anyway...cre8ed a new blog...shant tell u guyz url since i wan make it my private blog...sry...anyway...e blog is 2 aid me in nt breaking down...lol...in fact after my 1st post in it i felt alot beta le lor...hope e feeling will nvr go away...tink i will go dat blog oni when im really stressed out or hav very deep unhappiness lor....so my main is still here...dun worry...XD

sigh...having a hard tym here...wish every1 culd make my life easier...although im nt on gd terms wif jw...im really grateful he din cum fan me lar...lyk he oways does 2 kj...sigh...family n frenship problems cuming in...my exams is here as well...scare i will breakdown lor...haiz...hope is minor breakdown...nt serious 1...minor means crying oni...serious is go crazy,depression,kip getting sick,etc lor...anyway...hope every1 here gt e goals dey set 4 demselves n gt e combi dey wans...jia you!!!! gd luck 4 exams...


sign off

QQ

sorry ang jianwei 4 saying u hacked my acc when u din...


end of story


QQ here 2 make apology to ang jianwei 4 accusing him of hacking stevieQQ when he din

to summarise everything on my tagboard...i wan say 2 all a couple of things...


-gt anything dunlyk bout me pls tell...or else oni end up lyk me n jw...he hate me n i dun hate him...2 frens dat wuld nvr eva b on gd terms le lar...


-im sooooooooo sorry 4 wadeva i did wrong...but my attitude sux i noe...but im a human nt a chameleon...so i cant change fast...muz let me change slow...it takes tym...


-miaky taigong....im so sry bout e scamming incident lar...anyway...u can tell me dat u bu fan bian mah...n bout e hair...u can tell me mah...dat tym huimei touch my hair cos kj was bout 2 pull...i oso din scold him mah...u tell me a valid reason i wun scold u...i dunlyk ppl touch hair cos my hair very sensitive...wheneva ppl touch my hair is either pain or goosebumps...so i very scare ppl touch my hair...so i will flare up at hueva hu touch my hair...but of cos gt exceptions lar...


i tink dat all lar...since miaky wans 2 take revenge...let him take till he lyk lor...i wun care lor...he wan hurt me den cum lor...i nt scare...u wan cos me physical or emotional pain jiu fang ma guo lai...


ok...done...gd nite n gd luck 2 all 4 ur exams...jia you...

juz wanna blog bout my sadness lar...anyway...wanna say lar...apparently huimei jo xm n miaky fall out wif me sj kj sh etc...but i tink patch up alot le lar...huimei n jo abit gt tok 2 me lar...nt dat bad le lar...xm n me bad 2 old ways lar...anyway...jw still angry at me...stevieQQ gt hacked n honestly...i feel its miaky lar...i nt pointing fingers lar...he has my pw n is angry at me...when hes angry he is totally crazy n can do anything lar...


ok tis r my feelings...if jw is here...hope he listen lar...if he dun...i bo bian le lar...y u bu shuang me??? if its bout e part u touch my hair...i noe i flare up at u...but u shuld hav seen how i treat xm n kj when dey touch my hair...so u shuld no i dunlyk ppl touch my hair without my permission...no exceptions...even u yeye...even u dote on me 4 e 1st 1/2 of e yr oso no use...cos i juz DUNLYK PPL TOUCHING MY HAIR...so deal wif it...n its childish 2 fite over tis matter lar...but if u wan b angry at me...u can find a lame reason 2 n gt angry at me lar...if u wan 4giv me...u can find 1 reason n u can 4giv me...so its ur own prob lar...


if its bout e scamming thing dat happen so LONG ago...den u can oways torture me cos i noe im in e wrong...i noe dat n im really very sorry lor...but since u dun believe me...den i can do nth...but duneva touch my maple acc...its immoral...if u wan 2 make ur maple life enjoyable...dun make it hard 4 othas...cos it will oni show u r a coward hu doesnt face up 2 e real person but do lowly things lar...n i wun stooped 2 ur lvl...so i wun go do anything...cos i unlyk u...rather face up 2 e real person den maple characters or anything...so wadeva u say lar...but i juz tink u childish n coward lar...since im nt 1...i wun stoop 2 ur lvl...but since u ruined e character is my bao bei...i will make sure u pay...but i guang ming zhen da...unlyk u tou tou mo mo...


