hmmm...actually kinda wanna post sad things...but l8ly really overcome by sad things mah...nw smsing dar sann n kj...LOL...found out nt oni i cant access my own tagboard...LOL...nvm...if i nvr reply my tags...means either i dowan 2 check...or else is coz i cant access it...LOL...nw going 2 eat liao...finally...LOL...wonder how 2 break e news 2 mum...tink i chickening out sia...hahaz...LOL...go eat liao...continue blogging l8er or sth...=)

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Here I m blogging again 4 hu noes wad reason hahaz~anyways...rmb e post b4 youth day? I dun tink so u rmb luhs...LOL...feel lyk Im writing an essay hahaz...beta dun use my essay juice up...l8er still nid complete mis kumari's argumentative essay wor...hahaz...

anyway...back 2 main pt...actually e new me I was saying in dat post was actually e me dat was hidden due 2 multiple wounds inflicted...well...after dat post...I did chgn wor...I chgn 2 dat person but...I guess I beta say I dowan e"new"me anymore...

Ytd...make an attempt 2 do wad I wuld do den...tok wif my frens bout my probs...share abit bout my past 2 let my frens noe me beta...e 1st person I sought wuld of coz b my no.1 best fren sann...

Its either I chose e wrong person...or else...I duno lor...I guess there is sth juz so different btween me e frens arnd me...lyk 4 eg...I can nvr b lyk sann...laming arnd...cutting ppl off...or lyk me n alicia amanda n sijie...e luv of gossiping "fashioning"n"k geing"...dats juz simply nt me...I gt my style...wich I simply juz cant chgn nor mix it wif their style...dey juz dun mix...total different pts...

Anyway...try sharing my past wif sann...mayb she was listening...mayb she isnt...I gt no way 2 tell...on msn wor...anyway...I was 1/2way sharing when suddenly she say...heys~I wan show u sth...mayb coz wif ks long liao...den usualy when he tok...I wun interrupt...till he finish dat is...n when I tok...he wun interrupt...till i finish dat is...anyway...after dat interuption...I suddenly dowan 2 tok abt it liao...I even blew her off when she ask me 2 go on frm where I left off[sry sann]...she was juz being stupid...copy n paste wad I said...I wan tell u...Sann...its juz different u gt it?...I cant pretend theres no interuption n I still feel lyk toking abt it...I dun~!

Anyway...culdnt slp laz nite...tinking abt dat thing lor...finally fell aslp after making my laz decision...Im gonna bury dat part of me 4eva...nt letting it c e light anymore...Im gona nt tok abt it 4eva n eva again...although I noe I juz cant let bygones b bygones...but...I can say...Im confirming dat dat part of me will 4eva b hidden...a secret of my own...

So...nw chgning bac 2 me...well...nt exactly me...but aiyos...I noe can liao lar...LOLs...anyway...dats it...all I wanna say...in summary is...Im nt gonna say abt e me dat Im burying...never eva again...ytd I pass e chance...although I gav myself e chance 2...I wasnt given by e otha party 2 say out fully...guess Im on my own...I swear...I wun say it eva again...I will nvr giv myself 2 say it eva again...its juz too painful 2 type anotha of tis type of post...juz too painful...

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2nd day of my 15th yr~LOL...okok lor...I fa xian I everyday morning will shou qi...Im kinda lyk unhappy everyday luhs...my frens kip saying abt it...finally aft so long gt ppl notice liao...

ytd my bday...I wan say I few words abt it...
~I wanna say sry 2 those hu was saying dat I dun seem happy although its my bday...eg Sann Yin n ah mei...juz dat I came frm e wrong side of e bed 2day so wasnt feeling so happy when I reach sku...sumore stupid CK duno wad is lead by example...he came 2 me in uni inspection n ask me 2 ask e gals 2 pull up socks...HALO?! MY SOCKS IS DEFO LOWER DEN THEIRS LEH~! HE SO DUMB LEH~! NO BRAINER~! HE NOE HOW 2 SAY IRVIN DUNO HOW 2 LEAD BY EXAMPLE DEN HIM LEH~! CHOSE E RITE PERSON 2 TELL E GALS 2 PULL UP THEIR SOCKS LAR~! DUMBO~!

~I wan say ty 2 all those hu contributed 2 my bday present esp Sann Joey Vic AliciaP Amanda n SiJie...THANK YOU GUYS SOOOOO MUCH~! I LOVE U^^

~Sry sann 4 pissing u off coz I nvr open my present when Im alone...Sry~

ok...dats all Im gonna say...wish me gt well soon^^

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Sry my darling Jo da jie~sryT_T...sry sry sry~

Tot laz nite gonna hav a gd 4men confer wif e 4old ppl...ended up in awkward silence n cryingT_T...sry guys...make things so awkward...I wun ask 4 dat confer liaoT_T...I promise...

Anyway...woke up 2 a gd morning~thx Cheryl Sng^^

Listen 2 music till I fall aslp laz nite...woke up n fell aslp again...finally woke up at arnd 11...LOL me pig...

So happy dat bday is coming...2~3 more days wors^^super elated...

nth 2 say liao le...nid go maple help HuiMei in things...bb

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~! IM AT MY HIGHEST PT OF CRAZINESS~! IM SO DEPRESS DAT BY E TYM I REACH MRT~! I WAN CRY LIAO~! GOD KNOWS WAD HAPPEN 2 ME~! T_T...GUESS E EMPTY FEELING GT EVERYTHING 2 DO WIF IT T_T

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IM OFFICIALLY CRAZY MAN...I DUNO WAD STUPID THING HAPPEN 2 ME...MOOD SWING SO BIG...TILL I CRIED AFTER N B4 MY ORAL YTD...PISSED OFF E WHOLE WORLD N IS SERIOUSLY TINKING WHETHER ME N KS WILL B HAPPY 2GETHER IN MAPLE IN FUTURE...IM SERIOUSLY STUPIDLY CRAZY~!

