I dcide 2b bad guy n dump him LOLx...actually no larhx...I jux ask 2 break up wif him lorhx...or else he wun tell me how unhappy he is lorhx...how uncompatible we r...how I kip doing e same mistakes over n over again...n he as a guy...warned me abt Jo=.=he say Jo mayb lyk me...LOLx...I duno lorhx...I dun quite believe...honestly cox I tink Jo treats every1 e same...so I wun believe...unless I hear it frm his mouth...wich I duntink is possible? Lolx...anywaex...back 2 single life...shuld b happy shuldnt I...nt gt tied down by anything...anywaex...my life ending soon...dunid a bf bahx...going 2 doc soon lerhx...Im nt going 2 take med nor listen 2 doc lerhx...its no use...I took e headache med still gt headache...gt take no take no diff derhx...no use wasting my money...dun even wanna go...I can say I live my life 2 my fullest lerhx...die without regrets...tis is NOT a suicide letter btw...hahax...I wun suicide over things derhx...Im ok...my parents still nid me support dem derhx lehx...Im e oni child mahx...if I gt sibs mayb tis will bcome suicide letter...budden I live 4 1sole purpose...2 protect n make ppl happy...although I failed countless of tyms budden dat doesnt mean I shuld stop trying^^I love myself xD LOLx.xD Dats BHB-ness...sth I will nvr chgn? LOLx...super crappy...

Played maple lyk 4 e last tym? AVG gave my Vista probs opening maple...so mum was kp-ing...budden Im ok lorhx...beta tis way...cant play...lyk wad KS says...nth 2 play...can concentr8 on studies...I tink Im gonna take a break frm myself...I feel lyk being wild lyk nw LOLx...waste my life away...budden I hate doing dat so I dowan xD Jux realise...aft I broke wif him...I gt a thirst 2 noe more abt him...wich is suppose 2 come when Im wif him...IM WEIRD! LOLx! I tink Im drunk in e head LOLx...anywaex nw heck care abt r/s bahx...lyk wad auntie esther owaex says...it wun b e last LOLx...hootie mummy n baby daddy said...pls larhx...still gt 1 forest...dunid sad derhx...LOLx...budden still losing sum1 I shuldnt lose still is sad lorhx...heng I nvr really gt v.close 2 him...or else even sadder...although I was bad doing dat budden by e tym I dcide 2 put 100% it was too l8 mahx...so 4gt it bahx...no more nxt tym...he will b 1st n last during study days xD Im nt dat charismatic mahx.xD Wich is a gd thing cox wun attract guys xD Den nvr nid gt married lerhx...

I officially quit maple tdy~I hope LOLx.xD Will login sumtym if gt ppl miss me...budden dats IF GT PPL MISS ME...wich is nt possible...

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