feel lyk a zombie 2day lar...mayb i turned in2 a cooli zombie n needed healing...but apparently v.difficult 2 heal coz too strong will kill me but too weak nt much use...lolz...i feel im such a faker 2day

early morning so happy...mum finally signed my ophir form...after so long...den b4 i go out she say mayb i shuldnt go...fine lor...bad news...so went 2 c mis kee bout e ophir thingy...she say alot of crap den suddenly say bout e spec course...she say she wun b sending me 2 spec course coz nt enuf space n she muz redraw 1of e galz n thus redraw me coz its e safest 2 redraw me if she wan promote every1 n ya n alot of crap lar...i wasnt listen coz i was thunderstruck lor...i worked so hard tis 3yrs...wad did i gt? NOTHING...no spec course...no sgt rank n spec course badge...haiz...was sad bout it lar...n still m...juz faked e whole day coz i looked at e bright side e whole day 2 try convince myself dat i din gt in2 spec course its too gd 4 me...but i guess i cant continue faking le...well e bright side im looking on is dat i gt 2 rest moz of e march hols mah...anyway...no spec course mean less responsibilities...wich mean i can slack wor...hahaz...haiz...guess i cant hide my disappointment le lar...

after assembly...chem...serious headache...feel lyk knocking in2 e wall le...can die lar...den after chem is SS...janice lim actually nt as bad as i tot lar...quite ok lor...jia you 4 SS bah~! maths...new tcher...but tis whole wk a.maths...so ois logarithms,logarithms n more logarithms...lolz...den is recess le...recess went library wif jia yin dey all...

after recess is phy...mr tan nvr come...ok lor...do work...den after dat de chinese...CT is back...mis choi say i gt improve but she is still disappointed...well...failed 2tests in a row...wich tcher wun b disappointed lar...but im disappointed myself lar...i feel lyk 2day is going down e drain lar...no spec course...chinese fail...possibly no ophir too...feel lyk juz jumping of e 4th floor of e sku building lar...so depressed...den after dat is bio...sry sandz 4 blowing up at u lar...im juz so sad lar...but cant cry...den after dat jiu accidentally blow out at u lor...it wasnt intentional...sry...den after dat de english...ate cai lao shi de choc den slp thru rest of e 2periods coz mis kumari nvr come...haiz...den end of sku...c marcus n he ask me 4 hino fan...dcide i giv bah...after all 6slots left...i rather scroll new de...lolz...

after sku was dragged out...eat le...no amt of cheering up seems 2 work on me nor him...but apparently in e end i manage 2 cheer him up although he cant...he was 2 bz tinking of his sadness lar...lolz...nvm....cheer up k? SMILEZ=)

go home le chiong lvl54...n i lvled~! yeahz...tis march hols i plan le...go out wif josie dey all...ap ac dey all oso...i wanna take neoprints~!!!!! lolz...n oso muz chiong maple n study hard hard~! buying my A4 notebk soon...den i can write notes lyk siao le~!!!! yeahz~!!!! n my science notes of coz in my practical bks lor~!!! hahaz...kk le lar...go watch tv le...BB

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P.S.ty xuemei 4 cheering me up...n cia pan too...ty 4 cheering me up bout e chinese thingy n ncc thingy...ty~! i luv u all~!

haiz...being down l8ly...mayb coz new yr anotha thing happen wich led 2 me n him relationship 2 go down...its lyk i feel...i duno lar...he oso v.bothered over things till he lyk...aiya...i oso duno wad im toking lar...i was tinking...mayb i shuld reject both afterall...its probably beta 4 all 3 of us...aiya...i duno lar...ct over den say lar...if i dun tink of tis after ct i tink my head will xplode...i wonder how can i face e 2 of dem tmr man...

i wanna xplode le lar...so many hw...so little tym...guess my brain n tym management is juz so sucky dat i can die lar...anyway...laz 2 ct le...haiz...i wanna kill myself le lar...haiz...mayb if i cant finish my hw 2nite i make myself sick n dun go sku tmr...haiz...den no1 dunid hand up hw n no2 dunid face e 2guyz...haiz...i havnt eaten breakfast lunch nor dinner 2day n im so awfully hungry...haiz...wish gt sth 2 eat at home...haiz...aiya...tink i go do hw or sth le...bb

so tired l8ly...tis whole wk is lyk a mess...ok lar...valentines day gt things happen...n after valentines even more things happen...