ok dat wad i had 2 say 2 jw lor...anyway...im nt scheming type lar...so i wun scheme unlyk him...scheming is an act of cowardice...so i wun do dat lar...but i really hope i can solve tis prob lar...but even if we did...i will nt b able 2 b frens wif him again...im really sorry 2 say dat lar...but he really gone too far n i really really sad bout dat lar...guess i hav 2 gt back 2 my own...nw i tink i can understand my lit text beta...john is lyk so real...mayb i shuld b lyk him lar...b more 2 myself n oways kip a shield up lar...juz so angry n sad im so stupid 2 gt backstabbed again n again lar...


ok i complete wad i wan say lar...if i insult offend or did anything wrong...im sorry...


sign off...QQ

lol...nw in library...duno wad i doing here oso...shuld go home finish up my butterfly...but tink i go home oso sleep so stay in library play lor...tagging alot of ppl...sum as anon n sum as my own nick QQ...anyway...bring updates here...


after 13sept...consequent days i was high...even till 2day...so naturally...14sept im oso as high...anyway duno y im sooooooooo high...but mayb cos i gt head concussion...anyway...i didnt tok 2 kj after he hit me 4 e rest of e wk...but i wasnt actually angry lor...juz dat muz teach him a lesson...juz cos i nt easy 2 provoked doesnt me i cant gt provoked mah...anyway really din tok 2 him n during nite conversations e words i said was hi bye n duno duncare nt interested...till my mum dcide 2 record it down so i dunid say...lol...actually kj oso gt say loor...but i dowan my voice 2 go out of order due 2 lack of use...so im nt lyk dat...XD...den sat had conference wif sh kj n sj...sj n kj were lyk 2 luvbirds tweeting 2 each otha...n sum1 still dare say he dunlyk ahems...lol...anyway...dats call in denial lar...ok dun b so ba gua le...


den ytd 2day there was oni 1 topic of discussion...ahem n ahem...n ya...i 4gt...me sj n kj r demoted in e maple clan...2 sh children...so nw"same age gap"as cutie daddy sh is carine sandra lor...but means dat yeye nt potent lyk taigong say lar...its lyk...gt duno how many children lor...lets put in order...sandra,sj,kj,me,carine,sh...6ppl leh!!! lyk ppl in e old era...lol...anyway...nw e maple clan is as folos:

taigong(jw)

yeye(huimei)&nainai(josephine)

sandra n carine r my aunties...

sh is my daddy n my mummy is ahems...XD

den my siblings is in tis order...sj,kj n den laz of all me...youngest lehXD...so highXD


anyway...back 2 where i was...sku


den so high l8ly...all types of nursery rhymes n cartoon theme songs n stuffs was oways at my mouth...eg teen titans n spongebob...n oso gt pokemon etc etc...den ytd went sumo hse wif maple clan...muz emphasize...WHOLE OF MAPLE CLAN...den taigong jw was lyk so damn kiddy n disgusting...till sj jie jie say we bringing an old kid 2 eat lunch...den was soooooo funny lor...hahaz...anyway...my hair kena xm n jw touch...soo pissed...ANG JIAN WEI N TOH XIAO MIN...DUN EVA TOUCH MY HAIR AGAIN OR ELSE U GUYZ WILL PAY!!!!!! after dat gt science practical...b4 dat...during reporting tym in seminar rm...play heart attack n discuss ahems wif sum ppl lor...anyway...ytd was bad hand day 4 me...gt hit by ppl hu won heart attack...esp dat stupid kj...hit so hard...lyk wan kill lion lyk dat...damn pain lor!!!!!!! anyway after dat kena burnt during xperiment n cut by glass...burnt pain lor...but din stop me smsing n typing larz...e cut nt so deep...so no blood...but overall...my hand was lyk v.pain when i reach home...writing oso abit difficult lar...went home jiu sleep den i duno lar...anyway...no comments bout ytd liao...so damn sian...otha den e things mention above...nth much le...


