Revive my blog 4 a day...tdy's post short short niahx...

Thx Yeye, Josie, HuiMei, Vic, Sann, Bea, YiN, DaDa Chua...I noe u all tried ur best 2 cheer me up...Im really touched...thank you^^

To all my frens hu r worried abt me...Im ok aredy^^I will try nt 2 emo anymore...Thx 4 all e comfort^^I really appreciate it...I guess dats y I treat u all above him bahx...dats y we broke up bahx...I guess...I can 4gt him nw...I hope

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I tink Im gonna abandon tis blog again n return 2 my personal diary 1s again...dumb ritex? Revive my blog den kill it again...budden I guess I will still blog occasionally n all tags will still b welcome n replied^^Positive or Negative...if gt negative tags...gt sth 4 me 2 blog abt ritex? Hahax...cox Mei n Josie will make a laughing stock out of it...jux lyk last tym dat hello liddat...LOLx.xD

Anywaex...was at English class when I saw Josie's tags...feel v.touch...thx Josie^^

Tdy was a crappy day? I duno...I jux pass it lorhx...without having much feelings abt it? I duno...I oni noe I tdy v.tired cox I din slp much last nite cox I culdnt slp...my mind hasnt switch back 2 single mode...LOLx...till I actually SMSed him asking him back...told YiN n she said I jux threw my own face...yarhx...budden I guess Im use 2 impulses frm my mind...budden I guess a few days l8er when my mind switch back 2 single mode I will b ok...Im use 2 bachelorette life ritex?

Thx all hu were sensitive 2 my emotions tdy n Sry 2 Sann 4 snapping at her during Maths...I was abit irritated by her whining cox Im seriously angry at my paper...I culd hav complete Qns4 n gt a beta mark...budden I didnt cox I din tink of changing my fraction 2 tanAtanB...suckx lorhx...jux liddat...budden I guess I was stupid...so Sann was lyk whining dat she gt 24/40...I snapped back at her...I said"If u gt 24 n u r whining...those hu gt worse den u shuld do wad? Those hu fail lehx? Commit suicide? Stop crying over spilt milk larhx!"I guess I was telling dat 2 myself too...stop crying over spilt milk...jux do beta e nxt tym...JIAYOUX!

Anywaex...tdy b4 HCL class...send Saman 2 C1-03 den me n Sann chiong back 2 class den aft dat is Maths den recess wich really pissed me off...KJ cut my queue...den I was poking him 2 gt out of e queue...den when he din listen...I jux shouted? I said"KJ is a inconsiderate fucking asshole"wich of cox cause me 2 tio Sann say...budden I duncare Sann lorhx...cox I really wan scold KJ lorhx...its lyk I nid send food 2 Saman hu is stuck in C1-03 due 2 her injured leg n he jux delayed me larhx...I hate it...budden in e end he din listen 2 me...he din even care...so I pass e food 2 Vic 2 pass 2 Saman while I eat lorhx...seriously stupid...

Sat bhind Vic in Maths cox she requested...den I guess"Im emo"is written all over my face cox she said"Dun emo liaox larhx..."Was touched at wad she said budden I tink Sann gt jealous cox she emoed 4 e rest of e day n even PS me during Physics...

Dun understand...is"失恋"written all over my face? Cox YiN asked me during Geog class hows things btween me n"my guy"...I replied"分了"...Den she n Sher start asking y n I avoided e Qns...I guess dey realise I wasnt going 2 ans cox aft dat YiN say wan hug me wich I refused...4 1s I refused a hug...I guess I dowan ppl 2 touch me tdy...cox I gave e same ans 2 Sann when she ask 2 link arms...

Physics was 1s again angry at Sann budden din snap at her...Im tired lerhx...aft being angry at myself 4 so long...she jux move up 2 sit bside Val...I guess me n her no longer Bestiex lerhx...nw she lyk wan b wif Val more...nvm lorhx...I went 2 sit bside Pingg...had a entertaining Physics lessons...LOLx.xD I guess I l8ly gt alittle closer 2 Pingg aredy...

During lunch Sann asked me again"So is he coming on 8th?"...replied AGAIN"No...r u dat despo 2 c him?"=.=Seriously larhx...he kip nagging dat she wan c him...so I was lyk asking her isit she wan b wif him or sth...LOLx...I guess she really gt a gd impression of him...LOLx...so Brian dunid worry abt nt being able 2 find a GF aft we r over...cox I gt 2frens hu despoly wan BF=.=LOLx...I feel I sound abit sour LOLx...nvm...its over...so shuld stop tinking abt it...lyk wad YiN say...since I aredy asked...if really over den nvm liaox lorhx...she scolded me 4 being nt so clean in breaking LOLx! When did she bcome expert in love? Lolx...Im jux starting 2 accept e new YiN lorhx...well at least shes happy...

SS felt abit happy cox Mrs Lim said my essay is gd...jux nid 2 rewrite e link 4 Economic Impact...den she oso say me 4 letting Sann take my PostIts...LOLx...budden in e end Mrs Lim took 1 n use it 4 Sann so dat Sann wun take too much...LOLx...Mrs Lim really is a great n funny tcher larhx...tdy oni felt really happy during SS n recess cox Pingg was being funny during recess by saying everything in chinese...her accent was lyk super funny larhx...she even tot me my name in Canton during English...super damn random larhx...

Ok larhx...I go off9 lerhx

QiuHui aka DaQQGurl aka Chao Wai offcially closes her blog~4 nw...
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I dcide 2b bad guy n dump him LOLx...actually no larhx...I jux ask 2 break up wif him lorhx...or else he wun tell me how unhappy he is lorhx...how uncompatible we r...how I kip doing e same mistakes over n over again...n he as a guy...warned me abt Jo=.=he say Jo mayb lyk me...LOLx...I duno lorhx...I dun quite believe...honestly cox I tink Jo treats every1 e same...so I wun believe...unless I hear it frm his mouth...wich I duntink is possible? Lolx...anywaex...back 2 single life...shuld b happy shuldnt I...nt gt tied down by anything...anywaex...my life ending soon...dunid a bf bahx...going 2 doc soon lerhx...Im nt going 2 take med nor listen 2 doc lerhx...its no use...I took e headache med still gt headache...gt take no take no diff derhx...no use wasting my money...dun even wanna go...I can say I live my life 2 my fullest lerhx...die without regrets...tis is NOT a suicide letter btw...hahax...I wun suicide over things derhx...Im ok...my parents still nid me support dem derhx lehx...Im e oni child mahx...if I gt sibs mayb tis will bcome suicide letter...budden I live 4 1sole purpose...2 protect n make ppl happy...although I failed countless of tyms budden dat doesnt mean I shuld stop trying^^I love myself xD LOLx.xD Dats BHB-ness...sth I will nvr chgn? LOLx...super crappy...

Played maple lyk 4 e last tym? AVG gave my Vista probs opening maple...so mum was kp-ing...budden Im ok lorhx...beta tis way...cant play...lyk wad KS says...nth 2 play...can concentr8 on studies...I tink Im gonna take a break frm myself...I feel lyk being wild lyk nw LOLx...waste my life away...budden I hate doing dat so I dowan xD Jux realise...aft I broke wif him...I gt a thirst 2 noe more abt him...wich is suppose 2 come when Im wif him...IM WEIRD! LOLx! I tink Im drunk in e head LOLx...anywaex nw heck care abt r/s bahx...lyk wad auntie esther owaex says...it wun b e last LOLx...hootie mummy n baby daddy said...pls larhx...still gt 1 forest...dunid sad derhx...LOLx...budden still losing sum1 I shuldnt lose still is sad lorhx...heng I nvr really gt v.close 2 him...or else even sadder...although I was bad doing dat budden by e tym I dcide 2 put 100% it was too l8 mahx...so 4gt it bahx...no more nxt tym...he will b 1st n last during study days xD Im nt dat charismatic mahx.xD Wich is a gd thing cox wun attract guys xD Den nvr nid gt married lerhx...

I officially quit maple tdy~I hope LOLx.xD Will login sumtym if gt ppl miss me...budden dats IF GT PPL MISS ME...wich is nt possible...

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Lolx.xD Ytd was seriously sick...so din blog...anywaex...nth much 2 blog except dat we went SSTC...Lolx...SHULD HAV BROUGHT OUT MY BAG! DEN GO HOME WIF DEAR COX IT WAS LYK 5.20+PM WHEN WE LEFT SSTC!! LOLx.xD Budden oso heng I din...cox gt impt things 2 attend 2 at sku...left sku at 8+pm lorhx...

Anywaex at SSTC doing nth...had fun attending 2 casualties LOLx.xD Gt 1gal...WanTing...she allergic 2 grass...applied calamine lotion...den XL gt big wound...budden usual AC lorhx...dowan put plaster cox ugly lorhx...den so wan alcohol swab e wound...e swab havnt touch wound he screaming liaox...LOLx...super lmaox lorhx...den aft dat...STUPID MR NG!! SENT WANTING OFF 2 TRGN!! Den I was lyk complaining gt no1 2 tok 2...den WAD MR NG SAY? HE POINT AT JOEY HU WAS SITTING BSIDE ME 4 DUNO WAD REASON N SAID"HE LORHX"...O MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME LARHX!=.=Budden in e end still gt patients 2 attend 2 xD Nt dat I wan larhx...ok...wad m I saying...I dowan casualties cox it means gt safety probs budden I wan cox gt sum1 2 entertain me...sum1 dat is NOT Joey Wong Hong Yi...LOLx...ok larhx...abit sour 2wards him cox HE kip nagging dat Dear is too old 4 me=.=Lyk y shuld he care whether MY bf is too old 4 me anotx...its MY business NOT his...ok larhx...I noe he n Sann is jux being concern abt me budden I guess...I duno lorhx...I jux tink dat dey shuldnt care abt e age but care abt whether hes treating me rite lorhx...nt dat I object 2 dem being concern 4 me...yarhx...budden actually wad Jo said is true lorhx...he put it in a nicer way den Sann did...LOLx...he considered my feeling 2wards those words budden my BEST FREN Sann didnt...LOLx...ok...when did Jo n me bcome so close...ok...at least I noe I gt anotha gd fren in NCC mahx...otha den Julia n ZX...hahax...Anywaex still...e casualties thing...gt 1person seasick...gave him sth 2 eat n made him drank lotsa water...den gt anotha gal is gt water enter ears or sth...so told her 2 blow dem ALL out den send her back...budden by dat tym Mr Ng aredy ending everything lerhx...so she din gt 2 enter water again lorhx. Last casualty is a guy call BaoLun hu is e COOL person larhx...according 2 Jo hu was there[I was at gal toilet playing wif e gals there xD]...he din flinch when he was alcohol swabbed n everything...so he was lyk suaning XL lorhx...XL washing aredy down there shouting lerhx...hahax...den I was lyk"No larhx...BaoLun is COOL kaex? Dun liddat say XuanLiang larhx..."Budden when did Jo eva listens 2 me? LOLx...so he jux continue lorhx...till he sian...den aft dat went back sku den everything came crashing lorhx...

Went off home wif ZX...hitch a cab wif him n we share cost lorhx...$10 total...so each $5...jux nice...reach home bathe n ate dinner...feeling v.sick by e tym I was talking 2 Dear...budden I wan hear his voice n ask him abt e nxt day...budden tok awhile...his phone no batt lerhx...honestly abit mad wif him 4 nt warning me...budden nvm bahx^^Im nt so petty^^anywaex...low batt cant control derhx mahx^^so I shuldnt blame him^^although I badly nid 2 tok 2 sum1 budden in e end...I brought my tears n headache 2 slp...had fever aft taking a small nap...took panadol n worried my mum again 4 anotha nite...she slept in my rm 2 take care of me lorhx...feel so paiseh lorhx...so old lerhx still duno how 2 take care of myself...still nid Mummy 2 take care of me...no wonder my mum say I cant gt married...no wonder she oso so worry I cant gt married...cox if I dun...den hu take care of me when she n Daddy is gone...hahax...den I beta faster go gt married hahax...