sku was fun on valentines...reach sku was flooded by presents...my present small sia...unlyk theirs so was abit guilty...samantha's came belated coz she din go sku so ya...i oni gav 2guyz tis yr...actually wan giv 2 sh n joey too..but left 2 so giv e 1st 2 i saw...lolz...next yr bah~...giv sh n vic e special de heart...oni gt 2...e yellow de lors...hahaz...den pon training on dat day too...but next day is nid go volleyball match so i tink is go total defence lor...den friday came n alot of things happen...haizzz...thurs n fri mark a great significance in my life...e day i...nvm...i wun say bah...e ppl involved wuld noe...anyway...tiring wk lor...but cny cuming le...cant afford 2 miss anything...

havnt play maple much l8ly...too bz lor...anyway...when i gt e tym...i will b chionging JVleEqQ n rX7QQ coz i wan train 2 2nd job den i can slack...anyway...stevieQQ gt my mum attention le wor...so stevie can let my mum chiong while i focus on otha chars...

ytd was reunion dinner at maternal grandma hse...funny lor...long tym nvr c me...my cuzins were lyk fawning all over me...im lyk surrounded by babies...1 of wich is a big baby hu ask me sec3 stuffs when hes oni sec1...so told him 2 relax lar...w8 reach sec3 n he will noe wad 2 do lar...lolz...haizz...den ytd oso gt chat wif sy n my over sms...dey r quite bz wor...lolz...anyway...sy gt triple scince stream...congratz worz! my din tok much coz she is super bz...hahaz...unlyk me n sy hu tok till when i go reunion dinner...lolz...so free...o n marcus~...pls dun tink i say ur pw is NRIC num n jiu shuo i gt u hacked hor...its NOT my fault u kena hacked...actually wan help u de but nw since u tink i gt u hacked den i SHANT help u at all...actually ytd zx gt me 2 help u de...but nw i chgn my mind...i wun help u le lor...

ytd total defence performance oso v.funny...b4 dat xt n wp say me n joey again den xt ask me is lyk joey or kj...i said both no n she say both yes den i say if dats e case i prefer joey hahaz...den i listed out alot of reasons including some of wich joey n xt say demselves hahaz...dey so comical...lolz...

k lar...enuf of crapping le...mum nag le...nid do hw hse work n reunion dinner work hahaz...bb

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l8ly gt tots of breaking up cuming 2 my brain...n i duno y...duno is i oversensitive or wad...i kip feeling gt sth in btween us lar...im nt complaining lar...but i really hav dat feeling...but i dun tink will break so soon lar...mayb c 1st lor...anyway...ytd anotha person noe bout hu isit le...haiz...nw gt 3person noe...i admit i cant accept e fact dat i actually said yes n bout everything...ok...slowly taking in e facts lar...but tink i shuld cum back 2 earth n accept le lar...lolz...den ytd i kip complaining dat zx kip calling me 4 little things...den sandz start nagging dat gt 3guyz lyk me n everyting...wa lao lar...its nt confirm lor...so was kinda abit angry at her lar...but nw ok le lor...

ytd after sku pon training coz no1 really dun feel lyk going n no2 as a sis...i muz find out wads wrong wif e bloody kj hu kip fa xie on me n oso look sad...lolz...k i noe dat his acc kena hacked lar...but i feel dat cant b all lar...den nw i noe lar...ok lar bro...dun b sad over things lar...there r things wich r fated 2 b...if ur marks is low...as long as u try ur best...nt going against ur conscience...its ok if u gt low de...u oso gt say alot of ppl failed history...so u nt alone so its ok de...n e maths...dun compare urself wif papa or me lar~! such things is uncomparable[is there such word?]...as long as u do ur best...low or high is up 2 god n tcher 2 dcide le...dun b sad bout it...since i can gt over failing of my chinese test+countless of probs in my life...u can gt over all tis too k? JIA YOU...rmb e quote cai lao shi told me? its a gd quote dat u shuld kip in ur mind when u meet any setbacks...jia you 4 e laz 2 ct subz...=)

nw back 2 me...nw my mum scrimp n save in stevieQQ...lolz...i wonder y...lolz...i wan my dark sb faster cum so dat i can transfer my silver sb n tada~! my super sb...den i dunid worry bout my lvl70 weapon le=)...anyway...so tired l8ly n i duno y...guess ct n setbacks is worning me out...but i shall go on lar...its nt lyk no1 met setback b4...nw helping kj rebuild her dit...looking 4 scorpio set...bugging cool 2 lend me china set...his set is so godly till i wan borrow n asked joey nt 2 look 4 it...hahaz...deadly fin anotha thing 2 settle...anyway tis cc kena hacked thing showed dat jiejie n me r gd ppl...help him rebuild wor...lolz...kj...i wan c credits on ur blog...hahaz...jkjk...