2day:


lit was ok lor...mrs chia as comical as eva...


history...was funny lar...cos kj lao ge's grp call sj lao jie's grp so gt quite a big commotion lor...XD den nth much liao lar...


recess...as high as eva...ask mis loo bout e farewell function thingy lor...


art...was funny...kj n sj lao siblings were teased lar...but...i oso gt take part lar...sorry jie n gor...but it was fun mah...entised by fun n laughter...lol...den me n sj was lyk kip papa papa n daddy daddy sh lor...lorrrrrrrrl...


english...me sh xt n mz took e back seats so was having fun in e backXD


mt lit...presentation was funny lar...tmr nid 2 present mine liao...ours veyr little info...duno indepth enuf n enuf info or nt lor...sad...


end of day...library was fun but caught by mr chan wasntXD


anyway...dats all 4 2day...will nt b blogging 4 e next few wks cos of exams...muz concentrate...n ya...happy belated bday 2 tbt n siru...happy early bday 2 sj xm n those bdays hu falls on d8s in e exam period...n gd luck 2 all in ur revisions n exam...its our laz lap in sec2 le...JIA YOU!!!!!!!


sign off...QQ

2day was quite a lame day lor...i was sick early morning...dowan go sku...sumore overslept...mum pop me 1panadol pill n send me 2 sku...duno y 2day...reach sku...PE so damn high...but 2day head throbbing lor...duno y...tink gt headache or sth...mayb old injury acting up or sth...but v.pain lor...sumore gt scolded by mum early morning...was hiding e pain im experiencing lor...bcum quite a gd actor liao...anyway lets gt back 2 sku...


anyway...PE play basketball wif sj ac dd mm san n carine...soooooooo high...kip saying k-u-z-c-o kuzco kuzco go go...den chinese gt scolded by miss choi again cos nvr hand up hw on tym AGAIN...


home period...slack again...hav fun...dowan tok 2 kj anyway...juz dun feel lyk toking 2 him...den chapel gt harrassed by yeye cos suay suay sit wif him hahaz...but cos my damn name tag broke so i was omoz l8 4 chapel n oni seat available den was wif yeye or wif e guyz of 2faith...i rather sit wif yeye...at least wif dd mm dey all mah...


recess...nth much...except still high so reach le music rm jiu there doing k-u-z-c-o again n singing get high...den offended kj n sj again[sorry!!!!]but kj...dunid hit so hard 1!!!!!v.pain leh!!! fit of anger so wad!!!!i had enuf le lor...i omoz cry in pain lor...but i oso deserve 1/2 of it lar...den was so damn angry wif him 4 e rest of e day...c him oso ignore him...he tok 2 me nvr ans...ok lar...i 4giv abit le lar...but nt totally...cos soooooo damn pain...


maths...no test paper so slack anotha day...


science...was sooooo damn funny...i call mr lim as mr yong...cos by dat tym cant tink clearly le...den sing hau was lyk looking at me lor...den point out dat its mr lim nt mr yong...but i...aiya duno how say lar...muz b me den will noe lor...


CF...do sexuality education...was so damn disgusting...sumore i write...but serve ac rite 4 having 2 present...ask her 4 ideas...duno duno...den so she endup hav 2 present...XD...ok im wicked...


den go library do work...was soooo damn funny...was laughing lyk siao cha bo lar...dowan say...l8er say sumthing wrong...xDDDD


nw juz reach hm nt long ago...gt flooded by kj apology msgs...his cousin oso sending me msg lor...mayb 4giv him abit lar...but still gt a huge headache...so currently...no 4givness...till my head is ok...still pain...nw even gt abit faint le...

holiday came n go...make me reflect abit lor...n there were many experience of cos...XD