AHHHHHH...Ting Qiu Hui...STOP TIS CRAZINESS AT 1S~!

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counting down 2 my bday...still gt 4~5days orh~!^^

ARGH~! IM SO STRESSSSSST_T...ALL THX 2 MIS KUMARI MIS CHOI N MRS CHOY~! TOK BOUT O LVLS~! T_T SO STRESSFUL~!

2day Jo came my hse play maple...LOL...alot of ppl say meet parent n wadeva...LOL...dey so ling lor...MY DAD CAME HOME EARLY~! WTH?! Anyway...in conclusion of tis visit frm Mr Joey Wong...HES A LAMER,A COMIC N IS BLOODY~! WTH! LOL...hes a lamer n comic coz he oways hav been...n hes bloody coz he kip toking bout his dragon blood...LOL...

haiz...nth else le bah...nw going dota wif dar n kj...sure kena gangbang deT_T

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Feeling so naive luhs...I was tinking dat my troubles r over...BUT...I was WRONG...ok...mayb Im wrong...mayb Im nt...AIYA~! I duno luhs...I oni noe...I scare 2nite slp will gt nitemare of divorce againT_Tkinda down bout it lor...haiz...I dowan say liao le lar...mayb I will wake up tmr 2 a usual day...nt a special dayT_T...

anyways...counting down 2 'O' Levels Chinese Oral n Listening Comprehension Examination...feeling so nervous bout it...LOL...but anyway...still nid slp mah...haiz

bb~nitenite~god bless~

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Wow...my 150th post...LOL...so cool...l8er honours nite...nid report arnd 3+...haiz...so sai~

L8ly duno y...seems 2 feel so mei xin qing do things...lyk ytd...results was announced after e interview...its lyk...I dun understand y Im nt feeling as happy as I shuld...mayb coz...I really wanna go ICEP n is cant go dats y forced myself 2 come here...I was lyk...JOEY~! Lets xchgn...u go MSTD whole i stay in sg...LOL...lame rite? But I noe e interview is over lor n we cant chgn e fact aredy...tis 4~12aug I will b going 2 MSTD Vietnam wif Julia...I shuldnt hav gone 2 e interview...den Ju n Jo confirm in liao lorT_T...too l8 4 regrets...

L8ly seems 2 b pissing my frens off...duno y lor...guess...lose some gain some lor...I gain bac my family n oso a position in NCC while losing some of my frenship...juz hope dat I wun lose those closest 2 me...although I noe its dem dat Im losing...so l8ly kinda avoid dem or sth coz I dowan piss dem off accidentally...I dun understand lar...wads wrong lor...dats my ans...dats wad i wuld say...even if its my family...I will oso say e same thing lor but dey seems 2 piss dem off lor...Im nt tactful types de...I speak wad I feel lor...if theres a wrong in dat den theres nth dat is rite in tis world aredy...

2day pull flag...was lyk super nervous lor...accordning 2 WP...I dropped flag 4tyms...LOL...I dun count 2 of dem luhs coz at e tym I found out dat my flag is gonna rise above Sirbest de so I drop it lor...Miss Seh's words kip repeating in my head so I gan jiong lor...sry allT_T

2day interview make me feel lyk Im taking my O lvl chinese oral luhs~so SCARY~! LOL...den was lyk wif Jul n Jo...so ps lor...l8ly feel dat I open a company call The QQ Lightbulb Company...Y I OWAYS GOOSEBERRY BUSH DE~! So ps luhs~! Its lyk Jul n Jo tok their lang while Im lyk some alien dat dun understand wad dey saying lor...so was lyk mostly staring in2 space while dey 2 tok lor...there 2 b a lightbulb niaT_T

k luhs...nid slp liao...so l8 liao...nitenite all~sweet dreamz~!

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Haiz...tmr going 4 med exam...wonder can go MSTD anot...2day was so lame...I actually asked ppl whether i shuld do hmwk,blog or maple...in end I dcide...blog 1st...den do hmwk...if gt tym den maple...feel so tired...l8er gonna watch微笑pasta...so excited...LOL...haiz...nth much 2 say bout 2day lor...but ytd abit in PMS mode lor...Sann n KJ noe coz dey kena...越来越觉得我快窜不过气了...有时真得很想很想...好啦别说了...oni wanna say

wa sai...tis morning high fever lor...42degrees...Im lyk sooooooooooooooooooooo weak lar...I cant gt out of bed let alone go trgn...I tink coz of lack of slp or sth bah...after a looooooooooooooooooong slp felt beta lor...but still gt e sore sore feeling lor...guess my hand muscle injury isnt dat minor lar...but e musle med is working quite well lor...but ytd I go do pumping...nw cant even move much of my hands...typing is such a pain sia...nw soooooooooooooooooooo bored at home...shuld hav went trgn if I noe I so fast recover...ok lar...nt really recover lar...e temp still reading quite high lor...lazy c doc...wonder how Im gonna giv MC sia...mayb l8er go out take MC lor...nw sweating lyk siao although Im feeling cold...den tis morning sann n mr ng call me...ck chales n shuman oso called me...but coz slping away e panadol effect I manage 2 crawl out of bed 2 take so slping lyk a pig lor...nw body still sore n temp aredy go down abit lar...kip switching btween 39~40degrees...l8er nid go doc ask 4 MC...wonder wad im gonna tell doc...or shuld I juz go HQ nw 4 trgn...haizzzzzzzzzzzz

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