Den tdy woke up...fever subsided n felt beta...so went out wif Vicky n YeYe...den YeYe was lyk Vic looks lyk my mum frm afar...LOOOOOOOOOOOOOLx!! Den I was lyk...yeahx...Im going out wif Mama n YeYe LOLx....lyk I nt enuf mums hahax...so we went library study...den YeYe left 2 find MZ 2 arcade...den listen song till I CRIED! LOLx! I dun even noe y Im crying larhx! Den Vic was lyk omgoshing n passing me tissues lorhx...she was lyk asking me 2 stop crying lorhx...hahax...super funny larhx! LOLx!!! Anywaex stopped crying lerhx...went off 2 Causeway Point wif Vic...shopped awhile den went 2 Macs...ate fries n drank milkshake...den me n Vic was lyk playing"Find e Twister Fries"game larhx...started cox we found some twister fries den we start pouring everything out n den find all e twister fries out...LOLx! Super lol larhx...budden Vic was kinda rite lorhx...I AM feeling abit emo tdy...mayb PMS...mayb cox I din gt 2 c Dear tdy...mayb cox I heard abt my last yr bday n abt ppl nt lyking me n sum1...apparently...last yr Sann din collect enuf 4 my cake N present...she oni manage 2 gt enuf 4 e presents...den Joey singlehandedly paid 4 my cake wich according 2 Vic is NOT cheap although its small...sumore Jo din eat e cake AT ALL! Actually I dunlyk last yr's cake...cox its coffee...I advice my bday planners...nt I wan chap u guys planning...budden I jux wan say...I HATE COFFEE N CREAM...ok wif cream actually...buddden really HATE coffee...last yr is cox giv u guys face...

Anywaex...tis yr wishlist is QQBear wallet, Pencil case[cheap 1 oso ok^^I seriously nid chgn my pencil case budden I lazy LOLx!], EYEORE, CHIP N DALE...I tink dats all...hahax...1st tym I giv hints 4 my bdaex...I nid hints 4 Dear's bdae!! I tink so long oso duno wad 2 buy siahx...

On way home...talked 2 Dear...felt happy 2 hear his voice^^so actually dowan hang up...budden since he's bz...I hung up lorhx...he sumore asked me"Do u wan hang up?"...I duno wad 2 say...I noe I dowan 2 hang up...budden I mux made myself hang up so dat he can go do his things mahx^^anywaex he will nid 2 prepare go out oso...since he going out wif frens l8er 2 drink...so I replied"Of cox is dowan larhx cox Im feeling lyk so bored...budden still nid 2 cox u bz mahx..."Den was silence den I asked again whether nid me hang up anotx...den he said"Ok lorhx..."Den hang up lorhx...stone 4 e rest of e way home...jux contented 2 hear his voice^^2 noe dat his safe...he still can scold me...so means hes ok...LOLx...every1 is ok except me...Im sick larhx...

Went home liaox...went 2 take my NEW specs...ITS RED! XD Super cool! Den I was lyk showing it off 2 Mum. Dad. Ah Huey Auntie, Ah Ma, Ah Gong n Ah Yi...LOLx...den dey were lyk saying in a v.kua zhang way"So pretty!" LOLx...my specs oni mahx LOLx! Hahax...den Ah Ma cooked sharks fin again! Yeahx.xD Lolx...den ate dinner at 11+pm...

Mum went 2 ask e Gods y I dat day had SeizuresX2...den Mr God dat we were asking ask me whether dat day gt any big happenings anotx...I said I dun rmb...den he ask me gt weird dreamx...I oso said I dun rmb lerhx...den Mum said I owaex liddat aft I had my relapse...den on dat day on my 1st relapse...wheneva she ask me hu is she...I replied Ah Tim...made me realise...is my seizures a way my brain use 2 defend me frm getting hurt...cox it oni happens when theres sth wrong wif me...den wheneva it happens...I will 4gt everything...den if Im nt wrong...dat day is e day I broke wif Tim? Den I oni noe 1 Tim...I referred my Mum as Ah Tim? Dats weird...I tink I seriously nid 2 make sure I duntink too much n everything...or else sure relapse lerhx...haix...super dumb...I cant let go easily when it comes 2 relationship lorhx...haix...budden I tink I can lerhx...I shuld learn lorhx...or else face wif anotha break up...I tink I will die...esp losing a guy of suck gd calibre as Brian...

Speaking of e devil...was toking 2 Desari abt him...I was lyk complaining dat Im nt gd enuf budden he was lyk advising me n things lorhx...super nice guy...super gd fren^^

Ok larhx...nid slp...gd nitex n gd morning^^

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Truancy n Theft...wads e diff? Dey oso nid 2 b punished...budden y does Sirbest gt lesser punishment den CK?o0 N oso...Mr Ng said dat if strip Sirbest of post n rank...hu b CSM...I dun understand larhx...isit gals cant b CSM or wad? If Xitong can b ASM...y nt CSM? Considering CSM nid 2 b punished. Honestly...I rather Sirbest tio demoted n bcome ASM n Xitong tio promoted 2 CSM...at least CSM tio punished n we HAV a CSM. Anywaex...although I noe I will tio ppl flame 4 tis budden I duno lorhx. I agree wif Fatin dat its nt fair 4 CK...its lyk...Sirbest off probation lerhx den he make mistake can gt off scot-free while CK nt off probation so can demote...IN FACT...CK IS A BETA CSM! Nt dat I support CK or dunlyk Sirbest or wad larhx...budden seriously lorhx...if its liddat...Sirbest SHULD b punished e same way as CK...anywaex...talked wif Mr Clement Ng over these things wif Julia, ZhengXuan n Joey...all those made me so confuse till Im having a headache lorhx...haix...I duno larhx! Suckx lorhx...tis whole thing...

Anywaex...tmr hope can c Dear...budden I duntink will...haix...I duno...actually I was tinking lyk at least tmr is Sat can c him will make me feel beta budden I duno lorhx...I duntink he can go out bahx...I duno lerhx...I duno anything anymore...so confused...

Ok bahx...go try call him again or sth bahx...I duno...

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Yeahx...last day of CT lerhx! Bio was quite ok lorhx...cox mostly on excretion n homeostasis wich I studies...1 10mark Qns on Conservation I no do though...hope can pass^^

Super duper high tdy xD LOLx.xD Ok larhx! I early morning wake up read tio Dear send me de msg mahx xD Not dat I nvr receive b4...budden jux happy lorhx...LOLx.xD Lyk v.ez content...wonder is he happy anotx lorhx...

Anywaex jux nw was watching a chinese movie Andy Lau, Sammi Cheng n Jerry Yan act...it made me tot of wad Saman, Sann n Dear said 2 me b4 abt e word love lorhx...den was in bath tinking abt it lorhx...LOLx...actually I was tinking on bed 4 e past few nitex lorhx...so I was letting my head wonder...den realised dat...actually love is jux 1 simple word...nt as complicated as wad Dear say although it is true dat love is abt understanding, commitment, love n everything...budden it jux sums up 2 1word lorhx...happiness...if u really love a person...u will owaex wish dat he/she b happy...no matter where he/she is or hu he/she is wif...rmb Saman 1s told me"It is an agony 2 c anotha gal in his arms"...I guess I will feel e same way too budden I guess if he is happy wif anotha gal...its alrite ritex? Lyk when I love my parents...I wish dat dey r happy n healthy...when I love my frens...I wish dat dey r happy n r owaex smiling^^Since I love him...shuldnt I ask him a simple Qns? E Qns is"R u happy?"...if nt its pointless saying dat I love him budden I dun show it properly mahx...honestly I can say Im happy budden I cant say e same 4 him cox Im nt him mahx...yapx...n yarhx...in wadeva relationship...wan e partner 2 put in 100%, mux put in 100% myself too! Yapx^^I tink dats all I hav been tinking of recently...yapx...tink I can hav a gd slp finally^^I hope^^

O yarhx...tdy was crappy lorhx...did a factsheet 4 e 1st tym n tio Joey suan=.=he seriously is making feel abit pissed larhx...I tink I 1day will scream at him again...anywaex...aft dat I nt so pissed lerhx cox Ping score victory against him xD LOLx...WAI PING! U ROCK! XD LOLx...anywaex...Sirbest was lyk"Winner 2 loser 0"LOLx...he super duper loser LOLx.xD Anywaex...went 2 class wif him=.=Saman no come mahx...haix...den we met YC, LiJia n Clara...den YC n Joey were lyk going abt e Loop of Henle in Joey's brain...Joey oso deserves it larhx...he ytd say Loop of Henle is found in e brain...so thus urine is form in e brain...so YC said"No wonder he's an idiot...too much uric acid in e brain so nao bei shao huai le"LOLx.xD cant agree more 2 dat statement larhx...seriously sth wrong wif Joey's brain larhx...

Den tdy had 2 fill up portfolio form AGAIN! Anywaex...filled up part oni lorhx...those part I can rmb...nvm if my testi suckx bahx...haix...sad...LOLx...

Jux nw went 2 check my eyes...SUPER COOL...gonna chgn in2 red specs xD Super cool...LOLx.xD

Ok bahx...I go stone lerhx...

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PMS sumtyms rulex.xD Tdy Joey was threatening me wif e hardcover bk he borrowed frm sum1...he was lyk saying he can use e bk 2 hit my head n even if its jux dropping on my head...e force will b heavier den dat of e Add.Maths or Bio Textbk...seriously...all I answered was"R u sure u wan 2 hit me wif dat bk?"...I was glaring at him while saying...seriously sth wrong wif his brain larhx...I seriously dun understand him lehx...hes lyk a typical childish guy? Owaex disturbing gals...den Crystal in morn was lyk"Did u feel dat Joey is buying every1 food? Ritex? He's lyk owaex bringing food n u noe our class is lyk food-crazy or sth larhx!"LOLx...early morning jiu tio complain...den I was lyk complaining early in e morning dat I sat wif him ytd in hmrm n when I turn arnd...I C HIM?! WTF LARHX! Shuay day no.2=.=Tdy is sit bhind me...budden all e same...his itchy leg r long dao kip kik tio my chair...wth...he owaex bullying me derhx lehx...I wish Dear can b lyk in sku 2 protect me frm him larhx...budden...Dear jux happens 2 nt b in my skuT_T Budden mayb I can learn sum skills frm Dear n whack him xD

Den noon gt complaints abt sum1? LOLx...ok larhx...I noe her 4 so long...of cox I noe lyk wad dey say...den I duno larhx...LOLx...actually my bigger concern was nt dat she liddat but she chgn 2 liddat lorhx...I duno larhx...nw is confusing larhx...feel lyk jumping back in2 e hidey hole of mine budden I jux surfaced frm it? Seriously maple lesser mahx...Im gonna announce it tis Sunday...anywaex...Im sure no1 will wan 2 make me stay...Dear mayb will? I duno lorhx...

Anywaex...ytd saw Sion's n Hara jie's photos...ITS LYK SHUAI GE N MEI NV LARHX! -Green wif envy- LOLx...anywaex...Sion say he n hara jie mayb will come back maple...mayb will go play new game...dey no interest in e game lerhx...LOLx...jux lyk me...abit boring lorhx...seriously nt xperience n careful enuf 2 b bossing...haix...I mayb will train new character if I continue playing...go train a prz xD

Ok larhx...go eat n bathe lerhx...cya all^^

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Hahax...super crappy day...esp 2wards e end of e sku day...

10more days 2 getting back my HP...YEAHX! Finally freedom xD

I PASS MY SS FINALLY!! B4 LEHX!! Although I culd hav done beta...budden...shuldnt ask so much ritex?o0 I overstressed myself ytd trying 2 gt a gd mark 4 Geog...hope combine humanities can A2 at least...I last nite stress till cry...LOLx...crybaby...tdy gt SS marks nearly cried too...too happy lerhx...LOLx...SUPER CRYBABY ME!! LOLx

English did a crap proposal thingy...totally useless grp...ok larhx...Ping n Japh nt useless larhx...den b4 dat was at comp lab...Ping said sth abt Dear...speechless...anywaex...she say she playing back maple budden she play delp wif Sirbest...zZz~den when moving frm comp lab 2 canteen...KJ talked 2 me...was kinda stun larhx...he tok 2 me?o0 =.=usually we dun tok 2 each otha in sku derhx...we sumtyms dun even say hi when we c each otha larhx! N he talked 2 me!=.=Seriously...anywaex...he owaex tok 2 me 4 same old things larhx=.=marks lorhx...tis conversation was SS gt how much=.=Seriously duno wad 2 say...

