx.xD Dat I shall bother Brian AGAIN LOLx.xD Im owaex bothering dat big brother of mine lolx.xD I hope he dun gt tired of letting me bother him mannnx...LOLx.xD Mayb I will bother frens too...I starting 2 miss shopping alot...I owaex love dem...even though dey made my legs hurt LOLx.xD
No.6 LAST BUT NT LEAST~MAKEOVER! Sponsored by my parents LOLx.xD DEY AGREED OK?! N I DIN FORCE DEM! Actually my mum forced my dad in2 sponsoring LOLx.xD Budden off cox she has 2 cover some money too...or else my dad will complain hahax...budden dey agreed dat their daughter nid look more pretty=.=Although I hav no idea 4 wad=.=I guess mum is tired of having 2 look out 4 my face...she complained dat I owaex scream at her when shes poping those blackheads n pimples LOLx.xD
Hahax...cant w8 4 O lvls 2 end...talked 2 Yuyu darling abt it jux nw...I told her studying nwaday r lyk standing at e edge of e cliff...hopefully I wun fall off it...LOLx.xD Den her reply was jux add more oil lolx.xD I joked a stupid joke though...I said cant add liaox arhx...Im fat enuf...l8er bcome even fatter n I lose balance n REALLY fall of e cliff HAHAX lolx.xD Ok...I nid go c a shrink soon LOLx.xD Hopefully accompanied by da shuai ge or at least gt a shrink dat is shuai...OK...IM SOT DIAOX LERHX! LOLx.xD I guess P.S. I Love You has dat effect on crazy single gals LOLx.xD
N I JUX CUT MY HAIR! IT LOOK LYK A BIRD NEST NW! N I was complaining abt it ytd LOLx.xD 4 those dat I msged 2 last nite dat Im facing a huge crisis nw...its actually a hair crisis...I woke up frm a nap being unable 2 recognise myself-.-SERIOUS! I cant even tie my hair properly n my Aunt said dat wif tis hair, it wuld probably take me ages 2 gt a boyfren...budden heyx! Hu cares...she isnt having a GREAT marriage life wif my unc anywaex...screw her LOLx.xD
Ok...enuf of blogging...nid eat dinner lerhx...mum screaming lerhx...cya all^^
Sign Off wif LOTSA <3 DaQQGurl
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
HeyX ppl~jux came off9 frm maple LOLx...had a fight wif Kirohyi as usual...nearly cried in anger-.-Budden ai ai say nt worth it LOLx.xD Damn dumb...ai ai scold kiro gor lyk damn siaox-.-Den nw status is wan ks war LOLx.xD Honestly...ai ai~nt worth wasting pots on him LOLx.xD Anywaex wad he did was call 2buddies...1 is his"Twin"n e otha his"nuer"...he call those buddies 2 spite me...so I called ai ai lorhx...den anywaex...aft dat...swallowed my ANGER n den go tok 2 him nicely...l8ly did alot of dat...till use 2 it LOLx.xD
Tdy lessons was super l-o-l...HCL was some guessing game...super l-o-l...den Physics nth much...den Geog as usual no do hmwk...den recess offered 2 buy thing 4 poor Japhia budden she rejected...den is Maths...nth much too...den English...Mdm Lee came n theres was quite some fun...den is Bio...quite l-o-l too LOLx.xD
Anywaex...tdy Japhia came back 2 sku...YEAHX! Missed her so much lorhx...she fractured her leg n den culdnt come sku last wk...den tdy we signed her cast...anywaex...JIAYOUX ON RECOVERY^^<33Muackx...
Ok bahx...nid slp lerhx~Brian say drink lotsa water,eat lotsa veggies,slp early,wash my face regularly wuld help my skin^^So I shall listen 2 e pro^^hahax...he damn gd fashion sense n so nice luhx! Lolx...no wonder I love him hahax...ok...I still do love him...budden nt in those bgr way lerhx^^I came clean n dcide 2 b lyk wad Sean said...duncare abt tis stuffs...hahax...love e ppl in my life...budden slowly losing demT_T Sad...wish everything can b 4eva~
Sign Off QQLeInjured
Monday, April 14, 2008
Tis wk was a disastrous PMS wk LOLx.xD Budden still havnt come yet siahx-.-Haix...nvm bahx...LOLx.xD Duncare...
Ytd went out wif Yooshiko, Raymond n Dal...LOLx.xD Raining lyk crazy at Dhoby Gaut larhx...LOLx.xD So we took cab over 2 Cathay E2Max...I tink I prefer bunk aft all...LOLx.xD Although abit laggy budden dunhav so many probs...I CHGNED COMP THRICE LEHX! LOLx.xD 1st was btween Yoos n Ray...den aft dat bside Yoos...last was bside Ray...we gt 2chairs seperating me n Ray n Yoos n Dal...LOLx.xD N I tink I will hav phobia against staircase at Cathay LOLx.xD Owaex fall there...I fell down e stairs again ytd...LOLx.xD Tis tym I knock e same place as I injured when I fell off e swing in sec1 n e many tyms I fell down e stairs LOLx.xD Im sooooooooo accident-prone...KJ 1s said dat I shuld hold a sign when I go out...it shud read"DANGER I'm ACCIDENT-PRONE"LOLx.xD I tink I shuld chgn it frm a sign 2 a shirt...mayb buy shirts n print those words on it...den I can wear it everytym I go out LOLx.xD Ok...lame idea!!!! Hahax...den so we went E2Max 2 zak...den me died...den aft dat Me n Dal were lyk complaining we died LOLx.xD He was lyk...organiser die lehx!!! LOLx.xD Den yoos was lyk nvm...at least no fail zak...in fact nw is 6men down zak! LOLx.xD Super l-o-l LOLx.xD Its lyk thx 2 Russel n Raymond LOLx.xD BOMBERS OF E NEW ERA! LOLx.xD!
