I wanna dedicate tis post 2 Saman~hope saman can read it n understand~

Heys Saman~Sry abt pang sehing u in doubles~Its nt I dowan b in it~I very much wanna b in it~but I dowan 2 pull e team down~I dowan 2 pull e SeaGals dowan~I dowan let e juniors down~I dowan 2 let e TOs down~Most importantly~I dowan let e inter1s down~Do u tink I wan giv up e chance?!~Tis is my LAST yr leh~!~Do u tink it doesnt pain me when I suggested dat u gals take doubles without me?!~I tell u~IT DOES~!~I WANNA CRY WHEN I SAID DAT LOR~!~I WANNA 2 TAKE IT BACK LOR~!~

Rmb last yr when we were 2gether in e doubles? I panicked when I saw every1 chionging faster den us~! I seriously dowan history 2 repeat itself~! Prevention is beta den cure~so I feel I shuldnt go down...n anyway~I screwed up e B&H Competition liao~I dowan 2 screw anotha~I dowan 2 miss e SeaGals Champion tis yr~I rather nt being able 2 compete den 2 cause us 2 cant win e SeaGals Champion~

And oso...mayb u nvr notice...e juniors n e rest of e gals trained really hard 4 tis yr sea competition~esp e kayaking part...I dowan 2 disappoint dem lyk last yr how e Inter2s disappoint us...I dowan 2 let e juniors down~I dowan 2 let u gals down~!

E TOs n CLTs dunid 2 say...mayb dey nvr kip saying"must win sea comp champion"...but...I can c dat dey really hope dat we can win~I dowan 2 let dem down~I dowan bcoz of me~make us lose e SeaGals Champion~I dowan 2 disappoint U all~!

So...super sorry dat I cant team wif u 4 e sea comp doubles~I am really super sorry~

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