Geog was as usual boring crap...did Budget 2008 hmwk during Geog lesson...LOLx...

SS was crap funny...Mrs Lim was lyk teaching in her unique way again...LOLx...she giv out e test paper oso damn crappy larhx...LOLx...I laugh till I wan sot diao...anywaex...GRATX ALL HU REACHED E MARK OF B3 N ABOVE!! JIAYOUX!! Lolx...I fall short by 1grade though...sadT_T Den Mrs Lim was crap larhx...she was lyk...Yancheng's girlfren gt help him LOLx...den she was lyk kip playing wif YC larhx...den she oso say 4Endurance SS tcher told her 2 tell her YanCheng nt 2 influence LiJia in a negative way...LOLx!! Den she was lyk saying"I feel lyk YanCheng suddenly bcome my son...budden nvm bahx...I shall take u as my son...since u so poor thing..."aft she said e influence sentence larhx...LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLx...crappy larhx!!! Last tym was"Y is apple n orange called fruits n nt fruitylala?!"LOOOOOOOOOOOLx...every SS lesson is crap funny n fun...lyk taking Mrs Chia's lesson liddat larhx! LOLx...gd tchers r great! xD

Den Lunch Break...SAMAN FELL DOWN AGAIN!! OMGOSH LARHX! Haix...anywaex...took care of her abit...den gt 1 sec3 St John's gal...her name Annabelle...help bandage her leg n everything...THANK GOD MANX! Saman careful mahx...even Mr Ng was lyk saying Saman kip falling larhx...den Saman's mum was lyk scolding her over e phone 2 Miss Choi larhx...hahax...so crappy...Miss Choi was lyk..."Ur mum said u hav been falling down quite alot n everything...in otha words...u r clumsy hahax"Lolx...at tis tym Miss Choi still can laugh...hahax...budden it was quite a scare lorhx...although I've seen her fall alot...budden still...haix...worried...wonder is she ok...

Den had Maths remedial...gt A2 4 maths!! xD Tink i culd hav gotten A1 though...cox I did e World Cup qns wrong n oso made a careless mistake at Qns2...Stupid me...anywaex...den YC n HongYi was in cloudnine or sth...dey were lyk being crap funny in class larhx...I laugh till i stomachache larhx=.=super crap...oso had e blessing 2 hear Japh n Val duet hou lai...heavenly mannnx...although I everyday oso gt e er fu 2 hear Dear's voice...budden hearing those 2 sing...quite a blessing too...budden I still prefer Dear's singing xD...wad can I do...Im an addict 2 his voice...LOLx...

Nw toking 2 Dear...Im starting 2 tink too much? I duno...hope e insecurity in our heart can b gone soon...or else gg lerhx...I can prepare 2 say bb 2 him lerhxT_T

K larhx...go do hmwk lerhx...heng tmr no CT...

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Lolx...blogging 1/2way in english class...super lmaox...budden super bored mahx...

Nvr do SS hmwk...sure dieT_T

Geog CT tdy...wrote sth wronglyT_T tink gonna dieT_T humanities suckx=.=

Getting Maths CT l8er...super nervous...

L8er Geog class will b doing SS...hope I can do finish...

English is super shit...e poem given was so touchingT_T haix...

Ytd was super emo...tink I PMSing...nvm...LOLx...

L8er den post again bahx...bb

Haix...each couple gt each couple de sad stories...haix...sad 4 Saman...tio dump still nid c anotha gal in his arms...seriously dat guy suckx or wad? Haix...I duno wad 2 say...seriously...Ping is lyk e oni successful person=.=although e past 1s arent...ok...anywaex...Sher said...she's gonna enjoy single life nw...go JC den find bf...LOLx...realise when he's feeling insecure...I will oso feel insecure...lyk jux nw toking 2 him...his voice lyk diff frm norm...feel lyk its so fierce...lyk how Dad sumtyms tok 2 Mum...

Wo hao pa wo zhe ge you shi fen shou shou chang...ru guo shi zhe yang...wo bu dong wo gai zhe me yang...wei ta kai xin? Yin wei ta zai ye bu yong ren shou wo zhe ge da xiao jie, zhe ge bing ren...ke shi wo yin gai hui hen xiang ta...hui hen shang xin ba...yin wei she bu de...

Anywaex...8th March sku gt Blood Donation drive...I cant eva donate bloodT_T cox Im nt 16...even if I am...I gt seizures...suckx mannnx...I wan help ppl derhx lehx...haix...nvm...I guess I cant do anything...

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IM GETTING DESPO! CAN ANY GUY/GAL/GAY/LES TELL ME WAD PRESENT 2 BUY 4 A GUY'S BDAY?!

Seriously despo=.=although his bday is lyk in september? Budden its Os yr...everything has 2 b done early...unless ur bday is aft Os...lyk Sannio's...dat 1 can w8...although she my Bestie...

Pls sum1 ans my Qns asap b4 I go crazy...

ZzZ...feeling super lonely...I duno y...Dear still havnt reply my msg...he ignoring me? I guess so...haix...wonder wad did I do wrong again...

Btw...tdy me, Bea n Crystal were evil 2 JoJoDaJie...cox Jo kip calling ppl doofus...seriously wth? So me n Bea said dat those hu call ppl doofus r a doofus demselves...he was speechless=.=Budden Ping replied dat he calls Sirbest doofus...den me n Bea chgn it 2 it oni applies 2 guys...LOLx...me n Bea had fun lorhx...budden Jo still said he nt scared of both of us=.=tink I 1day wif giv him a punch=.=sumtyms hes really irritating=.=make me feel lyk shouting n screaming at him...budden den dowan waste my energy! Crystal n me went locker b4 going canteen 4 lunch...den he was walking bhind us=.=Seriously wads wrong wif him...so we 2 walk slowly lorhx...theres lyk a BIG space on e otha side n he wan purposely walk bhind us den complain we walk slow...WE GT E WHOLE DAY OF COX TAKE OUR TYM LARHX! WTH? He qian da=.=

Anywaex...I realise my clique nw v.awkward...gt ppl lyk being hypocritical? Haix...scare 1day we will all break upT_T...den no more Valerie n Gang lerhx...haixT_T I duno wad 2 do...I oso duno hu has been toking bhind my back larhx...lyk tdy geog gt ppl tok bhind sum1's back...I duno I count anotx cox I did say sth abt dat person oso...I duno larhxT_T...I duno myself more n more lerhx...mayb Im going crazy lerhx...haix...I seriously considering going asylum=.=

Psychoing myself dat Im nt emoing...Dear teach me derhx...if u kip telling urself dat u arent emo den u wun b emo...budden Im using anotha way...Im telling myself dat Im tinking too much n dat I shuld b happy n nt b paranoid...

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Lolx...read my tagboard b4 posting...LOLx...still laughing lyk siao...its lyk...20% of e world's oil reserves?! LOLx...HuiMei has been reading up her SS siahx! LOLx...sumore Jose culd tink of e Iraq+Kuwait oil reserves...dat was lmaox larhx! LOLx!!!! Im laughing lyk sum crazy person nw...LOLx! Ok...shuld stop laughing...cox I tink I noe hu e person is...budden its jux my guess...budden e person Im tinking twits so cant b? So still wondering hu culd it b=.=LOLx...nvm...shuldnt tok abt dat person...LOLx...its a waste of my blogging space considering Im so long-winded lerhx...budden still...THANKS HUIMEI N JOSIE 4 STANDING UP 4 ME^^Love u guys loads^^[as my gd frens]^^

Ytd tio Chris hu is despo 4 a DotA match pull in2 DotA...seriously he gt me in2 trouble larhx...instead of playing wif him...I played wif KS n tio him thrash=.=as usual...Lolx.xD I was lyk sprouting profanities at him larhx...even e F word came out n den his reply was"No no no...I dowan u!"LOLx...lyk I wan him liddat...I was jux angry...anywaex...gave him a chance 2 shoot me again=.=I gave him 3chances 2 shoot me n all 3tyms he shoot me till I wan vomit blood=.=1st tym was e part abt fish...cox Chris was dl-ing e map 6.50b AI frm me cox I host...den KS was complaining dat Chris dl frm me will b slow lyk fish...den I gt random n start Fish-ing abt lorhx...den KS said"Yu isnt here la!"LOLx...gave Chris a chance 2 noe hu is he n Chris still din realise LOLx...anywaex...I tink he noex hu is he lorhx...cox in e end he left e game...pang seh-ing me...den wa laox...I end up playing wif KS n tio him shoot+thrash...HE 1ST BLOOD ME IN 3MINS?! N END GAME IN 10MINS AFT 1ST BLOOD?! Seriously nid brush up lerhx...den he ask me jio KJ play oso...LOLx...2v1=.=he's obviously e 1 cox bully noobs if any1 of us team wif him...its lyk...team wif him...he so pro...dunid play lerhx=.=budden KJ dunlyk losing so he wun play wif KS...oni me will b stupid enuf 2 play wif KS=.=sumore play liaox tio shoot=.=he's a total bias pig=.=total pai kia oso!!

Ytd KS was telling me abt his pai kia day=.=
KS: Dat day I was total pai kia
Me: How?
KS: I smoked 2 ciggs
KS: Mint 1s...
KS: Drank 2 bottle of vodka too...
Me: WTH?
Me: U SMOKED?!
Me: OMG
Me: Y U SMOKE N DRINK?!
Me: WAD WERE U TINKING?!
Me: DUN U NOE SMOKING IS BAD?
KS: Ya ya ya...alot of chemicals blah blah blah
Me: DEN U STILL SMOKE?!
KS: Aiyox...1s in awhile mahx...nt lyk Im an addict
Me: OK gd! U beta nt gt addicted...or else I piak u!
KS: Anywaex...I din gt drunk...
KS: I still can walk in straight line lo
KS: Dat kw gt drunk n sprout nonsense
KS: Cant walk in straight line
KS: Hai me nid say sry 2 ppl
KS: Den gt 1 guy knock ppl's hse window
KS: Den e owner of e hse come out kp
KS: Den my otha fren go look in2 e window
KS: Damn stupid leh! Nxt tym go out drinking dowan call dem liao
KS: Alittle bit den drunk le
KS: Anyway I was doing my fren a favour
KS: My dat fren gt pai kia face n attitude
KS: He cant buy cox e guy dun let
KS: Shows is gd 2 b polite...
~End of converse cox Chris came in n we were still lying 2 him LOLx...anywaex...there was still snipets of me toking in btween KS's words budden dey v.no link larhx...n oso v.bad...n oso v.stupid...so no include~

Den had conversation wif Dear 2 solve our probs...realise I cant tok 1s I hear his voice or c his face...its lyk...I totally stun when I hear his voice or c his face...totally cant say anything at all! Sumore dat tone in his voice...me damn hum=.=no wonder in HUMility=.=budden still tried xplain everything 2 e best of my ability...budden e leaving of e guild I cant say anything...so I jux quietly let him scold me lorhx...wad else can I do but face his scoldings n apologise? I duno...