anyway...nid go do IT day work+homework le...bb

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tis few days nvr blog coz chiong maple...lvled rx 2 lvl21...pq tym~! hehe...i shall chiong rx 2 lvl30 n start slacking abit...train JVleEQQ n00byQQ n dkpr0f abit...kj infecting me bout maple le lor...i started writing skill builds?!?!?! actually is coz nth 2 do lar...i w8ing mum come home...den i eat le go clean up my rm...spring cleaning...den after clearing my rm n wipe it clean n sparkly...its tym 4 shoes...nid wash my shoes...den its iron my uniform n bio/phone/maple till bedtym...hehe...

life is ok lor...mum still e sot sot de lar...dat day scold me 4 no reason again...eat it up as usual...been feeling down l8ly...den friday sandz nvr come 2 sku...kinda missed her lar...she is lyk e bridge btween me n vic lor...so dat day me n vic hardly tok...its lyk she v.act lor...sandz arnd...so gd wif me...lyk gd frenz...sandz nvr come sku leh...i bcame invisible unless gt maths qns...its lyk e whole day is liu japh crystal joey yancheng"play"wif me lor...so dat day sandz nvr come its a so call blessings in disguise lar...show me dat vic is juz a hypocritical person dat is nt worth making frenz wif...but netherless...i still luv clara n i will still treat vic as a fren although kj say i can dun care her le...qi ma wo gen ta xiang shi san nian le mah...theres still abit of frenship lar...afterall...beta a fren den foe rite? anyway...l8ly learn how 2 fold e straw hearts make me gt interested lar...so its sth lyk a destress thing lor...if i cant play maple i will fold straws if im unhappy lor...so lucky crystal taught me lor...thanks crystal...luv ya hahaz...so dat all bout my laz wk lor...new wk starting le...hope all hav a happy wk...will blog again tis coming sunday 2 tell u guyz bout my wk hehe...but no stead info hahaz...

clue hu is my stead: my stead de ex-gf=kj current stead...so muz beg kj dun say out hu his stead is...or else jiu die le...so interrelated...his stead de ex is my stead leh?! wtf?!

k lar...i go continue b bored lar...cya bb

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yoyo...back 2 blogging...gt a gd-bad news 2 all...stevieQQ has lvled 2 lvl51...sobz~...but nvm...decide le...faithfuljuly is officially abandoned...stevieQQ will take over her place as a main n join deoceanwaves...rx7QQ will take over as e 2nd-in-command n join deathsoul...JVleEQQ will take over as a cleric of mine n join e new guild proposed by josie n jiejie...hahaz...but of coz faith will still gt training but juz dat it will stay at lvl50 coz i wan pq!!! hahaz...gd idea rite? guess deathsoul ppl will feel sad when dey dun c stevieQQ on9 le hahaz...or mayb shuld let e sin population of deoceanwaves increase?nono...cant...stevie will b joining deocean le...its gonna happen soon...nt nw...hahaz

sku n steading has been fun but tough...i feel lyk i controlling lion when i go out wif him lar...lol...kk dun b so bad...anyway...back 2 sku...ct started...english~hai hao lor...geog~hai hao lor...maths~quite easy...A1 shuld b in my pocket hahaz...ss~write till shou suan but still shuld b ok de...coming up is e sciences hmt n a.maths...JIA YOU ORH~hope pass all...hehe...heard chinese n physics killer paper...but i wun gt killed i promise myself n i wun let myself b discourage! JIA YOU EVERY1~~~~~~!

recently has been helping liu train his delp...maintain quite a relationship wif e class...juggling everything sure is tiring...in fact my eyes has been bloodshot due 2 lack of slp...haizz...yawn...i go eat dinner le...cya!

