Lolx.xD Ytd was seriously sick...so din blog...anywaex...nth much 2 blog except dat we went SSTC...Lolx...SHULD HAV BROUGHT OUT MY BAG! DEN GO HOME WIF DEAR COX IT WAS LYK 5.20+PM WHEN WE LEFT SSTC!! LOLx.xD Budden oso heng I din...cox gt impt things 2 attend 2 at sku...left sku at 8+pm lorhx...
Anywaex at SSTC doing nth...had fun attending 2 casualties LOLx.xD Gt 1gal...WanTing...she allergic 2 grass...applied calamine lotion...den XL gt big wound...budden usual AC lorhx...dowan put plaster cox ugly lorhx...den so wan alcohol swab e wound...e swab havnt touch wound he screaming liaox...LOLx...super lmaox lorhx...den aft dat...STUPID MR NG!! SENT WANTING OFF 2 TRGN!! Den I was lyk complaining gt no1 2 tok 2...den WAD MR NG SAY? HE POINT AT JOEY HU WAS SITTING BSIDE ME 4 DUNO WAD REASON N SAID"HE LORHX"...O MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME LARHX!=.=Budden in e end still gt patients 2 attend 2 xD Nt dat I wan larhx...ok...wad m I saying...I dowan casualties cox it means gt safety probs budden I wan cox gt sum1 2 entertain me...sum1 dat is NOT Joey Wong Hong Yi...LOLx...ok larhx...abit sour 2wards him cox HE kip nagging dat Dear is too old 4 me=.=Lyk y shuld he care whether MY bf is too old 4 me anotx...its MY business NOT his...ok larhx...I noe he n Sann is jux being concern abt me budden I guess...I duno lorhx...I jux tink dat dey shuldnt care abt e age but care abt whether hes treating me rite lorhx...nt dat I object 2 dem being concern 4 me...yarhx...budden actually wad Jo said is true lorhx...he put it in a nicer way den Sann did...LOLx...he considered my feeling 2wards those words budden my BEST FREN Sann didnt...LOLx...ok...when did Jo n me bcome so close...ok...at least I noe I gt anotha gd fren in NCC mahx...otha den Julia n ZX...hahax...Anywaex still...e casualties thing...gt 1person seasick...gave him sth 2 eat n made him drank lotsa water...den gt anotha gal is gt water enter ears or sth...so told her 2 blow dem ALL out den send her back...budden by dat tym Mr Ng aredy ending everything lerhx...so she din gt 2 enter water again lorhx. Last casualty is a guy call BaoLun hu is e COOL person larhx...according 2 Jo hu was there[I was at gal toilet playing wif e gals there xD]...he din flinch when he was alcohol swabbed n everything...so he was lyk suaning XL lorhx...XL washing aredy down there shouting lerhx...hahax...den I was lyk"No larhx...BaoLun is COOL kaex? Dun liddat say XuanLiang larhx..."Budden when did Jo eva listens 2 me? LOLx...so he jux continue lorhx...till he sian...den aft dat went back sku den everything came crashing lorhx...
Went off home wif ZX...hitch a cab wif him n we share cost lorhx...$10 total...so each $5...jux nice...reach home bathe n ate dinner...feeling v.sick by e tym I was talking 2 Dear...budden I wan hear his voice n ask him abt e nxt day...budden tok awhile...his phone no batt lerhx...honestly abit mad wif him 4 nt warning me...budden nvm bahx^^Im nt so petty^^anywaex...low batt cant control derhx mahx^^so I shuldnt blame him^^although I badly nid 2 tok 2 sum1 budden in e end...I brought my tears n headache 2 slp...had fever aft taking a small nap...took panadol n worried my mum again 4 anotha nite...she slept in my rm 2 take care of me lorhx...feel so paiseh lorhx...so old lerhx still duno how 2 take care of myself...still nid Mummy 2 take care of me...no wonder my mum say I cant gt married...no wonder she oso so worry I cant gt married...cox if I dun...den hu take care of me when she n Daddy is gone...hahax...den I beta faster go gt married hahax...