Anywaex...dat conversation cost me anotha nite...I totally cant slp...I tink if savage din sms me...I wun slp at all...I noe I shuldnt b toking 2 him...budden I was totally confuse...him toking 2 me lyk make me straighten out my tots...I dcide 2 restart maple life lerhx...nt dat Im quitting my mage totally...jux dat I chgn my main 2 a newly created cleric 2 b...since I cant undo my friendliness 2wards my buddies...so I restart lorhx...budden advantage is I can still c my old buddies 1s in a while cox I will go my mage 1s in a while...n oso I gt a money tree cox prz quite ez earn money...I tink...so maple life restart...hope everything can restart...n b lyk e old tyms...still rmb PaPa 1s ask me"How u gt so many buddies derhx? 50/50 lehx...I cant even exceed my 20buddy space!"LOLx...savage say Im v.frenly n helpful...lyk dat tym my des mei n guildmates nid borrow mesos...I immmediately help...den hueva nid help...I will help...den Im lyk smiling 2 every1...LOLx...made me sound lyk a flirt=.=budden I swear I din flirt! Flirt 4 wad? I gt a bf liaox...flirt wif my bf wuld b a beta idea LOLx...dat's if I wan 2 flirt...LOLx...

Tdy Physics-Chemistry CT...Physics sure fail=.=Chem shuld b can pass...hope so...Yeye c me jiu say Physics fail...den we were lyk"HI5!" LOLx...super dumb...

Maths...din gt my A1T_T Gt killed by World Cup Qns...Mr Tan insulted gals lorhx! He say"If gals gt wrong is ok cox u gals dun watch soccer...budden guys gt wrong...I really nid 2 hum tum u..."Den he start his xplanation of e qns...STUPID LARHX! I GT IT WRONG T_T...cant blieve me tis stupid soccer fan 4gt dat world cup gt more den 3teams=.=I GO DRAW TREE DIAGRAM! WTH?I was despo 4 tym budden oso can gt rite derhx lorhx! Stupid meT_T Den during maths...me n Bea invented e B1~B4...LOLx...
Bea: Hi QiuHui...Im bored...
Me: Im bored too...
Bea: Hi Bored Two...Im Bored One
Me: LOLx...sound lyk B1 n B2...
Bea: Hahax...we r Bananas in Pyjamas
-Silence-
Bea: Actually I shuld b B3 lehx...cox BeaTriz mahx
Me: Yarhx horhx...budden u B3 hu is B1?
Bea: Saman lorhx...
Me: Den Sann b B4 xD
Bea: Lolx...yap yap
-End of conversation-
Lolx...dat was random...budden Sher was more random larhx...nearly whole of recess she was going"I wan a boyfren"Lolx...den e gals were lyk discussing abt boyfrens all over again during recess,geog n physics larhx...cox physics was a free period...all dey can say day n nite is boyfrens isit? Sick of dat topic...every wk pass without fail of dat topic poping out...nt dat I mid toking abt Dear...budden dey arent jux toking abt boyfrens in a norm way lorhx...dey r lyk toking till v.weird? I duno how xplain larhx...den Val n Vic were playing wif Vic's monkey in an obscene way? LOLx...it was funny larhx...made me laugh lyk siao n when I laugh...dey oso laugh...sumtyms my laugh is infectious=.=even though I duno wad Im laughing abt=.=

English~Miss Chionh was damn random...LOLx...she say she wan organise a game activity during Lang Fest dat is open 2 oni Upper Secs...ask us DotA or CS beta...LOLx...KJ started his crapping again...cant bear 2 hear it...so did my hmwk...anywaex...den Christopher n Teh-O start toking sum crap oso=.=Aiyax...Christopher is owaex crap larhx...plus Teh-O even worse...so e guys were crapping abt DotA n CS lorhx...budden personally choose DotA LOLx...cox its quite relaxing...cox I dun use my brain when I play...no wonder I kip losing LOLx!

Den end of day...NO REMEDIAL! YEAHX^^So went home early wif Crystal...had a bundle of laughs wif DaDa Chua n Crystal over poles n DaDa's accident prone-ness LOLx! Reach home jiu SMSed Dear...still no reply yet...guess he's bz or he dowan tok 2 me bahx...nvm...jux reconcile will b cold at 1st? I guess dats e feeling bahx...although I dunlyk budden no1 can pretend dat nth has happened mahx...slowly accept bahx...we still gt a long way 2 go...wun break up I guess...I hope too...

Sending song 2 Crystal nw...cya^^

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I feel lyk I dun matter 2 him anymore...he can jux so easily use break up as an example...mayb Im tinking too much...budden its lyk I duno y I kip failing...e 5love languages doesnt seem 2 b working...words of affirmation...nt working...quality tym...nt working...gifts...nt working...mayb I shuld jux do him an act of servive by breaking up wif him...aft all...it doesnt matter whether Im tgt wif him anotx ritex? As long as I love him...love doesnt mean nid 2 b tgt wif him mahx...as long as he's happy...dats enuf ritex? I kip feeling Im nt making him happy...everything I tried doing is lyk wrong...everything I accidentally did is oso wrong...those things kip making him angry sad disappointed...lyk eg...I tried lyk being frank wif him...lyk everything I shuld jux tell him...aft all...he IS my boyfren...den I gt scolding frm him...I really duno how 2 solve dat prob...I tink Im too immature...too tactless...too stupid...I shuld jux 4gt it...I guess ytd was e last hug I gt frm him...ytd din suck as much cox gt his hug...its lyk his hug is so diff frm e hugs I gt frm my frens...is lyk e hug jux make me feel everything is alrite n I can go back n face my parents again n oso dat everything will b jux fine...it oso lyk make me feel strong again...I guess I cant gt dat hug anymore...if we eva break...I tink I will cry? Numb my pain by studying? Or mayb both...I oni noe I will defo act my days away n bottle my unhappiness up...lyk wad I owaex do...b4 Im wif Dear...

Den he asked me jux nw y m I scared...I tot e ans wuld b obvious considering hes e 1 hu said y shuld I b scared since I did no wrong 2 him...I did wrong so Im scared...budden I no tell him...I scare I say wrong thing again...I feel lyk KS is rite...e older 1 gets...e more humji he/she gt...I feel lyk Im bcoming more n more lyk n ostrich...when Im scared...I jux hid myself...anywaex...nw I wish I can disappear frm e face of e Earth n nvr come back...den I can make every1 happy? I guess dats y I left Tsubasa...I cant carry on staying there lerhx...I tink I go home 2 DDV bahx...at least I noe dat gt Mummy, Daddy, Auntie Esther, Wenn Jie, Rinnio, Yu, Andy n etc...at least I noe I can owaex count on dem cox its home...nt dat Tsubasa n SilentHeart isnt home...jux dat...DDV is more home...cox my family is there...I tink dat was 1 of e reason I went back bahx...its lyk ytd when Im scared n thus left Tsubasa...1st guild I tot of was DDV...1st person I tot of toking 2 otha den Dear, PaPa, Rinnio, Sannio was Auntie Esther...budden 1 thing I regret joining DDV was dat I hav 2 leave Tsubasa n dat Im in e same guild as Tim's bro...zZz~totally 4gotten dat aldonisrockx is oso in DDV larhx...budden nvm...I guess its alrite...I hope...no tok much 2 Al oso anywaex...

Mum asking me y Im crying lerhx...bb

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Lalalax.xD 4 1s I wake up b4 11am on a Sunday...LOLx.xD Anywaex...last nite culdnt slp cox I was tinking of Dear=.=Seriously lehx.xD No tok 2 him at nite is liddat derhx.xD Anywaex...wonder can me n him b tgt 4eva...if can...it wuld b lyk a miracle considering Im so playful =X Anywaex...aft ytd fiasco...learnt a lesson in e hard way...cant b too playful...or else boyfren will go crazy =X Ok...I've seemed 2 put him in a bad light...nvm...its my bad anywaex...everything...

Anywaex...ytd talked 2 PaPa n Rinny[chgning it 2 Rinnio xD]over e phone...long tym since I talked 2 dem...had an earlier conversation wif PaPa...he said long tym since we conference...den I tot of Sann immediately...budden I tot nt cox she probably going slp soon cox tdy gt church n oso I feel she abit sot lorhx...LOLx.xD Den aft dat went maple...found my BGFF Rinnio on9...she was complaining dat shes feeling sick...anywaex...I tot dat its long since me n her tok over e phone too n b4 I on9 maple...she DID say wan call me...so ok lorhx...CONFERENCE!! XD Talking 2 PaPa n Rinnio helped me relax n stop tinking abt him 4 awhile...we laugh lyk crazy larhx...Rinn started it...she was laughing...den made me laugh...den we 2 combine laughter made PaPa laugh...b4 he said he lost n is laughing...he was lyk"Wei...u 2 can stop laughing anot? Im trying 2 control my laughter!"Dat statement made me laugh harder n Rinnio hu had actually aredy calm down a little...started laughing again...so we both laugh laugh laugh den PaPa said"Ok I lost...Im laughing"LOLx.xD Crap Funny....

Yawning nw again...duno y=.=budden nt gonna slp...cox I will spend sumtym in bed tinking abt Dear again...owaex liddat...b4 slp no tok 2 him will miss him=.=fallen deep lerhx...

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如果他能回到我身边, 我愿意永远只听他一个, 只看他一个, 我真的很爱他...

Dear...if u r looking at tis...pls 4giv me...I nw its abit too l8...lyk wad u said...killing a person den saying sry...budden Im really v.sry...I noe Im owaex making u angry n disappointed...I noe Im owaex doing wrong things...pls...dun b angry at me anymore...Im really sry...I wun do wad u told me nt 2 do anymore...anything 2 make u happy...Im sry...

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Fear is gripping me nw...feel lyk a death sentence will b pass...everything is lyk cold larhx...I made a mistake 1s again...a BIG mistake...seriously shuldnt hav made dat mistake...

Dear was rite...its lyk killing sum1 n saying sry aft dat...feel lyk I've jux killed myself...breathing is difficult...

TDY IS A SUCKY DAY!!

Screwed up my SPA...I cant believe I took in my textbk without realising it larhx...omgosh...

Went 2 Dear's hse...gave him a heart anywaex...budden I feel disappointment?o0 I duno...anywaex...he scolded me tdy again...felt so heartbroken...hes angry at me nw anywaex...wonder wassit a gd idea 2 giv him my heart lyk so early...feel so lost without it...haix...hope it wun gt anymore scars...its hurt enuf...by e anger n disappointment he's xperiencing nw...

Gt flamings on my blog again...dun understand y make anon tags lehx...jux say hu he/she is oso cant? Haix...nvm...thx HuiMei 4 standing up 4 me^^

Nth 2 say lerhx...trying 2 psycho myself dat my leg isnt feeling painful n dat Im nt going 2 cry...Im such a crybaby...

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O yarhx...l8ly hav been randomly singing songs=.=Dat day was Liang Shan Bo he Ju Li Ye n Sha Gua...Den anotha day was Yi Gong Chi n Bei Feng Cui Guo De Xia Tian...tdy was Zhi Dui Ni You Gan Jue n Sha Gua...super duper random larhx...haix...is sth wrong wif my brain? Lolx...nvm...tink I was emoing bahx=.=Silly me=.=

Tdy was crappy=.=

Morning temp taking exercise...din bring thermometer cox its spoilt...so went 2 take my temp aft CT wif Sann, Val, Bea, Sher, Clara n Ping...aft dat had 2 run=.=its dumb larhx...sumore inefficient OM makes things slower...by e tym Im back in class...nearly recess lerhx lorhx...dumb=.=anywaex no maths cox Mr Tan doing e temp thingy cox he DM...anywaex...saw an eye candy =X Hes kinda cute larhx...budden I realise wad attracted me was e hair...nt his face larhx...HIS HAIR IS LYK SUPER NICE!! Actually is his hair colour=.=budden he spike till quite cool oso...look lyk KS wif long hair siahx=X Jux dat e hair is light brown instead of black n KS look shuai-er...LOLx...anywaex...aft looking at e guy 1s...I kip kan tio him=.=everytym he caught my eyes...is e HAIR!! Goodness gracious me larhx...e hair is lyk light brown...den super NICE!!! I was wanting 2 dye dat colour EOYs larhx...budden I culdnt find e colour!! NVM! I will find it...or else Im dyeing red=.=Anywaex...when I told Sann n Val dat hes cute...Val said hes younger den me by 3yrs n Sann said Im attached...well its true=.=budden it doesnt mean I cant look mahx...although I shuldnt=X SRY DEAR T_T

