Here I m blogging again 4 hu noes wad reason hahaz~anyways...rmb e post b4 youth day? I dun tink so u rmb luhs...LOL...feel lyk Im writing an essay hahaz...beta dun use my essay juice up...l8er still nid complete mis kumari's argumentative essay wor...hahaz...

anyway...back 2 main pt...actually e new me I was saying in dat post was actually e me dat was hidden due 2 multiple wounds inflicted...well...after dat post...I did chgn wor...I chgn 2 dat person but...I guess I beta say I dowan e"new"me anymore...

Ytd...make an attempt 2 do wad I wuld do den...tok wif my frens bout my probs...share abit bout my past 2 let my frens noe me beta...e 1st person I sought wuld of coz b my no.1 best fren sann...

Its either I chose e wrong person...or else...I duno lor...I guess there is sth juz so different btween me e frens arnd me...lyk 4 eg...I can nvr b lyk sann...laming arnd...cutting ppl off...or lyk me n alicia amanda n sijie...e luv of gossiping "fashioning"n"k geing"...dats juz simply nt me...I gt my style...wich I simply juz cant chgn nor mix it wif their style...dey juz dun mix...total different pts...

Anyway...try sharing my past wif sann...mayb she was listening...mayb she isnt...I gt no way 2 tell...on msn wor...anyway...I was 1/2way sharing when suddenly she say...heys~I wan show u sth...mayb coz wif ks long liao...den usualy when he tok...I wun interrupt...till he finish dat is...n when I tok...he wun interrupt...till i finish dat is...anyway...after dat interuption...I suddenly dowan 2 tok abt it liao...I even blew her off when she ask me 2 go on frm where I left off[sry sann]...she was juz being stupid...copy n paste wad I said...I wan tell u...Sann...its juz different u gt it?...I cant pretend theres no interuption n I still feel lyk toking abt it...I dun~!

Anyway...culdnt slp laz nite...tinking abt dat thing lor...finally fell aslp after making my laz decision...Im gonna bury dat part of me 4eva...nt letting it c e light anymore...Im gona nt tok abt it 4eva n eva again...although I noe I juz cant let bygones b bygones...but...I can say...Im confirming dat dat part of me will 4eva b hidden...a secret of my own...

So...nw chgning bac 2 me...well...nt exactly me...but aiyos...I noe can liao lar...LOLs...anyway...dats it...all I wanna say...in summary is...Im nt gonna say abt e me dat Im burying...never eva again...ytd I pass e chance...although I gav myself e chance 2...I wasnt given by e otha party 2 say out fully...guess Im on my own...I swear...I wun say it eva again...I will nvr giv myself 2 say it eva again...its juz too painful 2 type anotha of tis type of post...juz too painful...

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