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PS chop chop family rox n jia you 2 all 4 u guyz exams~hav a blessed new yr n a happy valentines!

being lame early in e morning...was xtremely l8 4 inspection...worse den ytd...so folo keat onn n pon uni inspection lor...sat down n chat wif frenz till assembly n b4 assembly...samantha came saying tmr muz go uni inspection coz mitch n alot of e instructors were complaining bout us...aiya...dey oni noe bout complaining lar...honestly...so assembly blah blah blah...indian pledge say wrong sths n was lyk anotha giggling assembly...lolz

chapel came...omoz cried in there...duno y...enter chapel i feel relax...its lyk i can cry freely here...if nt bcoz of e amt of ppl in e chapel...but if im alone inside i will moz probably cry...cum 2 tink of it...im getting more lyk a christian...mayb gt affected by god's will n sandra's too hahaz...anyway...2day mr wee laz day...wish mr wee a bright future ahead...dun 4gt phs orh...do cum back order...phs will root 4 u 4eva...n in chapel...reverend wee was toking bout sharing jackets...xt bhind kip telling me 2 share jackets wif joey hu sat bside me

after home period...3h cum 2 tis conclusion...when gt joey gt me...when gt mc gt val...when gt greg gt japh...according 2 sandz...n oso vice versa...lolz...me n joey gd frenz oso gt prob...lolz...den after dat chinese...kena sabo-ed by lao liu...bad guy...sabo me...den i blur diao...collect tots...den tada i ans qns wonderfully hahaz...den after chinese is recess...so funny hahaz...n i 4gt bout taking my name tag totally lor...tink tmr bah...lolz...went 2 library after eating...it was HILARIOUS!!! wahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

physics came...was confused in my wb...intend 2 gi siao gor or papa hoping dey can help...but was disappointed...sobz...den after physics de maths hai hao lor...gt lost in logarithms n was saved back by papa n gor l8er in 2day's story hahaz...nt 4getting vic n my darling sandz...luv dem all hahaz...n of coz i luv huimei josie jw[h8 me all he lyk]n many many othas...hahaz...I LOVE YOU!!!!

den after maths de ss so lame...spend 1/2 e tym in toilet wif japh sandz n vic...so funny...shant elabor8 on e dtails coz if i elabor8...gonna b long story...thus i nvr elabor8 on tis n e library thing during recess...hahaz

den its after sku...i luv those hu help me pack my food when i went 4 ncc...luv u guyz...ty man...anyway...nc meeting 2day v.scary...me n sam gt nth 2 hide so we were staring straight at mitch den its lyk mitch kip turning toward us n looking at us lyk he toking 2 us lyk dat...but its ok...we gt nth 2 hide...we may slack but its nt coz of e reasons dat he said...its coz i dunlyk...its whether i shuang bu shuang den will c if i wan go anot...lolz...

after ncc...eat le went up library 2 do things...den found sandz dey all outside e econs de classrm...den i reach le after awhile...econs de go 4 class den left me n sandz...den we go library...i finished my physics at arnd 3+ den went off 2 hand up my wb...actually wan go home de...den coz sandz wanna stay...den stay lor...met kj at mr tan locker there...tink he juz nice pass by saw me so offered 2 stay wif me...den at library...i was interrogated by ck while kj was interrogate by huimei dey all...pls lar...i say 1 laz tym believe it anot...IF KJ ASK ME 4 STEAD NW...ANS IS NO COZ IM BZ N I GT ALOT OF THINGS GOING ON AT HOME N EVERYTHING...MY STUDIES IS WORSE ENUF...ADD ANOTHA BURDEN=DEATH...write tis in caps so dat u guyz will take note...sry kj...i dun mean 2 say u r a burden but u gt wad i mean rite? im sry...n ya...tis is e laz post i gonna submit dat gt mention him...

anyway...on e way home...met him...say he wan c me home b4 going home himself coz 2day he going relative's n nt home immediately n its juz arnd e corner so he say wan pei me awhile den go...so we went sumwhere quiet n study abit den after dat home sweet home...

nw going 2 bathe den eat...tmr is laz day of sku 4 me tis wkcoz fri gt sth on n 2day is e laz day of jan...so sad rite? anyway if friday dey gt study grp as planned...i wuld wan attend...coz i will wan catch up on wad i missed in a day...so happy...

kk...beta go eat le...e wind blowing hard here n tis cold...i shall take a warm bath hahaz...den wun b so cold le...de its dinner...yeahz...den slp hahaz...mayb will chat over e phone abit...hu noez hahaz...

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