Add.Maths CT...I LOST 12MARKS COX I DUNO HOW 2 DO N SO NVR DO!! Haix...TRIGO SUCKX!! I cant gt e remaining full 38marks btw cox I gt 1 Qns I did oni 1/2way cox nt enuf tym...HAIX...sumore during recess KJ ask me abt e paper...made me tot of how I lost so many marksT_T Haix...budden I duntink I will b doing as bad as e othax=X Val n Bea r lyk saying dey duno wad dey doing n Saman was lyk dun even understand=.=Seriously=.=Haix...den I complain 2 PaPa when I met him b4 english class[we same eng class btw...]saying dat I wan drop Add.Maths...e started lyk tis...e conversation was in 1/2 eng n 1/2 chinese...as usual=.=our broken language conversation=.=
PaPa: U wan drop HCL?o0
Me: Tink of doing dat oni...shuld I?
PaPa: U too l8 liaox larhx=.=
Me: Yarhx lorhx...haix...anywaex...tinking of dropping A.Maths too...
PaPa: Y?
Me: TOTALLY dun understand trigo n trigo Qns r lyk so big lorhx...
PaPa: Dats nt a reason 2 drop it...
Me: Jux tdy I lost 12marks cox I duno how 2 do n nvr do lehx!
PaPa: Dats still nt a reason 2 drop A.maths
-End of conversation cox Miss Chionh open classrm n we entered n seperated 2 our seats wich is FAR apart-
Haix...cant help but admit PaPa is rite=.=Maths n Add.Maths r lyk my strongest subs lorhx...Haix...at e most I can do is gt PaPa or YeYe 2 teach me lorhx...Dear n Russ oso can...Y R GUYS GENERALLY GD IN TRIGO?! Den Joey is nt a guy! xD LOLx.xD Sure tio him hit if he c tis LOLx...HE TDY HIT ME WIF HIS ADD.MATHS TEXTBK SO HARD LARHX! I no hit him back though=.=Budden he did more lorhx...he hit+suan...I suan oni...
Joey: -imitating wad Sann said wich is in Chinese-
Me: -stared at him wif wide open eyes in an imitation of Mr Chandra- You can speak Chinese!
Joey: 4heaven sake...Im a CHINESE n my chinese nt so bad larhx!-hit me 1s wif his Add.Maths textbk-
Me: OWW! 2nd tym I tio ppl hit tdy=.=Vic hit me jux nw during e TD thingy over lame things=.=
Joey:-hit me again-3rd tym
Me: =.=
Joey:-hit again- 4th tym...wan more?
Sann: Dun hit her liaox larhx! Hit so hard...
-Conversation ended cox reach hall lerhx-
ITS PAINFUL LARHX! HE HIT MY HEAD! HMPH! N SUMORE SUAN ME SHORT LORHX! EVEN SANN AGREE ITS NT FAIR! COX I SUAN HIM ONI!

Anywaex...Bio was even crappier...cox Mr Chandra was toking abt Homeostasis...maintenance of important body functions or sth...den he tok till fats...abt e use of fats by seals n whales
Mr Chandra: How do u tink Seals n Whales burn their fats 2 kip warm
Xitong: COMBUSTION!
Mr Chandra: WOW u will c fire coming out of e body then-laughing-
-aft a few more mins of teaching-
Xitong, YuhYan, Phillip, Stephen, Me n San were laughing...
Mr Chandra: Dat grp over there...y r u all laughing? Do u wan share e joke?
Xitong/Phillip[I 4gt wich]: Y doesnt e seals n whales xplode since dey r burning fats?
-Whole class start laughing...including Mr Chandra-
Mr Chandra: Den u will b seeing fireworks...hahax
-Whole class laugh harder-End of conversation till end of e lesson b4 dismissal-
Mr Chandra: Ok class...I wan u go home n check how seals n whales use their fats 2 kip dem warm without xploding
-Burst of laughter again-
LOLx larhx...its lyk so super random n funny...den aft dat was anotha crap thing...Sann, Vic, Clara, Mei n Me was sitting outside e MRT station toking n eating...we talked alot of random things...I laughed till I gt stitches...its lyk super random...my stitches was oso partially cox of e hiccups I gt...dey hav been laughing abt it since noon assembly larhx...cox I sang sku song n said lord's prayer n pupils creed while I was hiccuping mahx...den its funny lorhx...LOLx...even I laughed at myself=.=

Anywaex...ytd Mum helped me squeeze pimples n blackheads...den nw my face look so seriously uglier den b4T_T Dun feel lyk going out tmr lorhx...face so sucky...mayb I shuld cancel e date wif Dear? Argh...in dilemmaT_T Budden days dat I dun gt 2 tok 2 Dear in sku is LONG larhx...lyk tdy Maths...I look at e clock lyk every 3mins? Its lyk...RECESS NVR COMES! Den finally recess...den aft super long tym den FINALLY GOING HOME! Haix...SIAN!! Days without Dear suckx...I hav 2 admit...falling deep in2 well of love...if I eva fail...I tink I will b falling 2 my death=.=SUCKX!!

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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL!! ESPECIALLY to my dearest dearest family n frenx n deardear Brian...MUACKX 2 BOTH XD xtra muackx 2 deardear^^<33

Hmm...my valentines day...made me appreciate my frenx family n my boyfren more^^tis valentines day I learn dat Brian's jealousy super duper ez 2 spark...budden nvm^^TYM 4 VALENTINES DAY PRESENT ANNOUNCING N DEDICATIONS!

No.1 present was frm Mummy n Daddy...their scolding lorhx! It shows dat dey love me mahx...if dey dun love me...dey wun scold me mahx^^~DADDY N MUMMY! I LOVE U TOO^^MUACKX!

No.2 present was frm Brian...a wish, a kiss n company till 1+...n oso comfort in e morning aft CT...OSO gt jealousy over minor things[minor things 2 me larhx....nt 2 him though]...AND being wif me everyday^^<33 Lyk wad my di says...if he dun love me...he wun do these things^^anywaex...I made a valentines day present 4 him xD oni he hav tis yr...e otha yrs I gt make 4 my frens budden tis yr cox I 4gt 2 buy materials =X sry pplT_T Budden DearDear special mahx...LOLx...ok...I jux wan tell DearDear...I love u...hugx n muackx...*blush*

No.3 present was a cloth heart frm Crystal...its so cute! THX CRYSTAL^^Hugx...

No.4 present is 2Ferro Rocher frm Amanda...so sweet^^Thx DaDa Chua^^Hugx...

No.5 present...Val's cookies wich is SUPER nice! LOLx...simply love her cooking larhx...shes owaex wif e xtra sth...cookies cakes or hugs...great fren^^Thx Val~Hugx!

No.6 is Bea's cadbury chocs...hmmm...duno wad 2 say...no words can xpress my gratitute...if I say anything...it will b lyk wad I said b4...repeating myself...budden still...THX!!!! HUGX!!! LOLx

OK! I lazy count lerhx! Rest is Saman's chocs~Vic's heart chocs wich has been made in2 a flower~YeeSin's nougat~Japh's Choc mint~MC's Toberones...dats all? Nvm...oso e hugs of those hu nvr giv me anything...lyk Sann, Mei, Josie...anywaex...HUG EVERY1 EXCEPT MC! XD LOLx...thx every1 4 dat present^^love u guys^^

Ok...dedications 2 my frens...I LOVE U GUYS! ESP SANN, VAL, SAMAN, MEI, JOSIE, BEA, JUL, YIN, SHER, PAPA, DIDI JIANMING, YEYE, KJ N SEAN...Dats all? Although I noe recently I hav been lyk a jerk 2 u gals n guys cox of love...its making me lyk go crazy=.=cox seriously love him=X Ok...budden I still love u guys! Jux dat I nid 2 pay less attention 2 u guys oni...cox I nid pay more attention 2 my BaoBei DearDear mahx=X

OK! Dedications over...The Qte n Handsome hereby wish every1 a sweet n happy valentines day^^

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Here 2 blog again! LOLx...hmmm...I sound high ritex? Lolx...cox tdy quite a gd day...otha den Bio n Add.Maths when e class gt scolding...sadT_T Nvm...we deserve it=.=N oso otha den"morning flu"n nauseous feeling during e l8er part of e day...budden I tink is due 2 fatigue cox I was having sleepless nitex tis few nitex cox I was tinking abt alot of things lorhx...

Anywaex...Maths CT...quite ez^^budden tink I gt 2Qns wrong lerhxT_T e World Cup qns n e last qns abt e balls derhx...jux realise dat 1 is independent n 1 is mutually exclusive...e way I do abit no link=.=suckx mannxT_T Budden last qns gt wrong is alritex cox I nearly culdnt finish e paper! I last sec write down ans derhx...if rite den I tink I v.heng siahx...

Tdy I duno when...Sann suddenly ask me"Y u look so wu jing da cai?"...I guess I was nt myself bahx...budden I duno y though=.=I jux suddenly feel emo...budden I still as usual shake dat comment off wif a smile...budden I still din shake e feeling=.=guess I was emo abt wad I did last nitex...I did sth wrong 2 Dear...esp aft wad he told me...I feel even worse...esp aft tdy Chapel...I feel even more worse...I mean its lyk...I feel lyk Im lyk nt being faithful 2 him by saying I dowan throw e ring...budden seriously...I feel its lyk...wasting his cash...he still nid remarry larhx...budden all e same...he mux b feeling super duper disappointed...esp aft wad he said 2 me...esp e part abt me no do wrong 2 him...e stupid thing is...I feel lyk Im 2-tyming him! Nt how he feel...its making me seriously v.fearful...Im lyk so scared...if I lose him...I tink I will b lyk...haix...I guess I love him 2 much till I hu si luan xiang...haix...suckx mannnx...

Took a nap n felt alot beta...although still gt abit of nauseous feeling...budden...it shuld b alrite...I guess

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Seriously feel I v.ez shaken...sucky...haix...I scare when Dear read jux nw dat post will sad...suckx...Im making him sad again...owaex liddat derhx...haix...budden...Mrs Lim larhx!=.=tdy quote example"U mux tink larhx! Wad e cartoonist draw may nt b true! Lyk ppl say dey love u...u mux tink whether it is true anotx! So tis cartoon u oso mux c whether its true anotx! Theres no evidence so 2 support e cartoon...so don't quote e cartoon!"LOLx...nt I suspect Dear larhx...budden...so many failures make me scared...my fingers has been burnt badly...

Due 2 Yeye complaining dat Im chang qi...Im cutting down my posts...so e post wun b totally abt my day n feelings lorhx...

Anywaex...tdy HCL CT...tink Miss Choi on massacre...I can oni find short ans n e marks is lyk 6 larhx! Haix...tink gonna score low tis tym...hope last qns n last 3rd qns can save me...

Ytd was toking 2 Dear aft blogging...he teased me*blush*anywaex...I tot abt dat conversation cox I jux heard Landy's傻瓜...dat song remind me of Dear lorhx...den e MV make me tink of e relationship...den tot of ytd conversation lorhx...anywaex...it made me reconsider my decision 2 throw away e ring of engagement btween me n savage...esp e ending of e song when Landy say"你们都一样..."after kissing e male lead...haix...nw super confuse lorhx...isit insecurity Im feeling? Or isit fear? Aiyax...I duno...

Tdy din had e SS meeting in e end=.=stupid...n on e way home...tot alot abt e past...haix...is dat count dwelling on e past? Lolx...I hav no idea...jux noe tdy overall was abit emo...

Jux nw at MRT Station...we were teasing YiN hahax...we call her BF Mr. Macdonalds...den we were teasing her, calling her Mrs. Macdonalds n everything...anywaex...YiN was saying abt him publicising their relationship...LOLx...actually...I guess its ok ritex? Budden...if she dunlyk...I cant comment mahx...