Den went home...slept cox I was having a freaking headache n a back pain...den wake up even worse...is waist there n stomach muscles N e headache n backpain LOLx.xD Shuldnt hav went 2 slp...n it gt worse as e day went on...by e tym I slp...every movement is painful...even when Im jux turning in bed...IN FACT I woke up cox I turned in bed...e pain woke me up...nw feel totally lopsided cox its lyk e rite side more painful...damn shit...
Ok bahx...HMWK TYM!! Although dowan 2 do budden still nid 2 do...cya all~hav a nice day^^
Sign Off DaQQGurl
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
WOOTS~230TH POST!!! LOLx.xD Tot I will NVR come 2 tis no. of post LOLx.xD
Anywaex...jux realise y Im so pmsy on Friday-.-IT WAS SUPPOSE 2 COME ON FRI/SAT! LOLx.xD Budden apparently it din so I nid 2 w8 till nxt wk probably~HAIX...HATE PMS! LOLx.xD Every gal hates it-.-It horrible 2 tink I nid 2 live wif tis feeling of craziness n emoness n frustration n WADEVA till SUPER LONG T_T
Tdy was a Siao Zhar Bor Day...LOLx.xD Was"high"in HCL class wif SiJie LOLx.xD She din drink LiangCha 4 a wk n is thus emoing...LOLx.xD I PMSing so we were lyk crazy? LOLx.xD Was v.bad abt Miss Choi n I TIO CALLED BY TBT IN CLASS! WTH? LOLx.xD Cox XiaoMin commented dat he oni noe hers n JiaNi's name-.-Lmaox=.=lolx.xD Si TBT-.-
Den was Physics...nth much...except me n Val tok abt us PMSing=.=Yeahx! Gt ppl PMS wif me LOLx.xD Haix...PMS SUCKX I TELL U! LOLx.xD
Den Geog...geog test-.-Tink I gt borderline pass...haixT_T
Recess...ate Pau n drank Milo...dun worry PaPa...I din eat CharSiew Pau LOLx.xD
Den Maths...SzeHoe say I KSed his fan....cox I was standing in front of e HUGE fan in e class...e weather was damn hot...LOLx.xD
Den Eng...LOLx.xD Miss Chionh came up wif Compre Exercise...sat wif Pingg cox Sili taking Class Test n Japhy absent...budden tio seperated-.-Lolx.xD Did compre wif JieLin n YiHui...
Den Bio...tio Mr Chandra scold when he found us in Miss Lim's classrm=.=Den he gave us back our Class Test...gt oni 5/20...FAILURE T_T
Den end of day...was crazy wif YeeSin...LOLx.xD Crazy day...
Btw...invented sth during HCL n Maths...its abt tym passing derhx...LOLx.xD Super stupid=.=Budden is my feelings lorhx...haix...Anywaex...DIDNT USED MY PHONE IN SKU AT AL!! WOOTS! GRATX 2 ME^^I DID IT xD Lolx.xD
I miss toking 2 my XiaoDiDi T_T
Sign Off QQLeEmoGurl
Monday, April 07, 2008
Hmwk n relationship probs drove me crazy n I dcide 2 blog...dun worry my blog readers[although I duntink theres any=X]...tis post wun b sum crying 1 hahax...I guess I do hav 2 b happy 2 carry on wif my life^^
Toking 2 Xiao DiDi alot...till I dun tok 2 him 4 a day...will lyk cant slp=.=Lyk ytd bahx...cox I hurted him[SORRY T_T]~Till nw still havnt heard his voice...I MISSED IT T_T E feeling of getting ignored suckx...I feel lyk I hav been push in2 a pit n I cant gt out cox I dunhav e strength 2 pull myself up n there isnt any1 arnd 2 help me...ok I noe I gt ppl lyk Papa,Rinny,Sword di n JianMing di...budden...I duno lorhx...it jux doesnt feel e same...I jux gt off e phone wif Papa n Rinny...I feel lyk calling Xiao Di Di=.=Lyk despo 2 hear his voice=.=I HARDLY FEEL LIDDAT B4! Sth is seriously wrong wif me...ok...Im dumb...Im retarded=.=Haix...
Manage 2 gt 2 tok 2 Brian n Sean tis wk...n owen too...quite fun hahax...at least gt sth 2 b happy abt tis wk...tis wk is lyk a total mess larhx...haix...I screwed up big deal...Im still screwing it nw...haix...
ZzZ~I gt a feeling HongYu nw is worrying lyk crazy...me nw suicidal tots...HEYX! TIS IS NT SUPPOSE 2 B EMO POST U STUPID GIRL! Ok~correction...Im perfectly fine