-sea competition-

was fun...n tiring...shout lyk siao cha bo...ok e situation was lyk tis...we were cheering e 1st event wich is b2 guyz heats...we were making a scene at shore doing"ph we r hot"...lol...den was damn high so do e actions lor...hahaz...den after dat...went back...gt sian...den xt start 2 gt high...she singing"my humps"by black eye peas...den was dancing lor!!! den we all including mis seh was lyk laughing lyk siao...hahaz...den 2nd day...was so damn sian...till 2nd event...b2 galz single event...ok...dat 1 giv me a huge fright but dey still gt a gold!!! ok e 1st kayaker julia was 2nd...den change over frm her 2 wp was so damn fast so dey gt pass canberra 2 1st place...den after dat frm wp 2 fatin dey maintain a HUGE lead till xt...she close up e lead till very small...omoz neck 2 neck...but in end we still won...closing up e lead 4 e galz unit champ...but in e end...it slipped away...we lost e laz event 2 canberra...so sad...anyway...we did our best...den laz event was I1 guyz singles...den whole unit went down n cheer...me xt wp n ck lyk so damn high...esp xt me n wp...we do all e cheers wif enthusiasm...den dismiss le wor...


den 2day go back sku...devotion was sooooooooooooo loooooooooooong....anyway ater devotion...hav fun in lit...science was digusting cos doing chpt7 n was sitting wif carine...we 2 were lyk dowan turn 2 e pg dat gt e permanent wat-so-eva info...XD lol...den me n xm was lyk playing in every lessons...XD including mr yong's...den in mr yong class was lyk so damn crazy...xt n ck was sooooooooooooo funny...anyway...dowan go in2 details cos mum wan play maple...scolding me liao...bb


signing off


QQ

o ya...mis haq juz gave birth 2 a baby...congratulations!!!

about 1wk din post liao...so bored cos nw downloading kongkong...so long...oni 43% nw...still gt a long long way 2 go...anyway...lets do an upd8...:)


camp feast:


very fun...but oso very tiring...sumore din sleep at nite cos of e heat n stories...StupidCLT eugene chan say e galz bunk is haunted...so literally cant sleep...sumore woke up during e nite n saw xt missing scare me even more...but actually she juz somersault frm her bed 2 wp 1 lar...scare me alot...sigh...2dayz nvr go sku...was happy n sad...happy cos can miss lessons...sad cos will miss my classmates...esp e maple clan ppl...DD MM yeye lao shu shu...bros n sis...was lyk saying how much i miss sku till i gt 2 book out early in e laz day leh...but dats of cos gt reason 1 lar...its cos of e bend n hitches comp training lar...sigh...sea comp cuming up liao...i gt 2 events...hope i gt a medal 4 both...anyway...let me tell u wad happen after camp feast...


bends n hitches comp:


anotha day of no sku...but 2day miss ting xie n maths test lor...i very luvky lor...miss ting xie twice...gt 3ting xies so far...1st 1 i missed cos i was sick...absent frm sku...2nd 1 i din miss it...but gt quite a gd mark 4 it lor...den e 3rd 1 wich was today's 1...missed cos gt competition...anyway...fast forward 2 competition dat tym...anyway...took e theory...damn easy...tink gt full marks...den practical...well wasnt dat easy 4 wp...she gt all e difficult knots while i took e easy 1s...reef knot...figure-of-8...n sheet bend...e uses i din manage 2 rmb all lor...anyway was happy...XD...den wp ck n jason were all saying me...go away lar...gt full marks 4 theory...so gd lar...so clever lar...go away lar...den eugene chan say is nt she clever its u stupid...theory its e easiest...can gt full marks 1...ts u guyz stupid duno how gt full marks...hahaz...was so damn funny lor...hahaz...den went eat mac...ok lets dun discuss mac...its so funny...n embarrassing too...hahaz...was so funny...


tcher's day:


me sj xt n kj went 2 eat brunch...dat day oso very funny lor...kj put hotcakes syrup in sj milo...but i stupid stupid go drink...den i drink e part wif syrup while she drank e rest non-syrup stuff...den...OMG...e drink sux...den i drank alot of my unscammed milo...lol...lame shit...it was fun...


yellow ribbon flag day:


ok...weather so damn hot...tok back 2 sgt yanling...den hav fun wif sam syirin n michelle...othawise...nth much lor...den after e thing...me n joey was chatting...den jason tan n esaint came n sit down...den ck say dey xtra...say fang ai me n joey pa tuo...but...honestly lar...its nt pa tuo lor...its chatting lor...wan chat oso gt prob arh...he na li bu shuang...XD jkjk...


okay...dat bout all...nw skip off 2 play maple le...bb


sign off

QQ