Anywaex...Dad n Mum argued AGAIN...haix...nth 2 say liaox larhx...Dad angry dat Mum call him buy Panadol Extra n den she go out...
Dad: You going out mahx! Y dun buy urself?!
Mum: Ask u buy cannot isit?!
Dad: U say u headache...still go out?
Mum: Cannot mehx?
The end 2 e conversation cox I appeared...owaex liddat derhx...when dey argue...dey will stop when dey c me...if dey dare...argue in front of me larhx...Im nt stupid anywaex...tink dey tok v.soft isit...frm rm still can hear anywaex...budden is Dear over e phone dat cant hear...budden I guess my emoness over it show in my voice...
Dear: Y u sound so unhappy?
Me: Nth larhx...
Dear: Wad happened?
Me: Nth much larhx...
Dear: Say larhx
Me: Mum at home...tmr when I gt more privacy den I tell u bahx...dats if I rmb...
Dear: Ok...

Ok larhx...I said enuf...I tink

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Tdy was abit crappy...had a headache cox last nite asked a crappy qns n caused sum1 2 cant slp...den I gt affected cox he"bothered"me...budden nvm lorhx...qns has been asked aredy n it has aredy caused stupid reactions...so shows Im seriously no-brainer, retarded, idiotic, blahx blah blahx=.=I tink I nid 2"reformatt"my brain...haix...sry 4 any inconvenience, sadness, anger, disappointment n any negative feelings...haix...nvm...dun tink abt it^^

Anywaex...EL CT tdy...I r8 it average...I SHULD b can gt a B4 at least bahx...I tink...LOLx...anywaex...tis tym I sit btween Tam n YC n in front of me is Vic...bhind me is e cabinet...so super uncomfy...budden my place is quite laughable cox gt Vic n YC...dey r lyk LOLx...den sumore gt dat morning incident...even more funny...

Cox aft CT den realise dat tcher 4gt 2 say abt e HP n electronic devices thingy...so Miss Choi search lorhx...anywaex...lao Liu n LunFei was found wif HP in their possession...budden cox is an exception in e benefit of e Sec1s...so no confiscate if found n oso no zero budden will minus marks...poor LR n LunFei...budden tmr if check in possession den zero+confiscate...den YC joked tmr every1 bring pager as use 4 contact...den I was lyk"U gt mehx? Gt den say larhx..."Den he say"Aiyox! Can find derhx mahx...go antique shop..."LOLx larhx...den aft dat Miss Choi oso included pager LOLx...super lmaox larhx...den I joked wif Vic..."Wa...I mux thank Miss Tang 4 confiscating my HP cox I no scare! LOLx...o yarhx...e cause of tis incident was some1 lost his/her HP...he/she brought phone 2 sku is cox she w8ing 4 news of his/her unc hu is critically ill...budden in e end e phone was found^^gratx^^

Maths...boring...gt 12/20 4 Add. Maths n 18/20 4 Maths...marks of my last class test...nt bad considering how sucky I am at trigo...I tink I really nid gt Russ's help siahx...budden I lazy go Ngee Ann Poly find him lehx...den he oso nt owaex on9 MSN...haix...nvm...fail CT bahx=.=den Val n Saman were lyk"Yeahx! We gt 1 n 2 4 Add.Maths!"LOLx...Val complained dat she duno wad she was doing larhx...LOLx...I tink I seriously nid a Trigo tutor...I tink I ask YeYe or Russ...c 1st bahx...TRIGO SUCKX! LOLx...

Den recess were toking abt YiN's BF lorhx...den Saman was lyk asking"Is his hand warm? Is his hand sweaty?"blahx blah blahx...den aft awhile...Sher n Sann realised 1 thing...cox I was sitting btween both of dem...den Sann commented dat Sher is surrounded by ppl in love...zZz~Den I was lyk"Yes mehx?"Den Sher start looking at me wif those eyes n kip asking me"Nt mehx?"Den I was lyk"Nt me larhx...I meant Val"Den she"Nt mehx"Val=.=in e end oso duno Val yes anotx larhx=.=nt interested cox oni interested in YiN's xD Hu ask her ba gua me...ba gua back lorhx...

Den Geog...Vic ask me giv her Valentines prezzie=.=Den I say Im nt even buying 4 boyfren den y shuld I buy 4 her...den in e end she bcame my sister...LOLx...honestly I still wun buy 4 Vic...I rather buy 4 Dear oso wun buy 4 her xD budden oso no tym 4 shopping larhx...anywaex...den duno y...we suddenly tok abt valentines day date lorhx...den Val was lyk"YiN sure hav date...Q sure hav date oso...haix..left us single gals..."LOLx...den I joke say I join larhx...den Crystal"CANNOT! Cox U arent single...LOLx...wan u break lorhx..."LOLx...den I was lyk"break 4 1day mehx?!"den Crystal say"Yarhx lorhx...break on valentines n nxt day say wan patch up"I replied"Siao"LOLx...super stupid larhx...budden Val say if 14th Feb no tym...still gt White Valentines Day mahx...14th March...Sher larhx! LOLx...complaining dat her Valentines date is Mrs Lim...LOLx...super stupid larhx...dey lyk making me n YiN chose btween Sisters n Boyfren...hard choice...LOLx...cox my sisters r oso impt mahx...dats y my sisters r my Dearies LOLx...esp Sann...budden l8ly lyk drifted wif her...haix...Im jux scare dat we drifted is cox of me n Dear=.=Budden I duntink so larhx...anywaex...tdy Maths wan borrow her Add.Maths Test n she refused larhx...she jux say Im kinestatic, nt visual...so dunid look=.=Honestly...u dowan lend den say dowan larhx=.=In e end I asked lao Liu...Im nt audio oso larhx...in fact me is pathetically nt audio dats y can larhx...Im kinestatic yes...budden dats large %tage oni...still gt abit of visual n audio mahx=.=

Den is EL...class test...14/25 n 39/50...Compre n Vocab respectively...nt bad^^den error analysis...realise I culd hav gotten 20=.=SIX MORE MARKS LEHX! Mannx...nid b more careful...

Den Physic super lol...LOLx...reach there...realise Mr Tan actually asked 4H 2 line up in twos lehx! LOLx...super lmaox larhx...den aft dat...he punished those hu nvr bring textbks...LOLx...1st tym siahx...super PMS...LOLx...den Clara gt bring derhx...budden she go out pei Vic=.=den I move up 2 front of Sann den YC was parroting Mr Tan outside...den Mr Tan asked YC come in class b parrot...LOLx...super lmaox...

Den end class lerhx...ate lunch...den go home lerhx...Clara wan go TP too!! LOLx...yeahx^^gt more ppl pei me in TP lerhx...my mind abit dilemma...Tim aiming TP design school...I 4gt wad course...den I duno whether I wan go TP anotx siahx...I scare I go there will c tio him...ok larhx...nt I dowan c him larhx...he IS still my gor...at least I still treat him as 1...budden...I duno larhx...I tink if I meet him there...will b v.paiseh lorhx...haix...budden dream course there...so...I shuldnt care abt Tim going there...Im going TP Science School anywaex...so I shuld b safe...unless I go anywhere near Design School...LOLx...anywaex...alot of my frens wan TP pyschology course...LOLx...sad Carine aiming JC or else I gt partner...nvm...dey all gt beta future...den at MRT...
Sann: Rmb 1s we say we say we open a clinic...I b Doc n U b Vet?
Me: Yarhx...y?
Sann: Nw I tink I wan b teacher liaox...nvm...we still can open clinic cum school...LOLx
Me: Hahax...
Lmaox larhx...anywaex...come 2 tink of it...alot of our class derhx pyscology mahx...Vet-Pyschologist clinic lorhx! LOLx...ok...dats stupid...

Den oso rmb anotha funny thing...Sher's cousin has taken a liking 2 call her lehx! LOLx...sum of us say he lyks her...LOLx...according 2 Sher...her cousin called her n say"Where r u? Slping aredy? Mux slp early kaex? Mux study hard oso horhx"LOLx...v.concerned...LOLx...den sumore last nite he sms her"Slp early horhx...Gd nitex!"LOLx...Val was lyk mao gu song ran larhx...LOLx...guys hu read my blog...pls tell me whether Sher's cousin lyk her anotx...LOLx

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P.S. I jux found anotha cut on my baby finger...2nd 1 lerhx=.=2cuts...budden e thumb 1 more painful...till nw still pain lehx!T_T

Wow...tis is lyk e 201st post of my blog...LOLx...CONGRATULATIONS TO MY BLOG FOR REACHING 200POSTS! WOOHOOO...LOLx...tis 200posts of crap LOLx! Funny crappy lmaox...LOLx...



Last post was on CNY eve...so wad happened e past few days lehx...LOLx...boredom lorhx...LOLx...

1st day of CNY...parents argued over ang bao thingy...I duno lorhx...lyk my fault=.=if lyk I no tell Grandma wad Mummy n Daddy say abt e CNY thingy...den wun argue liaox lorhx...at e most we stay at home throughout CNY lorhx...anything but dem argue lorhx...buddden dey aredy argue liaox...I nth 2 say lorhx...anywaex...all e same...collected quite some ang bao lorhx...quite alot larhx...although lesser den b4 budden...its ok^^its jux ang bao money...anywaex oso pass all 2 Mummy...otha den a few dollars I cope xD Auntie Esther even ask me go her hse n gt ang bao...den dun giv Mummy e money...LOLx...budden seriously...I rather tok 2 Auntie Esther den Mummy...lyk over Brian...I Auntie Esther budden nt my Mummy...anywaex...Mum noe of Brian's existence can lerhx...she noex=WHOLE residence n family noex=.=sure tio scolding derhx=.=as long as I dun anything wrong...I guess its ok...although I dunlyk tis...lyk lying 2 my family liddat...budden Mummy still nt trusting my taste=.=can c frm e way she say abt Wil...We nvr even started she aredy nag lyk=.=say ppl NA where gd n blah blah blah...budden seriously larhx...as long as gd guy can liaox mahx...Wil is nt bad guy...she lyk he bad guy liddat=.=N I din even say yes 2 him larhx...den she jux liddat destroy my FRENSHIP wif him...sumtyms lemme go thru things myself mahx...she everything oso wan chap...I noex shes worried dat I will tio ppl cheat cox Im a sotong gal...budden I oso nt v.sotong lorhx...I at least can tell wads rite n wads wrong...dats enuf lerhx...dun folo wads wrong den can lerhx...haix...wish I can gain abit more freedom lorhx...esp nw dat Im 16yrs old...I dunmind she chap-ing...dun chap too much n tell EVERYBODY abt it can lerhx...

2nd day of CNY...most boring day of e yr larhx...morning go Maternal Grandma hse eat Breakfast+Lunch...Grandparents cooking is still 4eva as gd...LOLx...was telling Dear abt it...den he was lyk"so gd...I wan drink oso dunhav"...LOLx...so teased him say we gt married den he every CNY oso will gt sharksfin soup...LOLx...my Grandparents love me 2 e core larhx...so its lyk dey owaex will cook sharksfin soup...LOLx...honestly...nt I wan brag...budden...my grandparents...whether paternal or maternal...all oso gt gd cooking skills larhx...dey cook really super nice...no wonder Im so fat =X bei ta men wei dao pang pang derhx...LOLx...anywaex...he teased back he dunmind=.=oso duno whether true anotx =X lyk wad Mummy owaex says...nvr trust guys too much...budden I trust Dear all e same =X dats y Mum scare I tio cheat...budden...shuldnt 1 trust his/her loved 1s...so if I can trust my frenx n family...y cant I trust my boyfren...nan dao lyk her suspect Dad tis, suspect Dad dat mehx...I mean its nt her fault aft wad Dad did 2 us since yr 2006...budden I duno lorhx...I shuld trust Dear mahx...although I shuld trust my Mummy n Daddy more...budden if theres no trust...its nt love liaox...lyk for eg...wuld u suspect ur fren n family tis n dat? No wad...cox u love dem...so if I love sum1...I mux trust dat sum1 too...