Den tdy woke up...fever subsided n felt beta...so went out wif Vicky n YeYe...den YeYe was lyk Vic looks lyk my mum frm afar...LOOOOOOOOOOOOOLx!! Den I was lyk...yeahx...Im going out wif Mama n YeYe LOLx....lyk I nt enuf mums hahax...so we went library study...den YeYe left 2 find MZ 2 arcade...den listen song till I CRIED! LOLx! I dun even noe y Im crying larhx! Den Vic was lyk omgoshing n passing me tissues lorhx...she was lyk asking me 2 stop crying lorhx...hahax...super funny larhx! LOLx!!! Anywaex stopped crying lerhx...went off 2 Causeway Point wif Vic...shopped awhile den went 2 Macs...ate fries n drank milkshake...den me n Vic was lyk playing"Find e Twister Fries"game larhx...started cox we found some twister fries den we start pouring everything out n den find all e twister fries out...LOLx! Super lol larhx...budden Vic was kinda rite lorhx...I AM feeling abit emo tdy...mayb PMS...mayb cox I din gt 2 c Dear tdy...mayb cox I heard abt my last yr bday n abt ppl nt lyking me n sum1...apparently...last yr Sann din collect enuf 4 my cake N present...she oni manage 2 gt enuf 4 e presents...den Joey singlehandedly paid 4 my cake wich according 2 Vic is NOT cheap although its small...sumore Jo din eat e cake AT ALL! Actually I dunlyk last yr's cake...cox its coffee...I advice my bday planners...nt I wan chap u guys planning...budden I jux wan say...I HATE COFFEE N CREAM...ok wif cream actually...buddden really HATE coffee...last yr is cox giv u guys face...
Anywaex...tis yr wishlist is QQBear wallet, Pencil case[cheap 1 oso ok^^I seriously nid chgn my pencil case budden I lazy LOLx!], EYEORE, CHIP N DALE...I tink dats all...hahax...1st tym I giv hints 4 my bdaex...I nid hints 4 Dear's bdae!! I tink so long oso duno wad 2 buy siahx...
On way home...talked 2 Dear...felt happy 2 hear his voice^^so actually dowan hang up...budden since he's bz...I hung up lorhx...he sumore asked me"Do u wan hang up?"...I duno wad 2 say...I noe I dowan 2 hang up...budden I mux made myself hang up so dat he can go do his things mahx^^anywaex he will nid 2 prepare go out oso...since he going out wif frens l8er 2 drink...so I replied"Of cox is dowan larhx cox Im feeling lyk so bored...budden still nid 2 cox u bz mahx..."Den was silence den I asked again whether nid me hang up anotx...den he said"Ok lorhx..."Den hang up lorhx...stone 4 e rest of e way home...jux contented 2 hear his voice^^2 noe dat his safe...he still can scold me...so means hes ok...LOLx...every1 is ok except me...Im sick larhx...
Went home liaox...went 2 take my NEW specs...ITS RED! XD Super cool! Den I was lyk showing it off 2 Mum. Dad. Ah Huey Auntie, Ah Ma, Ah Gong n Ah Yi...LOLx...den dey were lyk saying in a v.kua zhang way"So pretty!" LOLx...my specs oni mahx LOLx! Hahax...den Ah Ma cooked sharks fin again! Yeahx.xD Lolx...den ate dinner at 11+pm...
Mum went 2 ask e Gods y I dat day had SeizuresX2...den Mr God dat we were asking ask me whether dat day gt any big happenings anotx...I said I dun rmb...den he ask me gt weird dreamx...I oso said I dun rmb lerhx...den Mum said I owaex liddat aft I had my relapse...den on dat day on my 1st relapse...wheneva she ask me hu is she...I replied Ah Tim...made me realise...is my seizures a way my brain use 2 defend me frm getting hurt...cox it oni happens when theres sth wrong wif me...den wheneva it happens...I will 4gt everything...den if Im nt wrong...dat day is e day I broke wif Tim? Den I oni noe 1 Tim...I referred my Mum as Ah Tim? Dats weird...I tink I seriously nid 2 make sure I duntink too much n everything...or else sure relapse lerhx...haix...super dumb...I cant let go easily when it comes 2 relationship lorhx...haix...budden I tink I can lerhx...I shuld learn lorhx...or else face wif anotha break up...I tink I will die...esp losing a guy of suck gd calibre as Brian...
Speaking of e devil...was toking 2 Desari abt him...I was lyk complaining dat Im nt gd enuf budden he was lyk advising me n things lorhx...super nice guy...super gd fren^^
Ok larhx...nid slp...gd nitex n gd morning^^
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