3rd day CNY...wich is ytd...went Mr Tan's hse...I was seriously l8=.=as usual...LOLx...no wonder Ping say me n Dear bird of e same feather...cox aft dat went 2 meet Dear n he was seriously l8=.=LOLx...anywaex...MR TAN'S CHILDREN R LYK SUPER CUTE!!!! LOLx...esp his daughter Valerie...den we were lyk joking wif Val...LOLx...even Mr Tan was joking larhx...he kip saying"Valerie...go meet Valerie JieJie"LOLx...super lmaox...hahax...budden both Valerie[s] r pretty larhx...Valerie Tan...super cute wif her BIG round eyes...soft hair n etc...Valerie Chui...SUPER pretty...LOLx...super noe how 2 dress up too...shes lyk...gal of guys dreams larhx...pretty, amicable, social n blah blah blahx...LOLx...den aft dat went of 2 meet Brian...actually wan go c YiN's BF-2-b...according 2 Miss Sher-mama...LOLx...budden ended up...Dear quoted a tym earlier den e tym he arrive so I was w8ing 4 him lyk frm dat tym...n Miss Chan Wai Ping wanted 2 c Dear n oso meet Sirbest so we didnt go...den aft dat...Dear came xD den I kip telling Dear abt things...LOLx...our secret =X anywaex...our"double date"turn in2 a"WaiPing-Sirbest stalking QiuHui-Brian date"=.=budden end up as single date again...Dear treat me again=.=budden he say he nw treat me...EOYs my turn...I gasp larhx! Cox EOYs is lyk my poorest days...no allowance mahx...sumore he say he dragging me out literally everyday...goodness gracious me-faints-LOLx...dunid maple lerhx...budden nvm =X anything 2 make him happy aft tis recently of making him disappointed...cox I told him dat I will SMS him lesser n nt on9 maple n MSN lesser...Mum n Dad complained 2 e highest authority n I gt scolding=.=Budden I din lose out 2 dem...I complained dem 2 highest authority too! xD I told Paternal Grandmama dat Mummy dowan listen 2 me n go c Doc abt her wrist n arm n Daddy out drinking despite his injury...den dey oso gt lecture xD~Wakakakax...Im evil...LOLx...budden difference is I listen dey dun=.=stupid...nvm...I gt my ways =X even Grandmama agree wif me larhx...if Daddy dun drink, dun smoke, dun gamble...our family will b rich larhx...sure gt e money go lemme wear braces=.=budden when I said I dowan put braces...I tio Grandmama n ErGuGu scold..."Teeth liddat liao still dun put braces...l8er bcome worse"=.=budden I said is true mahx...I rather use e few thousand dollars on new clothes n cosmetics=.=LOLx...I rather protect my skin then put braces...sumore painful...I duntink I can tahan...LOLx...ok...I jux gone super off topic...LOLx...I was toking abt e date bcome tok abt complains LOLx...nvm...dowan tok abt our date...I lyk ytd date alot...thx Dear 4 e tym^^although I feel lyk I wuld nvr c him again...make me dowan board e bus when it came...budden he gan wo shang che=.=LOLx...I wanted go c hamsters lorhx! LOLx...ok...budden I chgned my mind when he say he will kill all e hamsters in e world=.=LOLx...ok...I love hamsters too much lerhx...till I 4gt Im toking 2 my Dear abt it =X

Ok tdy suppose 2 do hmwk! Budden Dad called mahjong kaki...WTFH...dey win liaox...nvm...I can still do e hmwk...I hope =X

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Ok! New Yr wishes~no resolution cox if I say out...usually wun folo derhx LOLx...

-Wishes 4 FAMILY-
Everyone: HEALTHY n HAPPY everyday...oso wish dat can GET OWN DESIRES
Couples: LIVE TILL RIPE OLD AGE TGT...HAPPY MEMORIES TGT
Students: GET GOOD GRADES
Basically dats all~

-Wishes 4 FRENS-
GOOD HEALTH, HAPPINESS n GOOD GRADES
Couples: LOVE EVERLASTING
Single: FASTER FIND TRUE LOVE
Gals: 4EVA PRETTINESS
Guys: 4EVA HANDSOME
Basically, WAN SHI RU YI

-Wishes 4 MYSELF-
Good health, happiness n good grades too...n oso can 4eva b wif my Prince^^LOLx...n JIAN FEI CHENG GONG! xD

SO my DaQQGurl here wishes every1 HAPPY LUNAR 2008^^

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P.S. I simply love my cousins n niece LOLx...dey r super cute larhx! LOLx...ok...dun say lerhx...l8er Dear jealous LOLx...TaTa

Lalax...1st post of e day...tdy is reunion day LOLx...

Morning woke up at 5+...cox usually gt sku...budden when wake up...aft awhile den realise tdy no sku=.=LOLx...so went back 2 slp...budden woke up again at 6+ I tink...LOLx...bio clock mahx...budden aft dat knock myself out...n woke up again at 9+ cox mum's phone is ringing...den realise is Dad call=.=he wan look 4 Mum...so scolded me 4 kapo-ing Mum's HP...haix...my fault...den he went out...was abit emo so SMSed Dear...cheered up abit...den Mum home...eat breakfast...Mum scold Dad 4 scolding me LOLx...she say he jux wan find her 2 tell her nt 2 buy breakfast...budden culdnt find her...so angry lorhx...den she jux said heck care Daddy larhx...otha ppl is new yr eve at home wif family...hes out wif frens...siao...LOLx...

So while I help her do hsework...I was SMSing Dear lorhx...den Sann called...I guess she was angry dat I din go...actually I jux realised wif me gt 14galx total=.=no wonder Sann feel left out...so 1s again...my fault...Dear say nt though...budden I guess...it is my fault...

Den went Maternal Grandparents hse 4 reunion lunch...LOLx...baby is lyk super cute lorhx...LOLx...ok...so in love wif my baby cousin...den Big Unc open 2cans of beer...shared dem wif Mum...cox I drank soft drink so cant drink too much alcohol...den played there awhile...den when say our byes...baby kissed Jovan...den Jovan look so paiseh larhx! LOLx...super funny...den is go Paternal side lerhx...

On e way there...send Small Unc n family 2 their maternal side...den dey were toking abt Jordan's n my future=.=dey say Jordan abit hopeless larhx...den sumore Mum oso say dat she advised Grandpa nt 2 worry too much lorhx...actually Grandpa n Grandma owaex scold Jordan...budden can c dey really care abt him lorhx...hope Jordan can b more sensible n study real hard...lyk me xD haix...oso wish he will b sensible...he l8ly jux asked me 4 5566 new album...I oso havnt buy yet larhx=.=so gan jiong...LOLx...den as conversation goes on...realised dat Mum n Dad seriously proud of me larhx...LOLx...Dad say"dunid giv QiuHui tuition larhx...if tuition is gd...pay alot of money oso dunmind...budden in actual fact...tuition is nt helping...so is nt practical, realistic nor gd 2 spend e money in giv e tuition"Den Mum said"Aiyax...is her future...nxt tym when me n hubby pass away...its up 2 her ownself 2 survive lerhx...me n hubby oso cant do much...if her future gd...den of cox nth much 2 worry lorhx...budden if future nt gd...me n hubby will b abit bz lorhx...cox she everyday will b lyk"Mummy Daddy pls bless me a chance 2 win lottery cox no money lerhx."Den me n hubby jux everytym nid help her win lottery lorhx"LOLx...my parents r so cute hahax...

Den reach there...ate Grandma's Beehoon n drank her pig intestine soup...LONG tym no taste Grandma's cooking lerhx...still as gd^^LOLx...beta den Mum's lorhx...LOLx...den drank coke N Grandma's red wine...LOLx...den when leaving...Varren foloed us out lehx...hahax! Tot we r his parents LOLx...den aft dat I still nid ma fan bring him back...LOLx...hes super cute larhx! LOLx...

Den nw reached home lerhx...come blog lorhx...anywaex...l8er blogging anotha post on CNY things derhx...so

TTFN~
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BY THE WAY...2nite's menu is Maggi Mee...make me tink dat Im catching a flu...rmb I put alot of chilli oil n seasoning lehx...budden still tasteless...I oso gt mix it...dun even gt e egg taste lorhx...seriously...tink Im falling sick lerhx=.=

KK~Mum call~

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Here I am...blogging again...LOLx...mux b wondering wad crap m I gonna blog tdy ritex? Hahax...Im gonna blog abt lame crap...LOLx...

Morning wake up...managed 2 begged Mum 2 lend me HP...she actually agreed...made me tot of wad she said 2 me ytd n last nite...anywaex...I duncare...I oni noe theres sth stopping me...lyk God is telling me dat theres sth wrong...frm my Mum n frenx lorhx...its lyk their words kip repeating in my head...I duno y...haix...I seriously hope theres nth wrong...seriously hope dat its jux my PMS n it will b ok soon...

Anywaex...actually tdy can go out 4 a date aft sku...budden in e end...its called off again...by Brian tis tym...LOLx...nt everytym is me call off lorhx...although Im guilty abt doing so...I hope Brian will b understanding...if hes nt gona understand...I guess dats it...aft all...its him hu taught me wad makes up love...although seriously...I gt nth 2 b understanding abt while he gt ALOT of things 2 understand abt...seriously seriously sry...dats y I told YiN dat I make a bad GF lorhx...I guess I 4eva will...I oso told dat 2 Jianming Di...LOLx...my 2 best confidantes otha den my Dearest Brian...LOLx...of cox Dear is 1st place larhx...budden YiN Di n Sann come in 2nd^^

Anywaex...stop toking abt Dear lerhx larhx...seriously tok too much abt him=.=LOLx...budden seriously love him alot mahx...LOLx...ok...Im getting sillier n sillier by e day...

Highlights of tdy: VALERIE'S Eyeore, CLASS TEE'S ARRIVAL[YAY!], CNY Concert n KITCHEN WASHING! LOLx...N of cox e dearest ppl in my life lyk Dear, Mum, Dad, Sann, YiN, Val, Vic, Clara, Bea, Saman, Jul, Jo, Pingg, Sher, etc. LOLx...

Val's eyeore is lyk so cuteT_T LOLx...make me tink of wanting 2 buy 1 4 myself...budden smaller 1 of cox larhx...LOLx...cox I gt lyk a BIG dog liaox lehx...a BIG donkey will make me cant slp cox theres lyk NO SPACE larhx LOLx...my bed is small lorhx...LOLx...anywaex...at lunch...Pingg was lyk saying I was in an obscene position wif e eyeore larhx...I dun gt it...LOLx...budden nvm...I gt it aft lyk 2tyms xplaining...I nvr tot of dat larhx=.=PINGG IS DIRTY-MINDED! SIRBEST B CAREFUL! L8ER SHE RAPE U!XD LOLx...anywaex dey everyday oso PDA...LOLx...den tis morning Sirbest was lyk"Wads PDA?" Den Pingg replied"Public Display of Affection larhx! U duno mehx?"LOLx...dats lyk an obvious qns LOLx...ok fine wadeva...den had Bio"SPA"...Mock derhx lorhx...we were doing e Vit.C thingy lorhx...LOLx...super stupid...cox me n Sann kip contradicting each otha...LOLx...den Vic say we drop wrong...LOLx...cox kip I drop...den I scared I dropped too much...budden 2wards e end...I gan gan drop liaox...cox NO TYM lerhx...LOLx...

Den was Maths...went thru A.maths...I SUCKX at trigo cannx...LOLx...its lyk gt alot of wrong larhx...den me n Sann quarrelled in class AGAIN lolx...we 2 PMS=.=

Den Chem was lyk doing WS again lorhx...e Mole Concept...I tink I nid revise alot on it...

Den Recess...nth much lorhx...except I start playing Bdaex Songs again LOLx...was lyk singing Eng, Chi n Indian[fake derhx] LOLx...esp e Indian derhx...was lyk"U wan'yuan de bu neng na eh'or'bian de ke yi na eh'or'eyeore hao na eh'"LOLx...den Val was lyk loling larhx...LOLx...glad I can make at least sum1 smile or lol me 4 tdy...although I cant realy do it myself=.=ok larhx...I lol-ed myself too larhx...dat song was lyk super stupid...hope Saman is nt offendedT_T

Den was ENGLISH...did minor things lyk lecture on target setting AGAIN, handing money 4 our files n writing of e content pg...den aft dat...SUDDENLY outside blared CNY Songs larhx...LOLx...den Miss Chionh was lyk"WOW! Dats a gd way 2 gt us 2 e hall hahax! Its lyk telling e tchers 2"Shut up n let ur students go!"Hahax!"LOLx...den went hall 4 CNY Concert...

CNY Concert was lyk e usual lorhx^^budden still...I applaud e performers^^dey r so gd!^^ I tink e funniest was e Skit...its lyk...esp e Greg part...me n Sann was lyk laughing till we can say we r ROFL-ing larhx...LOLx...its lyk...E BEARD IS SO FAKE! LOLx...comic larhx...LOLx...e funniest phrase was"Its all in e beard"LOLx!

Den dismiss lerhx...ate sandwiches...den called up dear...when Im out of sku of cox larhx...den we quarrelled again...tis 1 was more short-fused cox I was kinda irritated...cox Sann's tone...she sound lyk she wan fight larhx...LOLx...budden as usual...our fights nvr last...LOLx...den took train...met Manda n Vanessa on e way down...cox I was on e phone wif Dear...den Manda start teasing me liaox...LOLx...duncare her hahax! LOLx...den Dear pei me chat till I reached home...although we sumtyms nth 2 tok so is lyk deep in silence n hes nt physically bside me...budden its still company^^thx Dear^^<33

Reached home...on comp awhile...den aft dat when 2 slp lerhx...

Mum woke me up aft I slept 4 sumtym...tink its 4+pm...cleant e kitchen wif Mum...LOLx...aft cleant up alot den I start nagging abt wanting 2 go bathe...LOLx...den she was lyk"Wa laox...all u noe is bathe!"LOLx...although she sound angry budden she was lyk am-chio-ing larhx...LOLx...

Anywaex...till nw I still havnt eaten dinner nor bathe=.=aft helping mum tidy up things den I will bathe n eat lerhx...ok...bz nw~mayb blog again l8er^^

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P.S.MY JERSEY IS SO COOL LOLx...love itXD

BY THE WAY again...HAPPY CNY 2 ALL^^esp Dear n my Besties^^

N~Thx Miss Choi on dat ang bao n wish^^n Mrs Tan on e blessings^^, oso Reverend Wee 4 dat Prayer^^

TaTa~HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR^^

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LOLx...suddenly wish Im by e beach...or sth...sumwhere I can cry alone...stupid emotions=.=Suckx mannnx...SUDDENLY feel lyk going 2 e park or beach...budden all oso out of reach=.=anywaex...I hate going out ALONE...it suckx...its lyk u r out alone in e world...I hate tis feeling most...wish there will b sum1 wif me 4eva n eva...n I dunhav 2 b alone anymore 4eva n eva...budden it will b a miracle if there is...I mean even aft one is married oso wun hav tis type of thing happen larhx...

Ok...tis is getting more n more randomised n stupid...Im asking too much...shuld b contented wif wad I hav...wad I hav in my life...everything I hav in my life...every1 in my life

-shuldnt grumble-

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LOLx...Im blogging 1s again...4th post? LOLx...haix...I jux wan fa xie...I WISH PPL STOP TOKING ABT E AGE GAP PROB N BIRTH CONTROL TEASING! ITS LAME! N PPL~MY PHONE HAS BEEN CONFISCATED...I dowan kip repeating=.=although I duntink any1 except Brian will b reading=.=suckx mannnx...I WISH YIN IS ARND 2 TOK 2 MET_T I WAN TOK 2 YINT_T WHERES YIN WHEN I NID HER! Suckx mannnx=.=

LaLaLax...jux nw was toking 2 Brian...jux realised dat he read my blog=.=omgosh...feel so paiseh abt was I blogged abt e outing on Wed...I guessed I made him angry...feel kinda lyk...I duno larhx...feel so...sorry? AIYAX! I duno larhx...jux feel abit guilty lorhx...Sorry Brian...super sorry...

BY THE WAY...LOLx...tdy recess Sec3s cut YiN's queue...den we were lyk scolding e sec3s loudly wif vulgarities n wadeva dat come up 2 our mind larhx! LOLx...super comic n crazy...

Even KJ commented...HE JOKED ABT CUTTING MY QUEUE...LOLx...den I purposely blocked his way XD~FEEL SO SHUANG...lolx...wad can he do...Im a gal n hes a guy...he cant touch me anyhow mahx...XD

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Lalalax...tdy went quite fast...dats my comments 4 tdy^^although it started slowly cox I was missing Brian=.=as usual=.=getting more n more attached 2 him lerhx...causing me 2 gt more n more scaredT_T

1st period...HCL...Miss Choi was toking abt vulgarities n those slang we use lyk "lame" n "wadeva" etc...she said dat guys hu go 4 army gt oni 2paths...either bcome bad or gd...she say cox army gt 1unit is 2"cure"ppl of bad habits of speaking vulgarities...LOLx...made me tink of Tim...still rmb wad he told me abt his vulgarities speaking habit...LOLx...n Miss Choi was lyk saying e exact same thing larhx...LOLx...making me wan laugh...cox remind me abt otha things abt Tim...lyk how cute n sweet he can b...although nw I can say I 4gotten abt him...considering nw dat Im wif Brian...I oso havnt been tinking of Tim l8ly...tdy aft tinking abt Tim...I oni had 1prayer...is e hope dat hes safe n alrite^^Im treating him lyk im treating KS=.=LOLx...both of dem r e persons dat I put at e back of my mind...budden is still concern abt^^as a fren...den Miss Choi oso threaten 2 chgn Chris n gang's n LQ n gang's places cox dey kip toking...den AP n AC were tinking of hu she was going 2 chgn...I tink...den I tink dey wan 2 ask Miss Choi...budden in e end...dey call Miss Choi n nvr ask=.=LOLx...den I tink Miss Choi was tinking its sth wrong wif herself or sth...cox she kip pulling her dress lorhx...me n SJ agreed dat shes super self-conscious HAHAX...LOLx...nvm...Im 1 too!! LOLx...

So aft double HCL was A.MATHS...TRIPLE A.MATHS 2 b exact-faints-...Mr Tan went thru Maths Hmwk...den we were free 2 do A.maths hmwk...den Saman was lyk asking me buy wad Birth Control thingys...she sound lyk Brian will rape me or sth=.=shes being lyk so lame...n Sann commented on e age gap thingy again=.=lyk y is every1 commenting on dat lorhx=.=I mean it will oni serve as a prob if we culdnt overcome e hurdle dat our age gap tinkings...in fact...me n his tinking nt much of a diff lorhx...n we can lyk tok things out lorhx...so if we lyk gt any misunderstanding wif each otha...we can lyk solve it by toking things out lorhx...so actually...I duntink e age gap thingy was much of a prob lorhx...budden its quite gd lorhx...at least so far...me n Brian nt much unhappy memories...anywaex...back 2 maths hmwk doing lessons=.=so...as me n Sann aredy finished Differentiation Qns...so we were toking lorhx...den Mr Tan tot we din n wan come scold us...budden he din when we told him we finished...budden he did aft dat cox we were chatting wif Val,Bea n Saman...LOLx...so lmaox larhx...budden in e end...I act teach Val abit on e Differentiation...I DID actually...LOLx...anywaex...I helped her wif 1Qns n den bell ring lerhx...RECESS TYM XD

Recess ended n Geog started...Sher was doing Geog test so I took her place awhile lorhx...den YiN confess 2 me sth lorhx...LOLx...it bcame a secret btween both of us hahax...LOLx...anywaex...she oso said dat she wan an all gals gathering 4 Val's bdaex...so no Brian...she actually APOLOGISED lehx...budden I said nvm...I guess he wun mind...at least I tink^^den aft dat will b REUNION DINNER AT GRANDMA'S XD LOLx...Im going off topic 1s again...LOLx...

Den aft Geog is EL...comp lab doing reflection on Gender Discrimination...Miss Choinh n Mrs Lau's teaching is lyk totally COOL larhx...make me quite love english class^^

Den Physics...as usual...crappy Mr Tan...LOLx...den Samuel giv out e Factsheets 4 CT...wonder hu's lame idea isit 4 Factsheets mannnx=.=den dey were giving out so inefficiently lorhx=.=LOLx...took a long tym 2 gt my last Factsheet...LOLx...

Den went up Geog Xtra Lessons...NO TCHERs...so took my attendance n went off down canteen...budden Japh summoned me n YiN back 2 class...apparently Miss Zhang came 2 class 2 check=.=so we stayed awhile in class...actually no larhx...out toking wif YiN lorhx...cox I guess we 2 seriously nid ppl we can trust 2 tok 2 lorhx...esp her...she sound so despo=.=budden nvm^^YiN!U can count on me^^I SUPPORT U ALL E WAY^^GOGO JIAYIN~JYJY~its jiayoux jiayin btw...nt jiayoux jiayoux LOLx...XD

So nw is back at home toking 2 5avage on MSN n SMSing Brian...haix...y isnt he replyingT_T...LOLx...ok...I sound lyk a lovesick crazy gal...*STOP IT TING QIU HUI!*

LOLx...

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IM SO BLOODY BORED...woke up l8 tdy den mum scolded...den wake up on maple...lyk abit siannx...so off n go MSN...NO1 AVAILABLE 2 TOK?! LOLx...so went off help mum do abit things den go slp...BOREDOM~!!!

Anywaex...nw toking 2 KS...Thank god his on9 2 tok 2 me...hope his nt angry dat I made him DC in MSNT_T

Lalalax~Feel so weird~~1day no Brian=.=SO WEIRD~! OMGosh...kinda miss his voice lerhx=.=If I knew dat...I wun hav gone 2 meet him lerhx=.=This Suckx~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NVM~! Can go thru tis...tmr can hear his voice n Wed can c him lerhx=.=I dowan let e rest of e gang c him siahx XD I wan kip him 2 myself XD~Im selfish XD

Ok~dats randomXD

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Watched 1 Epi of 微笑pasta n tot of e song 北极星的眼泪 LOLx...my fav song hahax...den aft dat...I tot of 背叛...LOLx...all start is bei=.=LOLx...

Tdy gt 2Eng tests=.=scare 2 fail...den WS period=.=wth...saw target 4 cohort2008 4"O"s...super high=.=esp when most of e sub dat I take wan 2 do an MSG of 2~3=.=aim tis kinda mark...might as well jux put A1 4 all subs n MSGs n blahx blahx blahx...tok so much...abit diao...

Den YiNny ask me whether I really tagging Brian along...den I ask whether she wan anotx...den she say...its kinda weird...considering he will b oni guy...den I told her dat Jo oso going...LOLx...den Mei commented dat still Guys VS Gals is still inproportionate=.=den sumore she feel wif him arnd will b abit out=.=budden wad can I do...ask aredy...sumore Sann was bugging larhx=.=Val dey all oso gt lyk kip asking...dats y I oso kip asking dem dey sure dey wan Brian join anotx=.=LOLx...anywaex...I aredy asked him...cant chgn bahx=.=scarli he read tis den dcide nt 2 go=.=LOLx...nvm=.=tis is dumb...

Anywaex...honestly...nt anything against any1 larhx...jux feeling dat I dun feel lyk going out siahx...I feel lyk jux staying at home whole day n whole new yr...esp aft seeing e targets 4 cohort2008...mox of those low MSG derhx r e subs I take lorhx...den Mei was lyk shaking my hands every few mins saying JiaYoux...I oso feel stress liaox=.=I jux feel lyk...staying at home n studying larhx...its lyk...I seem 2 lagged bhind alot liaox...haix...esp over trigo...LOLx...

Recently parents has been quarrelling over e New Yr prob n everyhting larhx=.=super lame larhx...sumtyms feel I more mature den dem lorhx...dey owaex alittle bit den throw tantrum lerhx=.=dammit larhx=.=

Nvm...nid stop headaches...hav been having slpless nitex=.=n dragging Brian n Sean[sumtyms] 2 nt slp wif me=.=Im so bad n guilty=.=tink 2nite dun tok 2 dem lerhx=.=l8er 1 l8 4 sku e otha 1 l8 4 work=.=

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